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i'm trying to improve my abilities as well but have no idea what i'm doing. i'm randomly projecting in my house and moving objects around in front of my mom (which i found hilarious anyway) but would love to have more control over projecting but i know that just takes practice.

they were. i went crazy when my great-grandmother died. oh thank you for that kind message inkheart i will. and then i will post about it on astralpulse.com ! hahaha

thank you so much for commenting this and finally giving me a name to what i am. i don't try to change anything. i did all i could to warn cory, but i going through that really helped me realize that i do not control other peoples fates. every death after him (though they weren't as close to me) has been easier to handle. and going through that, and then learning so much about astral realm and everything we're capable of has helped me feel more comfortable with my abilities.

oh thank you. hahahaha obviously it hates being ignored because it screamed and it really scared me. hahahaha

oh my gosh i love your videos!

they weren't exactly stories, but articles. on globalpsychics.com  idk how much i can believe the info on there but whatever, it made sense and i realized a lot of other people are aware of the change too.

i am not new to hearing those voices as i fall asleep. i read once that those are the voices on the astral plane. and then theres a theory that its just your conscious unwinding itself. i see both as correct answers. but i have read on here about..idk..people or spirits or something talking in your ear while you're falling asleep? is that correct? i'm just wondering because the other night i was falling asleep when i heard whispering kind of in my ear and head and it was in another language and it was getting faster and faster and then all the sudden it screamed in my ear like something scared it! i've never heard a scream like that except for in a movie or something when something horrible happens. and its just..i do not watch scary movies. i don't read scary things other than ghost stories online. the only other time i've heard whispering like that is when i had a nightmare once. and i never have those except for twice last year! the one i heard it in was when these demon shadow spirit things were whispering in my curtains. i had someone interpret the dream for me, turns out there was a demon following that person around. ANYWAY its early in the morning and i'm rambling. back on subject...does anyone have any idea what i heard? its been bothering me the past few days. i'm scared its going to happen again and it really really scared me when it happened.

i was just about to say that they could be forms of shadow people until i say what Tayesin said. i have never heard of that method either but find it very interesting and useful for further astral travels. i know i didn't really help like i wanted to with this reply. hahaha i just wanted to say that i am starting to agree with Tayesin.

oh my i need to read that book. hello all i am new also but have had some very interesting experiences with astral and psychic things.

i have consciously projected four or five times in the past year. i will be the first to admit i am no expert, but i have acquired a lot of useful knowledge in the last year. i only started getting in conscious projection in the past year too. i think what you really need to do is (if this doesn't comply with your spiritual and religious beliefs i completely understand) you can always, while in a relaxed state, pray and call to your spirit guide/s to protect you and assist you in your projection. or guardian angels, whichever you prefer to call them. everyone has their own way of projection but the method i use is for beginners or people who don't find other ways as comfortable or easy. i will post here how i project, if you don't find it comfortable or whatever i completely understand i hope i helped some.

hayley

Begin by laying down on your bed, or wherever you are comfortable horizontal. I recommend no noise unless you're using an astral cd. Relax your body and try as hard as you can to clear your mind. Once you have done this start with your toes and in your mind say "my toes are relaxing...my toes are relaxed" do this to all your body parts starting with your toes all the way to your head. you will feel like you are tingling or vibrating inside your body. try to stay in this state for as long as you can. and deep breaths in and out. you can even, after the body relaxation, imagine a warm band of gold going down your body every time you breathe out. starting at your head and moving down your body to cover you as you breathe out. i did this the first time i consciously astral projected and it worked. also i asked my spirit guide/s to help me and protect me and assist me in any way the could. i prayed to them in my head and they answered! also focusing on one thing after the body relaxation, like making contact with your guides or focusing on one word and repeating it in your head can also help.

TOTALLY! i'm so glad someone else on here is aware of the change in the human dna! i read that all the children that are born after 2002 (i think or 2000) have already been born with the new dna. and that now all of us that are younger than 45-40 are starting to go through the change as well. its easier for younger people to complete the change faster. i also read that the change is the next step in human evolution and that we are the sixth-root race. i hope i got that all correct. please, feel free to correct me if i'm wrong.

has anyone else been having dreams about a change in the DNA strand? i read somewhere once that some psychics were around the time i was having dreams about them a few years ago. i was just wondering if anyone on this forum has been having them too.

