Mmm the only thing I remember impulse the success is when I was in love with somebody, children not jet, job is the same even I feel better about phisical life, projects, etc. Cannabis I use it ocasionally, maybe this? and... why?
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Show posts MenuQuote from: XxGuardianKnightxX on March 22, 2010, 09:23:19
Hi there, first post of my own I see...
Anyways I'm having an extremely difficult time astral projecting nowadays, even though I used to be able to do it moderately well (this was about 8 months ago when I last projected successfully, and even then it was quite difficult, but at least it was possible.) I know how to do it, and I follow a method called the "general transfer of consciousness" method, which is described in an astral projecting book I have. But when I try to do it now, I end up becoming so drowsy that I just end up napping instead (I say napping because, from my experience, it is exceedingly hard for me to project at night.)
This is a serious issue, especially since it is my goal to be able to astral project at-will on a regular basis. The reason for this is because I want to hold council with the gods regarding the whole 2012 issue, resolving any fears I may have about the upcoming date...believe me, all this 2012 hype scares the crap outta me.
Finally, I will say my lifestyle is very difficult and busy...I am taking two college classes at once and I'm still new to college. That combined with the fact that my boarding school makes you go to their own classes at least 3 times a day. I have autism and I get overloaded very easily, and usually my break time does not exceed two hours between appointments. And when you don't attend one, they get maaaad.
I'm thinking all this pressure, combined with sleepless nights and such is making me too stressed and drowsy at the same time that it's way too hard to astral project. Which sucks because I NEED to be able to project like I used to.
Quote from: kurtykurt42 on March 17, 2010, 15:34:59
My equations regarding the golden ratio shows how our dimension (3rd density) makes up over 50% of the galaxy. Which means that it occupies more space then all the other dimensions combined. Which of course would probably also mean that it is the most densely populated dimension throughout the galaxy.
Quote from: kurtykurt42 on March 16, 2010, 19:14:40
I've been working on my equations from the other post, and here is what I have come up with.
Quote from: kurtykurt42 on March 16, 2010, 19:14:40
The golden ratio (phi) = 1.618
The 3rd density is phi x phi = 2.62
The 4th density is 1/Phi x 1/phi = .382
The 5th density is 1/Phi^3 x 1/phi^3 = .0557
The 6th density is 1/Phi^5 x 1/phi^5 = .0081
The 7th density is 1/Phi^7 x 1/phi^7 = .0012
Quote from: Gig on February 28, 2010, 04:36:40
Hi every one, could you please get in contact if you experience seeing a physical third eye, notice the 11.11 phenomanon and aware of the indigo children. May be I can help.
Gig
Quote from: zareste on March 14, 2010, 07:13:56
Hah, I did that for a while too - always freaking out, thinking Zetans could get me at any moment.
I think we often freak out just because it's something to do - it's interesting to fear some edgy new enemy. It's good to have a defense, of course, but the odds of having a bad abduction are not much higher than being hit by lightning. Eventually I realized it's not my biggest concern
I do think our apparent reality can be toyed with in many ways. 3 times in the past few years, I was thinking about reptilians, and suddenly the words I was thinking would appear somewhere in reality - like I'd see them on someone's shirt. It's pretty amazing. I haven't had many problems with reptiles that I know of. They are just stuck-up and occasionally express it in the physical environment.
I've been studying the inner workings of reality, and it really is a bit like the Matrix. There are layers upon layers of filters put there to make the universe perceivable to our little minds, and that leaves a lot of room for trouble-makers to butt in and alter what we see.
From what I understand, objective reality (the most real thing) is a set of raw data created by the inevitability of the universe, this data organizes into concepts, which are turned into physical space by a certain system (I haven't figured out what it is yet, but I'll call it the physical matrix) that interprets data as atomic patterns, these patterns are perceived by our atomic bodies (still existing within the matrix) and this information is routed to our minds by the physical matrix, and then our minds interpret what we're seeing by factoring it in with past experiences, and create a little holographic universe out of it. Our minds, notably, seem to exist on the upper data layer - not in physical form
So if an entity were to toy with any of these layers, they could have you perceive things that aren't there, or prevent you from perceiving things that are there (as many do). There could be solid physical objects (or beings) around you that are omitted from your perceived universe
I think the physical matrix is there to make things simpler for young minds like ours (most of ours). It interprets data so we don't have to. You know how hard it is to stay coherent when you're dreaming - when you're not attached to any one matrix and you have to do your own interpreting. It's more complicated, although it's less corruptible and far less confined.
So if my model is correct, dreams are more real than our everyday reality - just less familiar and less certain. They say the sorcerers of ancient times were mostly dreamers - a person can theoretically 'graduate' from the physical matrix by learning to dream
Quote from: zareste on March 13, 2010, 19:28:10
some do, yeah. Everyone's a predator around here. I think it's also the reason we have an instinctive fear of dark and underground areas
Quote from: kurtykurt42 on March 14, 2010, 00:53:14
It's good experience to be able to handle these things by myself, instead of having to rely on archangels. Among the angels, Michael is the only one that has helped me so far.
