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Hi all,
Over the past few years I have had a few strange experiences. I don't know if they are OBE or what and would appreciate any input that could be given to shed some light on this for me.
As a preface, I should tell you that for a while before these occurances i was prone to panic attacks. I am wondering now if this was spirits way of forcing the experiences. Anywho....
Fisrt Time:
I was entering into a fairly strong panic attack when I decided to go with it instead of fighting it and relaxed in a chair. I closed my eyes and began to see blue colors forming and moving behind my lids. Before long these seemed as if they were coming from behind to meet at a center point in front of me. The colors began to speed up and looked like marble. I began to have the feeling of falling rapidly backwords and even though it was very uncomfortable I stayed with it. Next thing I knew I was flying high in the air.  There were huge birds also in the sky with me, The sky itself was sort of pink and coral, I could smell the warmth in the air and I flew through the side of the cliff. I had a very intense experience, which I wont go into here, but when this ceased, which it did suddenly I could feel someone kneeling beside the chair. I had the distinct impression I was being watched over and my skin felt very tingly.
This happened a few more times, each time the tunnels were different colors, and the experiences vastly different. An example is I was laying down and began to fall backward through a white tunnel and emerged in water, another time it waspurple and I shot up into space coming back down almost instantly. I have been searching for a while to figure out what exactly I was experiencing so if anyone could please give any insight it would be deeply appreciated.
Thanks for taking the time to read this
Raven

Heres another question along the same lines. Is it possible to OOB without realizing it? I ask this because sometimes I wake to my body vibrating a mile a minute. I thought the first few times it might be an earth quake(very rare in NH) but eventually I realized it was just me. It happens quite often, usually when I wake suddenly and sometimes when I am just waking normally.
Just curious;)
Thanks,
Raven

I'm way beyond college years too and I make my living as a Medium

I'm from New Hampshire, US

You are most welcome for the info
Tisha, as far as your dreams are concerned, it may be that you are running from an aspect of yourself. Alot of times the different representations are other aspects of the self that we either neglect, are afraid of or just don't acknowledge and they in turn manifest in our dreams as things, beings or even people we know. You might want to meditate with this mans image and see what you get from it.
Just my silly opinion, take it for what its worth:)
Raven

I am sorry to hear about your friend, panic attacks are horrible and dibilitating[] If you can get her to sit in a chair, and "let it do its worst" it may help. Part of that is doing 4 breaths in, hold for four, four breaths out, hold for four. (it takes a while to get there, and then let it run through her, she may find them a) not as frightening and b)lessening. Its the hyperventilating that causes most of the attack, and all the blood rushing to vital organs. But regardless, if she can realize its not going to kill her and flow with it, it may help. Personally, I thank the Gods now for them because without them I wouldn't have had the experiences I did and continue to do. Not to say I'm not glad I don't suffer from it anymore I am.
Raven

Thank you Shaman that helps a heck of a lot! The cool thing is once I started to go with it, the panic attacks stopped, (yes just as you described but without the faintness I was completely aware and looking during the whole thing. I am just not sure when the transition from tunnel to place occured)but the trips didn't. You don't know how good it feels to know I am not alone in experiencing this. What is funny though is that the trip you described with the well, I had a very similar experience to that. I was looking up from the bottom of the well and people were looking down at me.
Thank you so very much for your insight:)
You have my deepest thanks,
Raven