hayley

i am so glad someone made a post about this because i was just about to make one. i would like to tell you that i do remember before i was born. i remember colors and the presence of angel. i remember them telling me what my name was to be and what my parents names were. i've remembered this all my life. i don't think i created this dream or whatever. but i did think about it a lot growing up. i also remember once when  i was a few months old that my astral eyes were too strong for my baby body and i was upset about it because my human eyes couldn't handle all the colors and sunlight when i was outside once. (sorry that sentence is so long lol)

and someone else saw everything that i saw. this wasn't the first time that i've shared dreams with other psychics. the other person wrote down everything and then i found her and our experiences were almost identical.

i do not disagree with you. but i would like to point out i have lucid dreams all the time. this wasn't a lucid dream. and this wasn't the first time i felt like i was watching something happen and not be in my body. even though i was myself in this whatever it was, i was almost never able to have complete control of what i was doing. i just had to watch it all happen even though i could feel my body doing everything.

i also want to point out that about a month after this happened to me i met nick in real life. him and i dated four six months and broke up. we broke up because he didn't treat me right. but he also has gifts and there have been moments in his life where people who don't know him at all, but see him in public, will send him statues of St. Michael. i probably won't date nick again. i am in a much better relationship now with the person i feel like i am supposed to be with. but it does scare me that one time i did have a dream-thing about leaving the person i'm with now to be with nick. i don't want to go back to nick because of the way he treated me. i don't want to leave the person i'm with now. but if everything i saw does come true i will play my role in it, but i won't leave the person i'm with now.

when i was thirteen i started to have premonitions of what would happen a day, a week, or two weeks ahead when i went to sleep. this hasn't stopped since. the next summer when i was fourteen about to enter ninth grade i started to get disturbing visions, feelings, and premonitions of my great grandmother dying. this really scared me because i spent practically my whole childhood with her. she was my world. i would sit in my grandmothers office, my great-grandmother's daughter, for hours shifting uncomfortably in my chair trying to think of a way to tell her about what i had been "dreaming" about. as the summer went on the visions and feelings and premonitions happened more frequently. my family and i went on a trip in july and after the trip everything just started colliding like a train wreck. i kept everything i was seeing to myself but it was driving me crazy. i became a little introverted because of it. i would go to sleep have premonitions as clear as day and then wake up and live what i had just saw. it was confusing for me because it was all so intense.
in september of my freshmen year of high school my parents left town for a week for a business trip. i stayed at my best friends house. the friday they got back my dad came to pick me up. he told me we were going out to dinner with my great-grandmother because we all hadn't seen her in a few weeks. i threw a fit! i did NOT want to go because i had very intense gut feelings that SOMETHING was going to happen.
we went to dinner anyway and then everything started to crash around me. she had a stoke at the table. she was in a wheelchair in the hospital looking very embarrassed at me. she went brain dead. i became more and more quiet as the days went on. five days later she died. and i stopped speaking. i thought everyone was playing a huge joke on me.
for the next few years i would relapse and think everyone was against me. then one night in my room i was watching tv with the lights on a few years after she died. i think two. i was staring a little above my tv when all the sudden i got overwhelming feelings of my great-grandmother being sad and watching over me. she was sad because she didn't want to see me so upset over her death. these feelings were getting more and more and more intense when all the sudden a light appeared on my wall above my tv. it was a ball and it stretched down to for a bar of slivery light that had all the colors in it shimmering! it stayed there for about six seconds maybe five and then it was gone. i walked over to where it had been on the wall and touched that spot. it was her. and from that day on i was okay with her death.

