I have a very big neg that has attached itself to me.. I think it's been there since 4th grade (I'm 22 now).
Back in 4th grade there was a time when I kept hearing whispers and voices all around me and I felt this very dark presence, especially when the lights were off. My parents did nothing about it - they said it was just my imagination, but I could hear them as clearly as I could hear anything else. It was like whispers that were just too mumbled to make out any words. Anyway, after a time the whispers stopped and I thought they had gone away, but then shortly after that and ever since, I have had one physical malady after the other. Aside from severe colds regularly twice a year, and a very high suceptibility to cold weather or hot weather, I've also been diagnosed with autoimmune hepatitis (I actually almost died from that one), and Cushing's disease, as well as a pituitary tumor.
I have suspicions that these rare diseases and weaknesses to common disease have been caused by the negs I encountered in 4th grade.. possibly they entered then and have just never left. I did some shamanic workings and was told by one of my guides that it is true and that the dark being has wrapped itself tightly around my core being and has established itself firmly inside of me as a parasite.
I'm going to be attempting something to get rid of it, but I was wondering if any of you have any suggestions? I've never done this before so I'm going purely on my own ideas and research.
Thanks!!
Back in 4th grade there was a time when I kept hearing whispers and voices all around me and I felt this very dark presence, especially when the lights were off. My parents did nothing about it - they said it was just my imagination, but I could hear them as clearly as I could hear anything else. It was like whispers that were just too mumbled to make out any words. Anyway, after a time the whispers stopped and I thought they had gone away, but then shortly after that and ever since, I have had one physical malady after the other. Aside from severe colds regularly twice a year, and a very high suceptibility to cold weather or hot weather, I've also been diagnosed with autoimmune hepatitis (I actually almost died from that one), and Cushing's disease, as well as a pituitary tumor.
I have suspicions that these rare diseases and weaknesses to common disease have been caused by the negs I encountered in 4th grade.. possibly they entered then and have just never left. I did some shamanic workings and was told by one of my guides that it is true and that the dark being has wrapped itself tightly around my core being and has established itself firmly inside of me as a parasite.
I'm going to be attempting something to get rid of it, but I was wondering if any of you have any suggestions? I've never done this before so I'm going purely on my own ideas and research.
Thanks!!
