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Welcome. I'm a newbie too. Glad to have others in the same boat.

Thank you Summerlander. A lot of that makes sense. It certainly puts my mind at ease at the very least.

I think what really kind of threw me was that the things that this "person" said were things that I hadn't really ever considered about him before. We had a brief relationship and it was a bit of a whirlwind - albeit a very positive one. We only stopped seeing each other because he moved to NY and I had no means of following him at the time.

I don't know if I was allowed into this experience as a means of me finding closure with him (at the very least, it inspired me to call him and make amends). Turns out he's doing great in his life, and had been thinking about me. He came to my town about a week ago and had asked a mutual friend about me and when he found out I was married, he decided not to contact me.

What really shook me about the experience was that I wasn't actually there. It makes me wonder if he was thinking about me during the conversation he was having with this other person. If the words were intended for me, both coming from him and her.

I'm editing this to better introduce myself.

My name is Rae. I'm 25. I come from a family of mostly women who can AP or have some psychic ability. I'm not quite sure if I AP as my experience doesn't fit the norm. My sister (three years my senior) can AP, and her experience doesn't sound like mine either.

Long story short, I relax my mind and body, and within several minutes - depending on how tired I am, it can take longr - I can lift myself from my body and walk about. I have found I am most successful when I don't look behind me. Kind of like, I just get up from my body and don't look at myself. Usually freaks me out and causes panic that just sends me back to SP.

The difference between normal AP and what I do, is that I can pick a place and see there. Like if I think about my sister's apartment (she has a 4 month old) I can place myself in his room and watch what's happening around me. I don't have to physically find a means of getting to her apartment, I'm just there. I usually can't move much and I'm limited to places I feel extremely comfortable in. I have found that I can't leave his room to walk around her apartment, but I can walk freely amongst his small room.

I have been able to do this for years, but my experience last night is what brings me here.

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I had an experience last night that truly shook me. I am a long time believer in AP and things like OBE and so forth.

Last night, I had a dream that brought me somewhere real time with an ex-boyfriend of mine. I was experiencing something from someone's elses perspective even though I looked and appeared as myself. So this morning I called my ex and asked him "were you at such and such a place last night?" and he confirmed he was. He asked how I knew, but I couldn't explain how. So I asked him questions like "were you wearing this shirt with these shoes?" just to confirm what I had experienced. He said yes, but it was kind of like guessing what color someone's eyes are - not a big enough pool of choices to really get it wrong.

So I amped up the specificity to statements like: "you were carrying your dad's pocket watch in your left pocket." It was something unseen, but when "I" as this other person was sitting next to him, I could feel it against my leg. I told him that we went into this specific room and did specific things - all of which he confirmed - at which point he started getting freaked out asking how I knew, and was I there.

I tried my best to explain to him that I dreamt it, but I have no way of explaining why I was there.

So my point is, is it possible to have astral projected almost 100 miles but as someone else, I guess? (I went from CT to NY).

Any help, advice, or whatever would be greatly appreciated. I'm not looking for a complete explanation but any direction would be better than nothing. Thank you!