the second time this happened was 2008. again in the summer. i had a friend named cory whos parents weren't in his life. his mother died when he was younger. idk what happened to his dad. i am friends with a lot of kids who do drugs, drink, don't do very good things, and all listen to alternative music. the "wrong" crowd i guess you could say. i have other friends too but anyway. cory was in this group of friends. i hadn't seen him in a year. and all the sudden i was thinking about him when i was in the car with my friends ashley(i mentioned her before) and whitney. i looked to the seat next to me(i was in the back seat) and swore that it was like he was sitting right there! then the date Saturday November 1st kept repeating in my head over and over and over again. all day. it dawned on me there in the car that if i had a daughter i would name her November. I still am going to name her November. i went home and wrote this in my journal, about the november 1st thing. that whole summer i kept thinking about cory and how he should come to my school. because if he came to my school he could really turn his life around and get into a good college! he could get off bad habits. it would be great for him.
it was no surprise that he came to my school a month after school started in september. he would sit next to me everyday at lunch because other people in my school didn't like him. i love cory! i always thought of him as my little brother even though he was only a few months to a year younger than me.
then the date kept repeating in my head and i knew..it started to dawn on me what was going on.
on the 28th of october after band practice i stretched in the car and felt a pain in my abdomen. the next day i couldn't walk. i went to the doctor, i had an ovarian cyst. i missed the next day of school also. my first day back at school was halloween. i went to lunch and cory was sitting next to me and i was freaking out because the next day was november 1st! he was talking to my friend at lunch when all the sudden i turned to cory and looked him dead in the eye. he looked at me back.
then this fish-bowl affect started happening around us. like..we were in a bubble and the noise of the rest of the cafeteria was muffled. i tried as hard as i could to make a connection with cory. i repeatedly in my head said "DO NOT GO TO THAT PARTY. CORY LISTEN TO ME, DO NOT GO TO THAT PARTY. IF YOU DO and then i saw images of my head of a car crash and drinking. i tried SO HARD to stop him from going. i said it over and over and over and over and over again. i tried! and then i broke the connection and looked away. my two other friends at the table kinda went "heh..." like they tried to not really notice and act like it was funny. but cory didn't say a word for the next five mins until the bell rang. he walked out of the cafeteria looking all shooken up. that was the last time i saw him. i also tried to make a petition for the band to not go to the football game that night because it was halloween and all. honestly i just didn't want to be away from cory.
at 1:00 in the morning that night he drove his car into a tree by accident and died because the seat belt cut his throat and hit his adams apple. no one told me that weekend that he died. i had to go to art school for a portfolio review. a bunch of my friends were at my house when i left for it. as soon as i left my house they got the call that he died and a car crash happened at the front of my neighborhood. all at the same time.
i came home and all my friends had left.
i went to school monday and i just KNEW that cory wasn't there physically. his first ever girlfriend who was one of my friends told me he died. i closed my eyes and everything went black. i saw a grey-greenish cloud that had holes fading in it. it was the same thing i saw when my gram died. it is what death looks like. i'm synesthetic..so idk if its just what i see or what other people see. for fourteen days i didn't cry about cory dying.
but then i was on the phone with my friend chris and i just broke down sobbing and crying and blabbing about cory. he was there for me. but then i got off the phone with him about an hour later and still continued crying and sobbing and talking TO cory. i closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep and then felt something laying on top of me. putting its cheek against my cheek and its hand in my hand. it was cory. and i FELT SO MUCH LOVE. and he FINALLY understood that i loved him with all my heart like a sister! and he loved me like a little brother! and then i got all these mental images of a tree that kinda looks like an olive tree but bigger and with yellow, light orange, and light green leaves. it was like autumn. its what cory's spirit looks like! and hes pruple. and all these other mental images of a field of rye and a tree and some other trees in the distance. and then all white and i fell asleep.
and when i woke up i felt so much better about cory passing on. and i felt him go up. he is with his mom now.

and i knew when my other great grandmother was going to die. my mom says i don't have any emotion about people dying. but thats just because i don't fear death and i know that they aren't dead, they just leave their physical body. i've never felt a person go down below the earth, just up. i don't go to burials. i do have emotions when people die, just not in front of other people.

thank you so much for reading this! i know its  long!

hayley

this will be long. its about Revelations.

i want to start off explaining something about me. i am clairvoyant. very. i get visions/premonitions of what is to happen in two weeks every single night that i go to sleep. usually when i go to sleep i'll start off by hearing what some people say is the voices of the astral plane. then i will start to slip into visuals of this. and then i will start do dream, usually lucid. then i will either continue to dream or i will astral project. and then after that i go into a deeper level of subconsciousness. its like looking in a lens. there is a black that surrounds me and like i'm looking through a hole into my own eyes and seeing what is going to happen in the future. i've been aware of this since i was thirteen. i'm nineteen now. i'm very used to this. but last february it changed a little for a few months. i would go to sleep but then what i thought was dreaming was really something else. i was being transported three years into the future. 2012.

first i was with this other girl, who looks a lot like me but is three years younger than me. i was seeing her dreams i think. (i found her later on on a different website talking about all this. i was stunned. she didn't mention me) but then one time her and i both went (with our spirit guides, i felt mine) to this room. suddenly she disappeared, like..she had to see the same thing i was seeing and experiencing but she had to do it on her own. so anyway, i was in this room that had a lot of bookshelves. and it had this really really beautiful old table/desk that had all these old scrolls on it. it had a few candles and on some of the scrolls and smaller books was this HUGE book. it was The Bible. Not the one we have on earth..THE BIBLE. it glowed from within, it was full of pure white/gold light. i walked/glided over to it and felt the presence of other angels. i think some of them might have been archangels, i was surrounded by them. and above us i felt a bigger presence. so back to the book...i walked/glided over to it and looked at it but i couldn't read it. it was all latin and hebrew. i tried to understand it but then my astral eyes went all fuzzy/liquidy and suddenly i looked at the book and was able to read it! i read so much. the most important thing i read was that i am not the one who destroys the antichrist but i play an important role in it. i felt like many other people read what i had read before, from the same book. they had all been in this room. thousands of people. i read a lot more important things i needed to know. i also read scrolls on how to play my part. i was also researching at that table too. i took in so much information. eventually i understood someone saying "she is so tired. she read so much" and i really did feel tired. so then i think the angels agreed that i could go back to my body. i told my dad about it a few days later. i think i kinda freaked him out.

