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The thing is I have a very healthy and active life. There is nothing about it that I could describe as hell to you besides the fact that this is the literal hell.

Again, I am not some kind of nut case or anything and I don't have all of the answers like GodsProxy,

One thing I do not understand is why everyone sees the line "earth is hell" as a metaphor. And then you try and interpret it into some kind of way where earth has all of these terrible things or how inside the individual's mind there are horrible tortures.

Yes, I understand people go through rough things and bad things happen all over the world but I am not saying for one second that earth is like a hell or existence can be hell I am trying to say in the most literal way that this world or universe is hell in actuality.

Hey everyone, I have been in contact with GodsProxy for the past few days and he encouraged me to share my experience with you guys. So here is the full unedited email I sent to him.
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To tell you a bit about myself I just graduated from college a few weeks ago with a BS in Computer Science and a BS in Mathematics. I was never raised with any religious views and was a huge atheist.

As to how and what information I recieved , I was laying in bed trying to sleep when these thoughts just started flashing through my head. I felt a bit numb in my body and at one point I even felt as if I could hear each and every molecule in my body speaking. I do not drink, smoke or do drugs and I have never had any mental problems so please try to look past any initial judgments you may draw from reading this. Anyways, I then started to realize a great many things, I honestly can't remember them all for the most part because it was just so much information. I was awake however, I confirmed this by standing up, I should have written this down but it all felt so profound and obvious that I thought I would easily be able to remember it all in the morning and possibly write it down.

Anyways one thing I do remember distinctly is realizing that Earth is hell and that there are things that are very obvious and in our face that protect us from realizing this. I honestly regret not writing this stuff down because it was all crystal clear to me that night. Well, from there I talked to my roommates about my experience and they just brushed me off as joking around. So I did the next best thing and just googled "earth is hell" in hopes that I could find anyone that actually had these views as well.

Luckily I found a link to your website and the things you had written had reminded me so much of the things I had realized in the previous night. It is actually strange that there wasn't even more than five or six other postings discussing this possibility although they only seemed to metaphorically discuss Earth being like Hell.

Hope to hear from you any time,
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Now I have just recently read some, but not all, of the discussion that has gone on here last night so I kind of understand what is being discussed here and what the views are that you guys have. I personally have no knowledge of astral projection or some of the other things that you guys have discussed.

Also, to be quite honest it has only been a few days since I have had these feelings so I am not sure I can be able to answer or even form correct ideas and responses like GodsProxy has.