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I woke up at 6:30 AM. Usually I wake up at 9:30 AM but today I woke up early for some unknown reason. Thought I had finished my sleep.

Went to the kitchen, ate some pasta and came back to bed. But I was wrong. I needed more sleep. So instead of having a day of bad mood, I thought I would sleep between 8 to 9:30 AM before going to work.

After falling asleep, I tried to come out of the body from the face down postion. So it was moving up backwards and voila, I was out(well its just a dream). But somehow it feels so amazing that I am in control of that dream. I went out of my room, down the stairs and walked through the door because I remembered reading that you can walk through the door in astral projection haha. Then I was out on the street. This time I went to the street on the back of my house and parallel to my street. I went inside a couple of houses.

There was this one family. A man and his wife and an adult son. The son was facing the door sitting in the living room. When I went in, he could not see me at all. But I think he saw something and was a bit confused. Its as if he had caught sight of my spirit or something. I dont know. So I got a bit tense and came out of the house. Went to the next house and went to the guy in the living room, held his crotch but he couldnt feel anything because I was the invisible man obviously.

I came out of that street and to my own street and started looking at houses in front of my house. I always liked the hot woman in front of our house. I went around looking for her in a couple of houses. There was no sign of it. One house had a strange mexican man singing or listening to music. I could hear some mexican music. Not very sure. A couple of the adjacent houses also had some men.

I was desperately looking for a house with a lady in it so that I could do something naughty with them. But I could not find a lady. Finally I thought I will fly back to my own country and go to find that lady who used to be our neighbour. I flew up in the sky and in a jiffy I was in my country and on that street. But all this was getting way too unstable. I finally woke up and realized I was in a lucid dream.

According to Robert Bruce, Dreams happen while we are still inside our physical body.
RTZ, Astral and other realms happen outside our physical body.
So a lucid dream is not the same as astral.

Again I had a long useless dream with a long continuing storyline which was totally out of my control.
Walking through fields of crops, Me asking directions towards the city. Someone showed me the direction. Some guy came and touched me as if to provoke me into a fight. dancing women near the green crops where a film was being shot, i saw a famous actress dancing too, someone catching a snake. another little dead baby snake on the ground. I meet my cousin. Cousin has a female roommate. He seems to be in love with her. Wants to marry her. But she seems to look very old for him. But he seems not so interested in her. Its all funny and weird. But the whole dream is set near my hometown. I live abroad. I am going there in about 20 days from now. What does this all mean ? I can guess that my subconscious mind is kind of getting used to the idea of getting back home after a long time.

When I entered the dream, I was lying in a dark place and I could see a python moving around me. Snakes are a recurring theme in my nightmares. I usually started getting nightmares of snakes when I didnt eat well before I slept. This started after I had my mystical experience somewhat like Kundalini but it was a Self-realization experience through Self-Enquiry. So I am not sure how much of this is Kundalini. But the whole point of the dream is to wake me up. I tried to wake up because of the fear of a huge python around me. But I took courage and convinced myself to not be afraid. In an instant, I decided to float up. I started to soar up in the sky like a jet. I think I went up like a few hundred metres in the air and remember seeing dark red tiles of the floor lit by a dim light while everything else in the sky was dark. Then I think I was almost getting awake. The whole dream quality was pretty bad and images were dark and pathetic. I am very unhappy with these kind of dreams. But usually lucid dreams come when I dont expect them and usually when I oversleep cos the mind is probably awake but the body isnt - which is nothing but sleep paralysis.

I was dreaming random stuff around 9 am in the morning.

Dreamt of some people I hated, spying on them and all kinds of silly things with some other friend who I dont remember clearly.

I remember going inside a house to a bed where some guy had left his underwear on the bed and it was all wet(probably urine).

At some point in the dream, I saw a tall woman( around 6'5) with a long stick in her hand. I hugged her and it was amazing.

I started dancing the waltz with her. At this point I seem to be clearly remembering the dance steps I had learnt in my dance class in real life.

I remember hugging her tightly and my mid portion was pressing hard against her's. It was very erotic and passionate.

Then music then changed to cha cha and all other dance styles and I think I tried a bit of other dance styles with her.

Then I remember asking someone to sing something on the microphone a few meters around me although I knew he couldn't sing.