it seemed like every night i would go three years into the future. i saw a lot of things about my life having to do with one specific person. all of those days i saw all float into each other and are sometimes hard to remember.
the next most important thing happened one night. i went to bed on a sunday night. and "woke up" walking in a desert between two mountain ranges. i was wearing the white linen shirt that christians wear at the End Of Times. i noticed other people were walking in the same direction as me all wearing the same thing. i looked and saw we were all walking to a building that had four windows. it was a huge one story building that spread out across the land for a while. it had one door, two windows on either side and two more windows on the side of it. as i was walking up to it i felt like i was viewing all of this from inside of myself...like..i was really little watching all this happen and i didn't really have any control over it. so myself was walking up to the building and was feeling really confident and repeating in my head what i had to do. in my head i said "..and Nick is off training with God" and i stopped myself and said in my head "WOAH wait! who is nick!?" and then the image of his face appeared and all these overwhelming feelings coursed through my body. i thought it was so strange that i could feel so many wonderful things for someone i had never met. i walked up to the building and noticed that there were thousands of other people all dressed like me in lines and masses. i saw people i knew, my cousin, some of my friends, and thousands, probably millions of people i never met. we all waited in line..certain people going into the building. most of us camping outside of it..waiting. the other girl i mentioned before was there too.

finally after what seemed like almost months or years it was my turn to walk into the building. it was a jail. a man was in charge of it. he wore a black turtleneck, black boots, black jeans tucked into them, black gloves, a black hat. his face was solid black, like a shadow person...but darker, yes its possible. he carried a black machine gun. first he tried to create a miracle for me. it was orbs of blue pink and purple and smaller white ones. i told him with my mind that he was not christ and he would not fool me. he hit me with his gun and threw me into a cell with twenty other people. some of them had white linen like me. others were dirty. i noticed my best friend amelia was in there with me, no one spoke to each other. every day i was put into a new cell with different people. there are ten rooms in the jail. five of them are cells that i shared with other people or i was put into some by myself when he got fed up with me. the other five are what i call Dark Chambers.
there are no windows in these rooms. the light under the door does not seep in. the floor is made of earth instead of tile like some of the cells. in these rooms i sat...and heard monsters around me. nightmares. things trying to scare me. but i couldn't give up. after i hadn't succumbed to what he declared about himself he started to put me in cells by myself. in one of these cells i communicated with an angel through a small window.

on the last day i was meditating in my cell with my spirit guide. there was a loud explosion outside and he said "what the f***" and walked outside. suddenly the doors to the cells opened and we all walked outside. i felt so thin, i hadn't eaten or drunken in ten days. but somehow i felt years older. everyone gathered outside. i don't know where the jail guard went. i felt like i was looking for someone. i drifted to the front of the crowd and looked behind me. suddenly people were gasping and pointing. i turned around and there was nicholas (i mentioned him as nick earlier). we hugged and chatted for a minute. for some reason i was so happy to see him. then we all got ready for what we were waiting for. on the distant horizon a dark mass started to appear and spread. it was Satan's army. they lined up to us, a gap of space between the Dark and the Light. and then..someone yelled and we fought. we smashed into each other. Stars...angels fell from the sky. i was all about confusion. i didn't know what to do. i fought against someone from the other side. i heard biblical battle cries and swords clanging. then all the sudden a sword appeared in my hand. it was so beautiful. the handle had a real ruby in it and diamonds. i didn't know how to use it, but then i was given the courage to use it and the knowledge. i slashed through creatures. eventually i was transported to the edge of the battle where some fallen stars/angels were. they gave me energy and kept me out of the worse of the battle.
i had to go back in. i was transported to the middle. where nicholas was fighting against satan. with the sword that i had used. (i think its st. michael's sword) anyway christians and satan's followers surrounded them and fought around them. eventually the all started to watch and cheer them on. i was starting to get scared, it looked like satan was winning. but then nick had the upper hand. but then right when he was about to finish him off satan took on his fallen angel form. all muscle with a lion cloth, huge beautiful black wings, curly shoulder length hair and flames shooting out of his head. he had the most evil vicious look on his face, it was like there was fire in his eyes. he also grew in size. i freaked out and grabbed the sword and stabbed his officer, who was the jail guard. i stabbed him right in the heart. he exploded into white silver light. this distracted satan. nick grabbed the sword and stabbed satan. all the sudden the earth shook and rumbled. the sky cracked and everything went white.

