Firstly my experience: I was dreaming, and after like weird sounds I had a sensation of flying around my room then looked down from the ceiling saw me cuddling my girlfriend. But the image of me was a alien, typically big black eyes etc etc, however I knew it was me and then I had a feeling of fear worse than that of panicking in sleep paralysis, when this happened I was sucked down towards me and zoomed into my alien face and then saw TV static, black & white fuzz at the same time I felt the push onto my body in bed and was now in my body feeling extremely frightened. The pushing sensation was overwhelming, so much so I finally mentioned this to a wife of my friend who said that it sounds like an OBE? I have had another dream where I was being pulled out of my room kicking and screaming by a tall alien, this was before my looking down experience, the reason I bring it up is that the day after my alien pulling me out my room dream I noticed I had bruises on the inside of my arm? (Weird!) The other thing is since my friend said it might be an OBE, other dreams I have had previously in life now make me think, that was similiar! The ball got rolling as to speak.
Basically my knowledge into the astral plane, OBE's and sleep paralysis is small if not....completely zero. However I have always had problems with sleep, always waking when a child and feeling a presence, a ghost of some sort in the room, other weird experiences during the day and not dreaming were a floating apple in the air that finally dropped to the floor a few seconds after seeing it, and being pushed onto the floor when fightin with a teddy when younger which gave me the worst nightmares i have ever had as a child and until recently. But both during the day and in the presence of family members, who were in the room but didnt see. But when the apple fell my mother turned around, told me to stop messing with the fruit, even tho I was on the other side of the room...so the fruit did move and i didnt imagine it. Anyway I have experienced sleep paralysis throughout my life, getting very frightened in the process (as if i am going to die) and it has disturbed me throughout the years.
I am not a religious person and have recently been reading books on ancient astronaut theories and hidden knowledge, technology and egypt, mayans and all other old religions and I didnt know whether the interest in aliens lately has made me experience weird scary dreams or whether they are actually more to it, such as an OBE? (I am not suggesting one bit that I was abducted or anything, in fact I would place that more on the fear I have about aliens, as I know other people have seen demons, so I think maybe we see wot we fear most)
Anyway I wanted to know what is going on? I had a look on youtube and saw a sleep paralysis video of sounds, and instantly I recognised the kinda white noise, static sounds. I remember I hear these alot in sleep paralysis.
Now I havent ask ppl close to me about it bcos of factors like my biological mother was sum what mentally not well, I dont know exactly what as I havent seen her since I was 7 but i think its sum sort of hearing voices. The other thing is I do smoke cannabis, I find it helps me sleep better and thought well.....if I say anything to someone about this it will be put down as "Oh you smoke draw so its down to that, or even that i'm not mentally well like my mum.
But I have experienced this all my life, I didnt smoke pot wen I was 7? Also I am not someone who hears voices and anything like that.
Can anyone advise if in fact I am experiencing OBE's or not? I am getting scared of sleeping sometimes and use cannabis to help me sleep, i find I dont have these experiences, I wake up in the morning and cant remember a thing, but obviously I dont want to smoke pot all the time and when I dont it happens more frequently and more vividly, and thought...well this is me, I have weird dreams and want to turn this very scary episodes into more pleasureable experiences. Is that possible?
Any advice would be greatly appreciated and I know this has been the rambles of rambles but a novice in this field means I dont understand anything, and wondered if i know more I can understand better and not be so scared at night.
Basically my knowledge into the astral plane, OBE's and sleep paralysis is small if not....completely zero. However I have always had problems with sleep, always waking when a child and feeling a presence, a ghost of some sort in the room, other weird experiences during the day and not dreaming were a floating apple in the air that finally dropped to the floor a few seconds after seeing it, and being pushed onto the floor when fightin with a teddy when younger which gave me the worst nightmares i have ever had as a child and until recently. But both during the day and in the presence of family members, who were in the room but didnt see. But when the apple fell my mother turned around, told me to stop messing with the fruit, even tho I was on the other side of the room...so the fruit did move and i didnt imagine it. Anyway I have experienced sleep paralysis throughout my life, getting very frightened in the process (as if i am going to die) and it has disturbed me throughout the years.
I am not a religious person and have recently been reading books on ancient astronaut theories and hidden knowledge, technology and egypt, mayans and all other old religions and I didnt know whether the interest in aliens lately has made me experience weird scary dreams or whether they are actually more to it, such as an OBE? (I am not suggesting one bit that I was abducted or anything, in fact I would place that more on the fear I have about aliens, as I know other people have seen demons, so I think maybe we see wot we fear most)
Anyway I wanted to know what is going on? I had a look on youtube and saw a sleep paralysis video of sounds, and instantly I recognised the kinda white noise, static sounds. I remember I hear these alot in sleep paralysis.
Now I havent ask ppl close to me about it bcos of factors like my biological mother was sum what mentally not well, I dont know exactly what as I havent seen her since I was 7 but i think its sum sort of hearing voices. The other thing is I do smoke cannabis, I find it helps me sleep better and thought well.....if I say anything to someone about this it will be put down as "Oh you smoke draw so its down to that, or even that i'm not mentally well like my mum.
But I have experienced this all my life, I didnt smoke pot wen I was 7? Also I am not someone who hears voices and anything like that.
Can anyone advise if in fact I am experiencing OBE's or not? I am getting scared of sleeping sometimes and use cannabis to help me sleep, i find I dont have these experiences, I wake up in the morning and cant remember a thing, but obviously I dont want to smoke pot all the time and when I dont it happens more frequently and more vividly, and thought...well this is me, I have weird dreams and want to turn this very scary episodes into more pleasureable experiences. Is that possible?
Any advice would be greatly appreciated and I know this has been the rambles of rambles but a novice in this field means I dont understand anything, and wondered if i know more I can understand better and not be so scared at night.