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So you'd rather put all that effort into projecting.. only soon to find out that the thing you were searching for is completely fruitless?.. rather than to simply change your diet? What's so difficult about it? Are you afraid of confronting your food addictions that contribute to whatever "problem" your body has? To be honest, I don't think I want to understand you.. It's far too depressing. I sincerely wish you good luck.

If it is your physical body that you desire to change, then it is within the physical world that you must begin your change. It is rather odd that you think by having an OBE that you can change your physical body. Anyway... Firstly, I must address your self-esteem. From what I've read you have none.. Why? You're a beautiful person regardless of what person you embody in this life, you are spirit... There is no point in lowering yourself in such a manner. Secondly, if it is beauty on the outside that you seek, you must begin with the inside. The outside look of your body is merely an expression of what your inside looks like. I don't know what you look like, nor do I think you are ready for such a great change.. However, look into Raw Veganism / Fruitarianism. I am not here to sway your beliefs, however, if your willing to have an OBE for such a deed then why not try this? But do not use this as another way to hide from yourself, the most important step of change is love for yourself. Goodluck.

Try starting here:
Mangodurian.blogspot.com
fruitgod.com