once it cleared nick and i were in a big circle with other christians and angels. the sky rumbled again and God spoke. Then Jesus was walking in front of us, with olive wreaths in his hands. God was speaking and rewarding people, Jesus was placing the wreaths on their heads. He walked over to me and nick. God rewarded us with the union and marriage of man and woman.

shortly after that i woke up and felt extremely tired. i felt like had fought in a battle which i thought was strange because i vaguely remembered dreaming about one and someone named nick. i went to school and mentioned to people how tired i felt. i started to think about my dream all day. i wrote everything down that i could remember and doodled the sword. i spoke to my friend cody about it and he stopped me and said "hayley have you ever read revelations?" i answered no and went home and read it and was very surprised because some of the things i mentioned to him were right there in revelations! right there..written by John!

after that when i would go to sleep i was living in the 1000 year reign of Jesus Christ. I had two children eventually but i don't remember giving birth to them..idk why..it seemed like i would go there on certain days and the year would be different than the year from when i was there last. but one day i was there and i was very pregnant and gave birth to my third child. nick and i lived on through the 1000 year reign until 500 something. then we both passed on at the same time and went to heaven. eventually the new Jerusalem was built and God finally destroyed satan. I want to mention here that nothing has ever been destroyed. mass and atoms are just rearranged. God will destroy satan and it will be the first time something has ever been eliminated. after that people live in the new jerusalem. i do and so does nick and my parents and my grandparents and my fathers parents and my great grandparents. my friend amelia. and other people i know. on this hill in the middle of the jerusalem is where we all go to worship everyday..i think its everyday..its hard to remember that bit. anyway you can't see the top of the hill from in the city. but when you walk up it there is a amphitheater that has checkered marble floor and marble columns surrounding it. it feels like this cloud surrounds it so you can't see the city below. the cloud is grey and purple with hints of indigo. and when you look up you can see stars and other galaxies. and from here you can go up into heaven and other realms in the universe.

that was the last time i experienced anything from that far in the future. there are a lot of days i remember but didn't write about in here. they aren't that important. i only wrote down the important ones.

i would love to know if anyone else has experienced this or could help me understand what i saw.

thank you so much for taking the time to read this. i know its very long! i tried to shorten it as much as possible.

hayley

i am so glad to know that i am progressing i was worried i wasn't for a few months and then all this started to happen. nothing new has happened in the past few days. but i will let you all know on this post if anything does.
thank you for reading my post grey!

the first time i ever consciously projected i was on my side. i don't think the position you lay in has anything to do with it. but i think whatever you are most comfortable with will work the best. that pull that you are feeling is your subconscious pulling you back in. its that natural feeling a human body gets when faced with the unknown. i know to help get rid of that when you are in a relaxed state before you project or before a lucid dream you should mentally repeat that it is okay to leave the body. it is safe to leave the body. you need to reassure your body and mind that projecting is safe and okay. eventually i think you will find it easier to project. i know i did. and you can always call upon your spirit guide/s to help you.

hayley

i have experienced this on a few occasions. i will have conversations with people or be listening to conversations. what people are about to say pop into my head as they're thinking about them i guess. its not my strongest ability, but sometimes its entertaining.

this will be long. its about Revelations.

i want to start off explaining something about me. i am clairvoyant. very. i get visions/premonitions of what is to happen in two weeks every single night that i go to sleep. usually when i go to sleep i'll start off by hearing what some people say is the voices of the astral plane. then i will start to slip into visuals of this. and then i will start do dream, usually lucid. then i will either continue to dream or i will astral project. and then after that i go into a deeper level of subconsciousness. its like looking in a lens. there is a black that surrounds me and like i'm looking through a hole into my own eyes and seeing what is going to happen in the future. i've been aware of this since i was thirteen. i'm nineteen now. i'm very used to this. but last february it changed a little for a few months. i would go to sleep but then what i thought was dreaming was really something else. i was being transported three years into the future. 2012.

