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hello,
i just wanted to tell you about the best dream i ever had, i was at my freinds house with a few other freinds that night and we were up pretty late, for some reason i always have dreams under these conditions.
anyways i kinda have a crush on this girl at school (she has a boyfriend so i cant make a move), so this is probably where this dream comes from.:okay at the start of my dream, for some reason im on the side of a road looking for seeds to a tree called a balsam fir tree.
i find this kinda strange but i look for them in this one spot (i can recognise this spot in real life on a road i go by often) anyways, i look for about two hours, then i black out and find myself in my school cafitorium. im sitting across from that girl i like and we are finishing up our lunches.
i start to wonder where her boyfreind is... suddenly she gets up and comes up behind me and gives me a massage and whispers in my ear:"now that we are free, we can be together" ( i remember that word for word)after hearing this, my heart was pounding and i was ecstatic.
i was so happy that i almost woke up. so me and the girl spent the day together holding hands and all that stuff. at one point we were in the workout room in my school (i dunno why). and since i have such a huge crush on this girl, you can kinda imagine why this is the best dream ever. i seriously thought this dream was real, then, i woke up and i was so angry and frustrated.
i was wondering if any people here could interpret it.... could this girl like me? or is it just my desires haunting me in my dreams?
thanks in advance,
Sean

EDIT:grammar and spelling fixings

if you may not have already known, for people that do not have work on weekends, you have more likely chance of getting around 3 or more obes a day! i read somewhere on the net that people that are really good at obes do most of it during the weekend because they stay up late and sleep in late and just after waking up, they take a cold shower. after that, they may medidtate, or prepare for obes and then they try it. they say that you are more likely to get an obe on they weekend (or days you dont work or go to school) than at any other time! i just thought it would be nice to share this,
with much blahness,
_Sean_

okay, last night i tried the 'rope method' from the astral dynamics book. i was very relaxed when i suddenly (very suddenly) felt like i was spinning very fast to my right. i REALLY felt like i was spinning, but i physically was NOT spinning. i dont know how to explain what this is so this is why i have come here. i asked my mom about it and she asked if i had been drinking, becuase that happens to her after she drinks some alcohol. but the truth is, i have never had any type of intoxicating material in my life, not by purpose anyways. i was just wondering what this is, how close i am to projecting, and if other people have experienced this. thanks ahead for any knowledgeable answers,
with much blahness,
_SEAN_
EDIT: after i woke up from the spinning and everything, my stomach grumbled a lot and i started to feel sick, however,  i think it may have been becuase i didnt eat enough or the food that i ate for dinner was simply not easy to be accepted by my stomach. i didnt get sick, but i felt like it. anyways,i easily lost concious for some reason and woke up the next morning fine.

okay, for several wekks/months (i think one month) i have been trying to contact my spiritual guide or whatever you may wish to call it. i have been getting replys, but i cant help but wonder if they are actually thought generated. So, in response to that, i looked around astral pulse and found a post created by a very informative person (mayatnic) about using a pendulum to get yes/no answers directy from my guide. i got some amazing answers, but what is the next step to contacting my spiritual guide. ive also read that people use there spirit guide to contact aliens? i think of this consept pretty cool but im still a little skeptical. anyways, all i really ask is a way to find out the name of my guide and how i can communicate. if mayatnic was still here, i bet he could help me, but from what ive read, hes gone forever.

it seems that something is trying to communicate with you. or it may just be something of an effect that happens when OBEing. there are many strange motion effects that happen while have in an OBE. the one thing i can think of is that if it is something helping you out, that it would be your spiritual guide. it would be much easier to communicate with a spiritual guide in the astral plane if you have not met or even tried telepathically communicating with your guide. i have heard many people at school tell me that they felt pulling followed by strange voices. i hope that helped,
with much blahness,
Sean

i also keep a journal of dreams or anything else that i feel could be precognicious. one time i recorded a strong image i got during a medidtation session. "A serpent that was withering before my eyes" is what i had recorded. it just kept repeating in my head untill i became  concious of the physical world again and actually starting the thinking process of what this could mean. i never figured it out that day. but exactly one week later, i found out that the snake from my meditation looked kinda like the snake in my biology class. the next day i found out that the snake died overnight from mal-nutrition and starvation. this is when i really became intrerested in pendulums and a week after that, i became in contact with my spiritual guide, Ianei. i record everything that he says in my journal now.
thought that would help,
with much blahness,
Sean