It was almost like a festive atmosphere.

Weird, but I could not have a lucid dream from the start maybe because I was tired.

I think my repressed sexuality is expressing itself.

I have doing well these days.

Have not had any issue with the sex chakra as I have totally ignored it.

I have stopped with the habit of master-bayshun.

So basically all that stuff was a paranoid illusion.

 

[You're ALREADY out of body when you're sleeping.]

You're ALREADY out of body when you're sleeping.

That is an interesting concept. It is hard to understand but I agree. When we are in sleep, we are just pure awareness, which is not a body. Maybe in deep sleep we are one with the universe and nowhere in particular. Or just the Self which is God consciousness or pure consciousness.


Ah, you're starting to see the connection between these experiences then.

Yes, the quality of the imagery was perfectly clear. Good quality hi definition. ; )
Yeah it has more to do with how aware you are of the situation.
I could feel myself going into a different zone and also some weird buzzing noises into the astral or probably these buzzing noises were created by myself because of the experiences I had read of other people.

If you start to think in terms of "There are no such things as dreams"... then it makes it easier to accept that which you're experiencing to be real.
I dont know what constitutes reality. I consider pure awareness as reality, in which case, for me the world, mind, body,  life, death and dreams are just different unreal states of illusion.


I find that if you indulge in these kinds of fantasies while in the nonphysical, well for me at least, I tend to lose awareness FAST.
Thanks for reminding me that. I think everytime I lose the awareness when I am flying high in the sky or kissing a girl. These are my desires and probably will focus on not flying in my dream next time. So far, I have not been able to see the shift in awareness in these dreams. Unfortunately, in my physical world, I am very sexually charged right now, so these desires do tend to come up in the dreams. I am practising my awareness in this condition and it can be a challenge. Unforunately, my awareness tends to switch to the root chakra and I have read that this can be a huge problem for kundalini practitioners or those who work on energy body. I think I am lucky enough to keep my mental health normal in these conditions. I am working on it. And soon I should be totally ignoring these lower energy sensations.

Edited for sexual content... please keep in mind that this is family friendly forum.  Xanth

Lucid dreamed today at 10:30 AM.

Dreamed of getting out of the body.

Then walked out of my window and started flying around over the neighbourhood.

But the damned alarm clock was on snooze mode and it woke me up immediately.

This dream was very clear and felt more like an astral projection.

The night was lit up by the moon. When i landed on something, I could feel it.

I could move my arms around inside a fan without getting hurt.

When I started flying it was absolutely thrilling and I wanted to do so many things in this dream

like go find a beautiful girl or something.

[I subscribed to this lucidology website newsletters. This is what i got today .]

I subscribed to this lucidology website newsletters. This is what i got today .
I guess it is a business strategy for these people to scare people into accepting his course material and dissing other people.

Hi,
A common question people have about OBEs and lucid dreams is:
"are they dangerous?"

When I first started into OBEs and such I read books by authors
such as Robert Monroe who stated that everything in OBEs is
hunky dorey and any negativity you encounter in them is simply
from your own subconscious.

So for a long time I figured that was the case. However upon deeper
exploration I found out the hard way that things in OBEs
are not as safe as I was led to believe.

The fact is that there ARE nonphysical nasties who can damage you
and make your life miserable!

This is simply because a person or entity can be evil and do evil
things whether they're physical or nonphysical.

What's worse, these negative beings can attack you whether you're
in a lucid dream, a nonlucid dream or an OBE.

So even though Robert Monroe's books are quite good and I do
suggest you read them, they're not 100% accurate and can mislead you
in some cases.

Right now I'm uploading a new set of videos which cover techniques
for nonphysical self defense and how you can use lucid dreams and
OBEs to explore questions you have about the afterlife and getting
in contact with your oversoul. Stay tuned, I'll be sending you
another email soon!!

See you there,
Nick Newport

Is there a chakra involved with sperm production and sex ?
If I am not wrong, it is the muladhara or the most basal chakra in our spine.

Its alright. I think I am suffering the fruits of my karma.
I dont have any real problems as such.
Some people have spent a lot of time annoying me and trying to hurt my ego.
In a way, those people have helped me to question my own ego and destroyed it.
It is probably the remnants of that old ego which keeps coming up with these temper tantrums.
But I dont act upon them in any serious way as I think it is my victim mentality which is the problem.
Its all unreal. And yes, the best thing is that I know who I am and let everything go, forgive and forget.