The Lemurians seem to like me because I have all their crystals. I will often meditate with two of the big crystals in my hands and draw the energy in directly from the crystals into my chakras. Knowledge from them seems to be uploaded into my subconscious mind when I draw the energy into my body. The entity named Jasmine has communicated with me about a dozen or so times and can generate ridiculous amounts of energy. She resides on a world in the 6th density and is a healer and protector.
In Astral Dynamics, Robert Bruce teaches you to draw the energy in from your hands and feet from the energy of the universe. When I meditate, I use my 'Astral Projection Device' to draw the energy in directly from the crystal sphere. I will power up the device and generate as much energy as it can create, I will then put my hands on the sphere and draw the energy into each of my chrakas for about 15 - 30 min. Then once they are completely filled with energy I will channel the energy threw my crown chakra and pour it into my sub-naval storage center (full body circuit). I do this for about 15-20 minutes or until all of my secondary storage centers are filled with energy. After this is done it takes me about 5 - 10 minutes to astral project into the higher density levels.
Currently I am also working on levitation and telekinesis with my group and hope to be moving objects soon.
Quote from: kurtykurt42 on March 13, 2010, 21:20:40
I think my tally of dead grays is about 40 - 45 at the moment.
My training consists of daily martial arts and energy body development training. Long meditative sessions with the use of my assistive technology and research into gray psychology.
Quote from: kurtykurt42 on March 13, 2010, 18:36:43
If you can't take a little bloody nose, maybe you ought to go back home and crawl under your bed. It's not safe out here. It's wondrous, with treasures to satiate desires both subtle and gross. But it's not for the timid.
- Q
If you wanna go out and play in this galaxy, you have to be willing to get a bloody nose. Several weeks ago a rogue group of about 30 grays took over my mind and made me cry for about 36 hours straight. They made me write letters to all my loved ones telling me that I was going to die.
Since that moment, I have devoted every day to my training, so that it will not happen again. To be honest I'm actually a little grateful for what they did. They have made me stronger then I ever thought I could become.
Quote from: zareste on March 13, 2010, 20:22:43
Small steps will keep you safe, haha. Kurt certainly dove into this thing head-first - I offered a little tidbit about aligning crystals and magnets for psychic effect, and he went and powered it up with cables! Some people like to run before they walk.
Greys tend to be unfeeling for a reason - it's a psychological defense. If a psychic predator gets a hold of you and you panic or get really mad, they win. You're firing off a physical defense against a psychological threat. But if you're mentally unresponsive to them, there's nothing they can do. You can't easily get into a Grey's mind and scare them into doing things.
I've learned to spot when a psychic predator gets into my dreams and starts manipulating things. Usually they'll jerk me around or create false awakenings. Now I just laugh and make fun of them, and they leave out of frustration
Quote from: zareste on March 13, 2010, 17:05:40
I would think most abductions happen without the person knowing at all. The smarter humanoids can go in, do a quick check-up, and leave without you knowing. It's just the stupider ones who get caught. Sometimes they make a noise or they fail to keep you asleep or fail to erase your memory. I had an experiment done by a few dolts who did everything wrong. One was paying so much attention to his computer that he didn't notice me moving, and didn't notice my thoughts. It wasn't scary. I just kinda laid there and played along. Another came in and tried to squirt something in my eye and I got up, lol. It ended there and they haven't been a problem since. (I think they were testing a cure for cataracts - if I translated them correctly)
From what I've observed, a lot of abductions happen because the humanoids in question are living underground in your area. You'd be surprised how common it is to have a colony beneath you. Some people live above bad colonies that constantly badger them, but then they move away and the abductions stop. A lot of these creatures come out at night when the sun can't affect them and people can't catch them. Most are as harmless as a human (or harmful, depending on how you look at it), some are tricksters, some have business on the surface, some are just wandering. They often hide in shadows or in dark forests, often wearing hooded cloaks so you'll mistake them for a person if you happen to spot one. (many are not good at clouding minds or staying invisible, so they use ordinary stealth)
It's kinda funny to think SETI is trying to find them through radio signals from the stars
Quote from: zareste on March 13, 2010, 17:15:00
A lot of grey-types see themselves as the victims, like the rest of us. There have been plenty of instances where they were victimized by humans or one of our off-world cousins. They are not always that rational, and not always beyond racism.
If you know how to go into a trance or lucid dream, you might want to find the source of these happenings. It might not be a grey at all, but someone trying to give them a bad reputation (or possibly giving a valid warning about certain grey types)
Quote from: kurtykurt42 on March 12, 2010, 10:42:39
That's actually a pretty funny story. A very talented astral projector from my group had a huge bug infestation in his home for about a week. This happened about 2 months ago in the middle of winter when there are usually never any bugs around. He was able to astral project and find cords of energy connected to the bugs reaching all the way up into the 6th density. Now he is able to see a fly, follow the cord up to the 6th and talk with the collective bug mind.
I use to have a ton of bugs over here at my place. Then I found a humongous centipede and let him go out the window. The next day I was going to the grocery store and I saw the centipede on the ground right below the window with several broken legs, unable to move. I slid him onto a piece of paper and took him into the basement. I raised my energy into my green heart chakra and spent about 5 minutes healing the little guy. I then touched him and he took off running! I then carried him back outside and he ran off. Since then I haven't seen a single bug in my house.