first i was with this other girl, who looks a lot like me but is three years younger than me. i was seeing her dreams i think. (i found her later on on a different website talking about all this. i was stunned. she didn't mention me) but then one time her and i both went (with our spirit guides, i felt mine) to this room. suddenly she disappeared, like..she had to see the same thing i was seeing and experiencing but she had to do it on her own. so anyway, i was in this room that had a lot of bookshelves. and it had this really really beautiful old table/desk that had all these old scrolls on it. it had a few candles and on some of the scrolls and smaller books was this HUGE book. it was The Bible. Not the one we have on earth..THE BIBLE. it glowed from within, it was full of pure white/gold light. i walked/glided over to it and felt the presence of other angels. i think some of them might have been archangels, i was surrounded by them. and above us i felt a bigger presence. so back to the book...i walked/glided over to it and looked at it but i couldn't read it. it was all latin and hebrew. i tried to understand it but then my astral eyes went all fuzzy/liquidy and suddenly i looked at the book and was able to read it! i read so much. the most important thing i read was that i am not the one who destroys the antichrist but i play an important role in it. i felt like many other people read what i had read before, from the same book. they had all been in this room. thousands of people. i read a lot more important things i needed to know. i also read scrolls on how to play my part. i was also researching at that table too. i took in so much information. eventually i understood someone saying "she is so tired. she read so much" and i really did feel tired. so then i think the angels agreed that i could go back to my body. i told my dad about it a few days later. i think i kinda freaked him out.

it seemed like every night i would go three years into the future. i saw a lot of things about my life having to do with one specific person. all of those days i saw all float into each other and are sometimes hard to remember.
the next most important thing happened one night. i went to bed on a sunday night. and "woke up" walking in a desert between two mountain ranges. i was wearing the white linen shirt that christians wear at the End Of Times. i noticed other people were walking in the same direction as me all wearing the same thing. i looked and saw we were all walking to a building that had four windows. it was a huge one story building that spread out across the land for a while. it had one door, two windows on either side and two more windows on the side of it. as i was walking up to it i felt like i was viewing all of this from inside of myself...like..i was really little watching all this happen and i didn't really have any control over it. so myself was walking up to the building and was feeling really confident and repeating in my head what i had to do. in my head i said "..and Nick is off training with God" and i stopped myself and said in my head "WOAH wait! who is nick!?" and then the image of his face appeared and all these overwhelming feelings coursed through my body. i thought it was so strange that i could feel so many wonderful things for someone i had never met. i walked up to the building and noticed that there were thousands of other people all dressed like me in lines and masses. i saw people i knew, my cousin, some of my friends, and thousands, probably millions of people i never met. we all waited in line..certain people going into the building. most of us camping outside of it..waiting. the other girl i mentioned before was there too.

finally after what seemed like almost months or years it was my turn to walk into the building. it was a jail. a man was in charge of it. he wore a black turtleneck, black boots, black jeans tucked into them, black gloves, a black hat. his face was solid black, like a shadow person...but darker, yes its possible. he carried a black machine gun. first he tried to create a miracle for me. it was orbs of blue pink and purple and smaller white ones. i told him with my mind that he was not christ and he would not fool me. he hit me with his gun and threw me into a cell with twenty other people. some of them had white linen like me. others were dirty. i noticed my best friend amelia was in there with me, no one spoke to each other. every day i was put into a new cell with different people. there are ten rooms in the jail. five of them are cells that i shared with other people or i was put into some by myself when he got fed up with me. the other five are what i call Dark Chambers.
there are no windows in these rooms. the light under the door does not seep in. the floor is made of earth instead of tile like some of the cells. in these rooms i sat...and heard monsters around me. nightmares. things trying to scare me. but i couldn't give up. after i hadn't succumbed to what he declared about himself he started to put me in cells by myself. in one of these cells i communicated with an angel through a small window.

on the last day i was meditating in my cell with my spirit guide. there was a loud explosion outside and he said "what the f***" and walked outside. suddenly the doors to the cells opened and we all walked outside. i felt so thin, i hadn't eaten or drunken in ten days. but somehow i felt years older. everyone gathered outside. i don't know where the jail guard went. i felt like i was looking for someone. i drifted to the front of the crowd and looked behind me. suddenly people were gasping and pointing. i turned around and there was nicholas (i mentioned him as nick earlier). we hugged and chatted for a minute. for some reason i was so happy to see him. then we all got ready for what we were waiting for. on the distant horizon a dark mass started to appear and spread. it was Satan's army. they lined up to us, a gap of space between the Dark and the Light. and then..someone yelled and we fought. we smashed into each other. Stars...angels fell from the sky. i was all about confusion. i didn't know what to do. i fought against someone from the other side. i heard biblical battle cries and swords clanging. then all the sudden a sword appeared in my hand. it was so beautiful. the handle had a real ruby in it and diamonds. i didn't know how to use it, but then i was given the courage to use it and the knowledge. i slashed through creatures. eventually i was transported to the edge of the battle where some fallen stars/angels were. they gave me energy and kept me out of the worse of the battle.
i had to go back in. i was transported to the middle. where nicholas was fighting against satan. with the sword that i had used. (i think its st. michael's sword) anyway christians and satan's followers surrounded them and fought around them. eventually the all started to watch and cheer them on. i was starting to get scared, it looked like satan was winning. but then nick had the upper hand. but then right when he was about to finish him off satan took on his fallen angel form. all muscle with a lion cloth, huge beautiful black wings, curly shoulder length hair and flames shooting out of his head. he had the most evil vicious look on his face, it was like there was fire in his eyes. he also grew in size. i freaked out and grabbed the sword and stabbed his officer, who was the jail guard. i stabbed him right in the heart. he exploded into white silver light. this distracted satan. nick grabbed the sword and stabbed satan. all the sudden the earth shook and rumbled. the sky cracked and everything went white.