I am not God's gift to the world. Good looking or not, its subjective.
But I am a non-white person not living in my own country.
I have had several instances where people use a racial slur against me or made fun of me.
I know people don't give a second thought about others, but when I walk by, some people do want to say something to upset me.
Its probably the way I look. 
You know,  people get stabbed for being a particular race or  for looking different.
Hatred is everywhere. People can hate.
I have had hatred from women for being a man.
I have seen hatred from young people who want to show that they are grown ups.
I have had businessmen just scolding me in their shops.
I have had terrible rude and racist stuff said to me by cab drivers.
I accept that these things can happen.
But I am just surprised why I just dont react in any of these circumstances.

Anyway, these things can happen and I dont have to keep focusing on them.   

Ok. I will rephrase my question. After self-realization, I am completely in bliss and so happy almost like a drugged state.

But sometimes I also have some anxiety in public places because I usually tend to look at people around me as I am interested in them.

Also the way I walk is probably very aggressive as I have lost any kind of fear about how I should walk. But I am still not sure of this whether my walking style is provocative.

All in all, something about me is provocative to people I think. Or maybe its not.

Basically I dont know why some people walking on the street have to hate me or make some loud coughing noises to show who is the man.

I am actually a bit hot and sexy guy. So it can be intimidating to some men, I agree. Maybe I give a player kind of vibe because I do have a hidden desire to pick up women.

Maybe I have a "bonk the world" attitude showing on my face. Who knows. Anyway, all this just makes me uncomfortable going out in public places. But otherwise I dont have a real problem with this. It is something like a fear of crowded places because sometimes I hate people crowding around me cos you know some people can be rude. I am scared of rude people because I cannot get back at them.

yeah. it is confusing. You never know when u are in the physical or in the dream.
Thats why probably i should cover my eyes with a band of cloth.

Although, I personally have no problem with my horniness which was started after some kundalini process,
I think I might be giving off a horny wild man kind of vibe to women. When I walk on the streets, usually some man makes a coughing noise because I seem to be too aloof. In a way, after Self-realization, I have lost my inhibition. I treat everyone like a friend and I dont really care about people so much anymore. I try to keep to myself. I found that there is a huge amount of semen production and I have to release it twice a day not because I am horny but so that I don't appear weird to people.

I have been trying to use the timer from saltcube's website for lucid dreaming.
Does anybody have experience of using this ?
I have tried this once and it beeps at 8min, 4min, 16min, 20 and 20 mins or something.
I could not complete one whole cycle as my body got restless and i moved out of my position.

What is supposed to happen at the end of one hour ie. the whole cycle of beeps is completed ?
Are we ready to go out of the body then ?

Time falling asleep : Around 4 pm

Time of dream : 5pm

Before the LD, there was some random dreams in which I was taking pictures of myself on my webcam and could see a halo around my head. The halo was like a rainbow. This was because I thought myself to be a Self-realized person. The webcam image was in the negative.

Immediately I entered the LD and in the LD, woke up next to my bed and I thought I was awoken by a phone ringing on the window. The phone was blue in colour. I went to the window, put my head out of a small hatch in the large window and saw the streets. It was kind of dusky in the evening. I flew out of the window and i tried to peek into the neighbour's window. There was a chinese couple sitting there. They saw me but I dont understand how they could have seen me since I was in an LD. Flew to the other side of the road. The flight was losing power and I came slightly lower. Still tried to fly higher. Then I woke up.

For the last two days i have been unsuccessful in having a lucid dream.

But I have been getting uncontrolled random dreams with some storylines.

1) I saw a lion about 100 metres away from me in a green grassland. It was busy licking its paws or something.
Walked around that place and climbed up a small hillock. Turns out that there is some kind of construction onto which I climbed.
I was scared of the lion and hoped it didnt smell me. I met my cousin on this building. It turns out that all this was in the middle of the city.
My cousin was wearing only his underwear. We had some small conversation.

2) Today I woke up with a sudden jerk of my leg due to some discomfort. Turns out that I had not jerked the leg and it was in the dream.