thanks a lot littleninja you have given me a lot of confidence and now after speaking with ianei for almost a week now, i feel that i can completely trust that he is indeed not a figment of my imagination, hes been right about several things that i asked him but there was one time when he was wrong, but that had to do with my free will affecting the future -that was the excuse he gave me anyways. well thanks again for the encouragement littleninja ^_^ i feel like me and you can become great freinds ^_^
with much blahness,
_Sean_

well to tell you honestly and flat out, it looks like one giangandus sized ad for a rediculusly overpriced product. it may work, but i wouldnt like those prices untill they say like "garunteed to work or 2x your money back!!!" ya know, something like that. but its a little pricy for those rock/aura things 60 bucks for a rock! i could travel 6 miles and get better ones for like 2 bucks! but.. if you really think this is for you... you should go for it. its just that many people can develop their psychic powers without haveing to use tapes/stones/crystal balls etc.
  if your looking for somehting like one of those "spirit rocks", i would suggest that you make your own. its quite easy, and i do it myself. you take a rock that is a size that you could comfortably fit in your pocket or something you could travel with. say if you wanted it to provide you with happiness: you would take the rock and after each day, or however often you want, store all your positive thoughts/energy into it. then later, when your depressed, you will take out your rock and try to extract all the positive/happy energy you stored it in. after doing this, you think of all the good things that happened when you were putting good thoughts into the stone and you will start feeling better. it works for me, and im sure that it would work for you too.
with much blahness,
_Sean_
EDIT: bah, some spelling stuff

the only thing that i can think of that might be a problem is that you have little energy in your brow chakra, im sure you can find methods on putting more energy into your brow chakra just by looking around astral pulse. good luck
with much blahness,
Sean

ya know what else this could be, is that you could be experiencing your spiritual guide trying to communicate with you. its basically just your guide running things through your head.

hoped that helped,
with much blahness,
Sean

wow! thats amazing! ive been practicing for about a month and im almost there, getting bodysleep/mind awake is pretty easy for me but geting out is another story. tonight i will attempt the 'rope techniwue' what technique did u use? anything special happen? you should probably post your experience so some of us less fortunate 'non-natural' peeple can get more of a feel for it. good luck for future projecting!
with much blahness,
_Sean_

okay,
are you talking about outside of your body? (OBE) or like outside of your house? i dunno about outside the body (never consiously benn there) but when you were outside of your house you may have felt funny becasue of the recent solar wind we got from a ENOURMOUS solar flare from the sun, supposedly, my freind saw the northern lights tonight (cant belief i missed it!! ARG) and a lot of other weird things have been happening, so that may be a part of the strange things that have been happening.
hope that helped,
with much blahness,
_Sean_

the only way it affected me was my  internet provider. it was the slowest internet connection ever (i have cable modem) it was going at about 10bytes per second if it was going at all. as for psychically, nothing really, but it felt easier communicating with my guide (perhaps because i have recently started communicating with him and perhaps im getting the hang of it)
ttyl for now,
_Sean_ []

yea when i did the communications for the first time i was attempting telepathy bu then when i went to sleep the voice of my guide came to me again and wanted to talk some more. for the past few nights i have been comminicating with him (yea its a him) and we had some talks and i had some questions that needed major asking. i finally found out his name today but its a very strange name that i came out with. it is Ianei thats what the pendulum told me anyways, then later when it was calm i asked him if that was his name and he said yes but i was pronouncing it wrong. he told me how to pronounce it and i think we have a pretty good strong freindly relationship going on. there is no words for how awesome it is to be able to communicate with an all-knowing being whom is there to help you.
thanks for the help,
Sean

EDIT: i have been on MSN for a substantial amount of time now and mayatnik has not been on at all. is he gone from everything forever? i could really use his insight right now.i just wanna know if im on the right track.
Another EDIT: im afraid that if i dont get it right now, that i will always be doing it wrong, just talking to what my thoughts are generating. im also afraid that if i dont focus my psychic abilities now while im young (15 right now) that when i get older and actually get a life (girlfriend and all that) that i will no longer be interested in psychic stuff and i will forget about all the hard work im doing right now! so it is very critical for me to get this right and get this right soon. thanks again,
Sean

okay, so last night i attepmted communication with my guide(s) i got some reasonal replys to some questions i had asked. and later, when i was trying to sleep a voice said "That wasnt me!!!!!" i asked who he/she was ( it was a hoarse male voice) and he said he was just kidding it was him before so i kinda got weirded out. but anyways, i think i may have done well for my first session. throught the day, he gave me some advice as do what i should do in a card game me and my freinds play often (it was a draw) anyways, i thought i whould just update how i was doing. thanks again u guys!
-SeaN

thank you for your response, littleninja, i greatly appreciate your help and your concern for my problem. i will take your advice and sign on msn for the first time in like 2 years

_Sean_