So I haven't really posted much and haven't been here in awhile but I have been doing a lot of research on tetrahedral and hyper-dimensional physics myself for about a month or two and have noticed a lot of weird things that I can relate to from your post. Actually what is weird is my research has yet again led me here which I can only equal out to as being fate. I was wondering if you could possibly expand a little more on this...
I have just very recently began merkaba mediation but with my research and by consuming myself with other tetrahedral / hyper-dimensional things I have had an increase in LD's of this nature as well. It's a little fuzzy to explain, I know there is someone there teaching things but I can never see them, and I don't talk back to the being myself because the knowledge that is coming in is intense; I really have nothing to say and no questions to ask because it makes all the sense in the world when it's happening. Honestly in the LD i'm not even in a new environment or any environment at all, it is more like a really dark room where the things being taught are the only things I can see and that usually is made up of numbers, patterns, shapes, and colors. The one thing about this is that it is hard to remember right when I wake up; I literally have had a pen and paper next to my bed to start writing when I wake but as soon as I pick the pen up it's all gone. When in the LD though it is not that way, numbers, signs, and shapes come to me very quickly and I pick it up very quickly. I can remember one where I was being taught about human DNA and it made perfect sense the way it was mapped out and put together, I remember thinking in the LD, "this is so obvious, I can't believe we don't know this yet."
I honestly have been waking up and just laying in bed feeling like I need to rest a bit from what just happened, some lessons are more intense then others, the lessons that are really intense make me wake up feeling like I didn't sleep at all; I have that feeling in my head like I just got out of a 2 1/2 hour lecture of trig in college. I can't put it together in my waking state because I can't remember most of it but I always have this feeling like it is there stored away until the time is right.
I really just wanted to throw this out there to see if my experiences or what I am describing can somewhat relate to what yours are?
I am someone that has never astral projected, or at least I have never astral projected into the state where I am able to see my body or anything else from the material world. I did have what I would consider a projection that somewhat ties into all this recently...
So I woke up after a lesson, or what I would describe was a lesson and needed to rest a bit and gather my thoughts. I decided I would close my eyes and just clear my head. Next thing I know I am in space and there is what looks to be a galaxy in front of me. All the sudden the galaxy implods and then warped into a space ship. I thought to myself, "well that's interesting, I have to check that out." After saying that it's like I jumped from point A to B, I was in space and then when the thought came to my head I was right in front of the thing. I then thought, "I wonder whats inside" and again jumped from point A to B, except I wasn't inside I was like under the thing but there was a bunch of pods traveling in a row like fashion almost as if they were on a utility belt in a factory. One pod caught my eye and I moved toward it, except this time I didn't jump from point A to B I actually flew/floated over to the thing. The door to the pod opened and inside were three seats (two toward the front of the pod and one in the back; the one in the back seemed to be like the captains chair) I can also remember the pod was equip with a ton of electrical equipment. One seat in the pod was empty, while the other two had ETs sitting in them (although the ETs were somewhat like they are depicted in our world they had def. differences; they were smaller, with big eyes). The funny thing was at first I looked over the ETs and focused primarily on the chair like it was open for me and I was supposed to be there, so I did exactly what I thought I should do and sat down in the chair. I then looked around and noticed that both the Ets were looking at me, but I wasn't scared and I just new that they were not there to harm me what so ever. The one in the back (sitting in the captains chair) got up out of his seat and walked over to the side of my chair, he knelt down and looked directly at me, I can remember looking into his eyes, they were amazing, like a dark green/yellowish color but the moment I stared deeply into them they flashed and turned to a bright blue and all the sudden I was overwhelmed with a buzzing in my head (the kind of noise you get when you have headphone in and your listening to binural beats). That made me become very frightened and the thought came into my head that he was trying to take over my mind and then all the sudden I opened my eyes and I was laying in my bed. The funny thing about this is when I woke I could still hear the buzzing in my head (after a couple seconds it drifted away). I tried to get back there but obviously I couldn't, I was ashamed with myself for becoming frightened I knew in my head they weren't there to hurt me but the fear just took me over and there was nothing I could do to stop it.
Since that experience my normal dreams and LDs have been all fear based, almost as if I am being trained to let the fear go and not allow it to take over.
Anyways thought I would share I don't normally post and mainly like to read but this post caught my eye and I felt I could definitely relate to the experience and hoped you would share more.