1) Dream1: got up from bed, started flying or jumping at the ceiling of my bedroom. It was pretty dark. Door of the bedroom was open and it was totally dark. I got scared of the darkness and and woke up. A bit scary because I had several misunderstandings about how safe astral travel can be and had a fear of the unknown at that time.

2)Dream 2: got up from bed, opened the window of my room although its a huge glass sealed window in reality. I flew out of the window, started walking on the street, walked a few steps then shot up into the sky . The sky was all purple and cloudy. then i woke up This was a beautiful lucid dream.

3)Dream 3:  woke up from bed, went to the toilet. could see my bedroom in fairly similar details but highly colourful. Went to pee in the toilet and woke up. Lesson : always pee before u try to astral travel or u will be forced to go to the toilet in the astral world.

4) Dream 4: woke up from bed, walked downstairs, went to the streets , walked down the road...woke up.

[Then I walked back in. I was thinking that I was in the real world and thought that this was not a dream anymore. This made me wake up and realize that it was a dream and in the dream, I thought that it was reality. Weird. My mind is so gullible.]

I was up until 4 in the morning.
Then I slept till 10 AM.
Tried to fall back into sleep and it immediately worked.
I had entered that strange zone dream zone. I stood up and I could kind of feel the sensations of my sheets falling from my body as I stood up from bed.
Walked towards the door of my bedroom which was now in a totally new position. haha.
Then I just went out of the room and looked in the corridor. Lot of dirty buckets of cement and construction workers stuff or something was lying outside the door. There was a totally different balcony to my house. The time was around afternoon.
Well, typical, my lucid dreams always have a slightly different bedroom and a different time zone.
Then I walked back in. I was thinking that I was in the real world and thought that this was not a dream anymore.
This made me wake up and realize that it was a dream and in the dream, I thought that it was reality.
Weird. My mind is so gullible.

Anyway, hurrah, atleast my lucid dreams are working on a regular basis.

Does it work ?

Because I am still only in the dream world. Hopefully next time, I will say that.

I don't really think they are very bad people. Its just that some of my bad experiences were all coming out in these dreams.

Like the sadness of my sister and my own embarassments with rude people shouting at me.

I have no fear of them but I just don't want to be hear them..  .

[All these dreams were of no use. But on the bright side, I could fall asleep and go into dream mode on my will.]

Woke up around 9 in the morning. Tried to fall asleep. I did have some random dreams which were totally out of control. Maybe my body was not fresh enough or due to me being tired, I had no control of my dreams.

environment 1 : my own room -
The part I remember are when I was sleeping in my bed and my sister was sitting on the other side of the bed. Then she got up and went to the bathroom. Thats the first part. I always feel very sad about my sister and care about her as she had some tough times in the past couple of years with her studies.

enironment 2:  swimming pool in a bungalow
I remember another dream where I am in a huge indoor swimming pool of a big bungalow where there were a lot of other boys splashing around in the pool. I went in the pool too.

environment 3:
I also met two very rude people in that same environment somewhere near the swimming pool in a small area where there were some people playing. I went to two ugly guys sitting and chatting. they asked me whats up and i said nothing and they started scolding me for saying "nothing". I hate these kind of low class people in real life because they are rude although I am nice to them. That has been my experience.

All these dreams were of no use. But on the bright side, I could fall asleep and go into dream mode on my will.

lucid dreamed again today for the 5th time.

Woke up and fell back to sleep. got up in the dream zone and walked down the stairs, went out to the streets and saw a beautiful buxom blonde woman. Thought i will go back to her and went to her, hugged her and kissed her. The most delicious kiss ever.
Found myself back inside a room with my work boss another girl and someone else in the room. I went to the cute girl and went close to her face and caressed her head and thought i would put my *********. But I woke up  I am so naughty in my dreams.

this is probably my 4th lucid dream.

i woke up in the morning at 11 am and instead of getting up, i just dozed off again.
i entered a strange zone immediately and then i was trying to turn around in my bed as i was lying face down to the bed.
I turned around and saw that my bedroom was dark as it was still probably early morning 4 or 5 AM.
I was pretty sure that this was not a dream.
Then I woke up to saw that it was broad daylight. Almost 11:30 AM.
One of my problems in lucid dreams is that it does not last very long.