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Thanks Lionheart! Tonight i am going to try and face it.
The mental white light is a fantastic idea (something i have not tried before)?

Hi Spark, as someone who has dealt with negative energy before, why do you think this "neg" has sought me out?
Why doesn't it want me there and why doesn't it follow me out of my bedroom?

Well... off i go... wish me luck 

Thanks for the fast reply, I wish it was that simple.
I have moved towards the energy many times (willingly and unwillingly) and it seems to make it worse (almost like there is a feeling of anger at my presence). I love projecting and by no means do I wish to stop.

Hello Everyone,
I hope that i have posted this in the correct place and someone here can offer some insight.

I have experienced AP's/OBE's since i was very young. I have never encountered any difficulty doing anything i wanted to do in a very controlled manner for what seems like all night.

Recently (the last 2 years) it has been different. VERY DIFFERENT

I feel like i am encountering something dark which is pulling me out of my body and throwing me violently around my room (not like normal "vibrations").
The presence is very strong and is severely limiting my ability to do anything.

The experience starts normally (sinking feeling) roll to the side and im out, then... I can feel something else there with me.

I am suddenly thrown, fast and hard, to the right up against the wall then down against the floor then hard against the door. I am feeling that I am not wanted there. I cant see what it is, and don't ask me why but the presence feels DARK!

This goes on for some time until I awake, still feeling like the presence is in the room with me... watching me.

The only way I am able to escape the presence while I am projecting is to exit my bedroom. Lately, this has been very difficult.

This happens more often when I am sleeping in my bed alone but lately it is happening with my fiancé by my side. I am not sure if this is relevant but the other night I bumped in to her standing up beside her asleep body. It shocked me to see her there and it looked like it shocked her too.
She disappeared. As a non projector, she had no recollection of this when she woke.

I hope someone can help, the last 3-4 nights have been very intense and seem to be getting darker and darker. *shivers*

-sorry for the long winded post