once it cleared nick and i were in a big circle with other christians and angels. the sky rumbled again and God spoke. Then Jesus was walking in front of us, with olive wreaths in his hands. God was speaking and rewarding people, Jesus was placing the wreaths on their heads. He walked over to me and nick. God rewarded us with the union and marriage of man and woman.

shortly after that i woke up and felt extremely tired. i felt like had fought in a battle which i thought was strange because i vaguely remembered dreaming about one and someone named nick. i went to school and mentioned to people how tired i felt. i started to think about my dream all day. i wrote everything down that i could remember and doodled the sword. i spoke to my friend cody about it and he stopped me and said "hayley have you ever read revelations?" i answered no and went home and read it and was very surprised because some of the things i mentioned to him were right there in revelations! right there..written by John!

after that when i would go to sleep i was living in the 1000 year reign of Jesus Christ. I had two children eventually but i don't remember giving birth to them..idk why..it seemed like i would go there on certain days and the year would be different than the year from when i was there last. but one day i was there and i was very pregnant and gave birth to my third child. nick and i lived on through the 1000 year reign until 500 something. then we both passed on at the same time and went to heaven. eventually the new Jerusalem was built and God finally destroyed satan. I want to mention here that nothing has ever been destroyed. mass and atoms are just rearranged. God will destroy satan and it will be the first time something has ever been eliminated. after that people live in the new jerusalem. i do and so does nick and my parents and my grandparents and my fathers parents and my great grandparents. my friend amelia. and other people i know. on this hill in the middle of the jerusalem is where we all go to worship everyday..i think its everyday..its hard to remember that bit. anyway you can't see the top of the hill from in the city. but when you walk up it there is a amphitheater that has checkered marble floor and marble columns surrounding it. it feels like this cloud surrounds it so you can't see the city below. the cloud is grey and purple with hints of indigo. and when you look up you can see stars and other galaxies. and from here you can go up into heaven and other realms in the universe.

that was the last time i experienced anything from that far in the future. there are a lot of days i remember but didn't write about in here. they aren't that important. i only wrote down the important ones.

i would love to know if anyone else has experienced this or could help me understand what i saw.

thank you so much for taking the time to read this. i know its very long! i tried to shorten it as much as possible.