Thanks
Quote from: blis on March 15, 2011, 06:42:09
I now have some where I'm aware that I'm in the non-physical and that I'll wake up at some point, but a certain part of my waking self is missing. It's like when I'm there I know a whole load of other stuff that I dont when awake but all my waking concerns and objectives arent there.
I have just very recently began merkaba mediation but with my research and by consuming myself with other tetrahedral / hyper-dimensional things I have had an increase in LD's of this nature as well. It's a little fuzzy to explain, I know there is someone there teaching things but I can never see them, and I don't talk back to the being myself because the knowledge that is coming in is intense; I really have nothing to say and no questions to ask because it makes all the sense in the world when it's happening. Honestly in the LD i'm not even in a new environment or any environment at all, it is more like a really dark room where the things being taught are the only things I can see and that usually is made up of numbers, patterns, shapes, and colors. The one thing about this is that it is hard to remember right when I wake up; I literally have had a pen and paper next to my bed to start writing when I wake but as soon as I pick the pen up it's all gone. When in the LD though it is not that way, numbers, signs, and shapes come to me very quickly and I pick it up very quickly. I can remember one where I was being taught about human DNA and it made perfect sense the way it was mapped out and put together, I remember thinking in the LD, "this is so obvious, I can't believe we don't know this yet."
I honestly have been waking up and just laying in bed feeling like I need to rest a bit from what just happened, some lessons are more intense then others, the lessons that are really intense make me wake up feeling like I didn't sleep at all; I have that feeling in my head like I just got out of a 2 1/2 hour lecture of trig in college. I can't put it together in my waking state because I can't remember most of it but I always have this feeling like it is there stored away until the time is right.
I really just wanted to throw this out there to see if my experiences or what I am describing can somewhat relate to what yours are?
I am someone that has never astral projected, or at least I have never astral projected into the state where I am able to see my body or anything else from the material world. I did have what I would consider a projection that somewhat ties into all this recently...
So I woke up after a lesson, or what I would describe was a lesson and needed to rest a bit and gather my thoughts. I decided I would close my eyes and just clear my head. Next thing I know I am in space and there is what looks to be a galaxy in front of me. All the sudden the galaxy implods and then warped into a space ship. I thought to myself, "well that's interesting, I have to check that out." After saying that it's like I jumped from point A to B, I was in space and then when the thought came to my head I was right in front of the thing. I then thought, "I wonder whats inside" and again jumped from point A to B, except I wasn't inside I was like under the thing but there was a bunch of pods traveling in a row like fashion almost as if they were on a utility belt in a factory. One pod caught my eye and I moved toward it, except this time I didn't jump from point A to B I actually flew/floated over to the thing. The door to the pod opened and inside were three seats (two toward the front of the pod and one in the back; the one in the back seemed to be like the captains chair) I can also remember the pod was equip with a ton of electrical equipment. One seat in the pod was empty, while the other two had ETs sitting in them (although the ETs were somewhat like they are depicted in our world they had def. differences; they were smaller, with big eyes). The funny thing was at first I looked over the ETs and focused primarily on the chair like it was open for me and I was supposed to be there, so I did exactly what I thought I should do and sat down in the chair. I then looked around and noticed that both the Ets were looking at me, but I wasn't scared and I just new that they were not there to harm me what so ever. The one in the back (sitting in the captains chair) got up out of his seat and walked over to the side of my chair, he knelt down and looked directly at me, I can remember looking into his eyes, they were amazing, like a dark green/yellowish color but the moment I stared deeply into them they flashed and turned to a bright blue and all the sudden I was overwhelmed with a buzzing in my head (the kind of noise you get when you have headphone in and your listening to binural beats). That made me become very frightened and the thought came into my head that he was trying to take over my mind and then all the sudden I opened my eyes and I was laying in my bed. The funny thing about this is when I woke I could still hear the buzzing in my head (after a couple seconds it drifted away). I tried to get back there but obviously I couldn't, I was ashamed with myself for becoming frightened I knew in my head they weren't there to hurt me but the fear just took me over and there was nothing I could do to stop it.
Since that experience my normal dreams and LDs have been all fear based, almost as if I am being trained to let the fear go and not allow it to take over.
Anyways thought I would share I don't normally post and mainly like to read but this post caught my eye and I felt I could definitely relate to the experience and hoped you would share more.
Thanks