hayley

the first time i consciously projected i was so happy. first i want to recommend the method i use to achieve astral projection consciously. Begin by laying down on your bed, or wherever you are comfortable horizontal. I recommend no noise unless you're using an astral cd. Relax your body and try as hard as you can to clear your mind. Once you have done this start with your toes and in your mind say "my toes are relaxing...my toes are relaxed" do this to all your body parts starting with your toes all the way to your head. you will feel like you are tingling or vibrating inside your body. try to stay in this state for as long as you can. and deep breaths in and out. you can even, after the body relaxation, imagine a warm band of gold going down your body every time you breathe out. starting at your head and moving down your body to cover you as you breathe out. i did this the first time i consciously astral projected and it worked. also i asked my spirit guide/s to help me and protect me and assist me in any way the could. i prayed to them in my head and they answered! also focusing on one thing after the body relaxation, like making contact with your guides or focusing on one word and repeating it in your head can also help.
i hope my method helps you. now onto my experiences!
i did my body relaxation one night in april and eventually after relaxing and praying to my spirit guides/guardian angels i felt as if someone changed my brainwaves and i was on a different frequency. then i felt like someone took there hands and fluttered them slowly over my ears. i was so excited! i did not feel alone in my room! and then...i was taken out of my body and i don't remember how i got to the astral plane. but i know my spirit guide was with me the entire time. first we went to a field that had trees and a brook and more meadows and fields in the distance and it was covered in gorgeous wildflowers! and i was flying over it! i also noticed that my spirit guide was helping me fly and get used to astral projection and my heightened senses. then we went to a place that was like a little village. it looked like a van gogh painting! then we went to another place. it was red cliffs and beaches and the sky was purple and the ocean was dark blue. there was a lighthouse. it reminded me of a place i went once in a dream that a lot of other psychics also went and this blue rain stuck to our bodies. anyway back to astral projection! after we went there and the waves were crashing on the bright red, scarlet rocks we went to a room in the astral plane. it didn't have defined walls or floors. but it was all shades of scarlet and orange. and i was sitting on the floor of it. and in front of me were three windows cut out of air that showed the three places i went to. i was happily babbling away (in tongues!) about flying and feeling free and light as air. i noticed that while i was talking i could describe my emotions through colors. i have synesthesia on earth, so this was a big help finally knowing that someone could understand what i meant when i say colors have emotions! there i was happily chatting away to my spirit guide who was sitting behind me. my spirit guide was laughing and agreeing and listening to me. then i felt like my spirit guide was saying my name. so with my astral eyes, i looked behind me. and..and it was so beautiful. it looked like a giant buddha was sitting behind me in all shades of yellow and gold (yellow is my favorite color and my aura color) and the face of my spirit guide was this white pure light! i leaned my astral form back and was immediately felt the warmest most comfortable warm i have ever felt before. and so much love! i stayed this way until i fell asleep on my spirit guide and then i knew i was back in my body. i slowly opened my eyes and was SOO HAPPY that i finally astral projected and it was wonderful! as i got up and was going about my morning getting ready for school...i felt like a small part of me was still buzzing around outside of my body but still connected to me. i felt like my smaller part of me was searching for color..i needed color! so i was buzzing around my house as i started to walk into the kitchen. then my smaller part of me darted out into the garage. the door to the garage was open, my mom was shuffling around in the car and i was getting my things ready on the table. then i felt like i went into a trance and with my minds eye could see me flying into a spray can top and making it vibrate because it was red! i was surrounded by color! then i also saw sparkly purple and gold surrounding my little form (which in the future with other experience like this..always accompanies me . i would like to know why). after i was making it vibrate intensely i wanted it to fly across the garage. so i did! i moved an object! I MOVED AN OBJECT! and when the spray can hit the garage floor a few feet away i snapped out of my trance and i turned around the the garage door as did my mom. she asked "what was that?" i acted like i didn't know and got in the car.

since my first experience i've had a few lucid dreams where i was almost out of my body but i was pulled back in. also since those dreams almost all my dreams are now lucid. recently i had the best one where if i put my hand on something green moss, small weeds, and clovers would grow out of my hands. i felt like that dream was a learning lesson for me. for some reason i felt like i needed to know how to do that. i guess my spirit guides were making sure my psychic abilities were progressing? also i've had three experiences of being asleep and astral projecting into my house. the first one happened before christmas 2009. i was my tiny form again but my earth body was asleep in my bed. i flew to the christmas tree and found a loose ornament. immediately i latched on and started to make it vibrate and then made it fly into the kitchen! my mother was in the living room witnessing this the whole time. she thought maybe it was a ghost. i told her about my "dream" about it. i have premonitions anyway but i told her this happened when that was happening in the living room. the second time the same little form of me went into the living room a few days after the xmas ornament and stood on top of a small speaker. the speaker was all shades of grey. i latched onto it and made it fall straight down on the shelf. again my mother was in the room when this happened. i thought it was funny at the time..moving objects while she was in the room. but this time she took a picture right after it happened with her phone. on the picture there is a shadow person. but its not me. idk what to think about that. i have seen shadow people in our neighborhood before, even in our next door neighbors house. but i've never seen them in our house. anyway the third time i astral projected into my house was the other day. my mom had the cabinets under the sinks open because it was supposed to snow and she didn't want the pipes to freeze. i was sleeping all day, while i was sleeping i astral projected, went into the kitchen and found a box under the cabinet of SOS wipes. they are fuzzy and blue! so i pulled them out and started to rub them on the rugs in the kitchen and blowing the blue powder into the air and making it land in blue piles on the rugs. i thought it was hilarious and fun. i woke up a few hours later thinking it was a dream. i went into the kitchen and saw the mess i made. i blamed it on the dog when my mom got home.

since these experiences i've noticed that i am highly attracted to color. i am an artist and i love to paint, i have synesthesia. it does not surprise me that i am attracted to colors. since the ornament i have been astral projecting into the house more. usually its just to the astral plane where i have dreams. i would love if people would comment on this post and share with me their first experiences or help me learn to control my astral projection since it seems to be happening sporadically. thank you so much for reading this.

-hayley