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Hi,

Whats the name of the cd you got? Also, have you been able to communicate with these beings in anyway?

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Hello 1st time posting here but long time troll.

This is from my journal please tell me what you think of it.

Woke up around 4pm did my daily routine. I then went to Barnes and noble got astral dynamics (book). Decided to go to bed around 11pm with some intesnion of AP'ing.  
Not sure what time it was but for a breif moment I realized my body was paralized but my mind awake. As soon as I thought that, I could hear and feel the vibrations for my  first time(very loud). A pulling sensation begin like I was being sucked into a black void with some spontanios colors here and there.
I than begin to wish I had some help from my spirit guide while still in this some what black void, when I thought about that a multi colored face of a middle aged woman appeared (not very clear but I can identifi race sex age), like it was almost made out of multi colored beads, trails of color as she moved. The face traveled right pass me or I traveled right passed the face (not sure wich one).
The next thing I realize is im in this almost photoshop (3d abstract picture made in photoshop) looking world, dark browns, oranges in color, with a blob the shape of a mushroom cloud made from a nucleur explosion (seeing that made me think it was a prophecy and I felt uncomfortable). Im floating in this place but I cannot move, so I force myself to move and I do but only just a tiny bit. Everything in this place looks like a bevel and embose filter was applied to it. I then see some fire, but I didnt like that it made me think of hell. I awoke 3:30am right after seeing the flames (thinking to myself wow that was pretty cool). Remembering this experience was very clear. My vision while in the void part seemed to chaotic. My vision in photoshop world was slightly better than the void. It all seemed to last no longer than minute.

Note - I did not see my body or my room, only except my hands when I was in the photoshop world.


So what do guys & gals think did I AP or did I come close but went lucid. [][]

Couldn't of said it better myself.[]

Hi,

Maybe you removed some blockages in your energy system and it's moving more freely now. Maybe thats why it feels more thicker.

Gonna have to read through a little bit to get to the card part. Im not sure if it was conlusive test or not. I read it a while ago.
http://www.paradigm-sys.com/display/ctt_articles2.cfm?ID=31

I had a similiar experience the other night. I went to bed very angry, but before I fell asleep I kept saying to my self "im going to ap, im tired of this crap, I just want to fliping ap already, everybody else can why the hell cant I". While im saying these things in my head I can feel energy just pouring into my feet. However I fell sleep, but to my suprise I awoke into this blackness of my mind. I felt this sinking feeling like I was being sucked down, and I didnt like that feeling because I symbolise sinking with lower realms (stupid fears). So however that subsides and I feel a pulling on my legs and I was like "ooohhh im going to ap cooool cmon cmon". I could see alot colors in the blackness, very pretty stuff. But just as I thought I was going to leave my body I woke up into sleep paraylises, and I know its nothing to be scared of, but just that shock for a second of not being able to move was enough for me to break out of it. Then I got up for little bit got something to drink, went back to bed and woke up with sleep paralysis again and for a second time broke out of it "geeerrrr". If I would just let it take its course I probably would of had an obe.

So I guess a strong will to do something can realy effect the outcome. Im just starting out with this stuff aswell, so sorry I cant realy give any advice but my story.[]

Good luck on your journey []

I think you did whats know as astral feedback, but im not sure. Does anyone else know?

I see stuff like this quite often. Ill just be sitting around, and notice wierd stuff in my peripheral vision. Like a streaks of light, and balls or points of light. Theyre not that big and theyre gone before you even realize what you just saw.

Hey all,

  Thanks for all your insightfull information. Just to let you know where I come from, Ive have had 3 experiences relating to AP that I can remember. But never actualy a self induced AP while meditating. Also, I have had sleep paralysis basicly my whole life.

The sleep paralysis was strongest through out my school years. Middle school it happend quite frequently about once a week, and highschool it happend about the same as middle school. As I'am 25 now it doesn't happen that often anymore, probably a couple months in between them. The episodes were very frightning when I was younger, but now that I'am older and I understand it a little bit better I'am not so scared. The journal entry above was the first actual time I let my fears go, and just went with the flow.

Ill explain my 2 experiences to you as 3rd is in the post up above.

My first happend in high school and didn't know anything about AP at the time. But now that I understand it better I realize what it was. It's not much but anyways. I remember being in purple transparent bubble floating above my house. It was very peaceful with the wind blowing against the trees. I hovered there for a bit, then awoke the next morning. It's not much as you can see, but it stayed in my memory for all these years for some reason.

My second was strange for me at the time. Because I had just had and accident with an LSD overdose a few months prior (pure hell). I won't get it that, as it is a very long story. So anyways I awake in this place an island with a church in the center. The church roof was burnt, but the church was still standing. I walk inside and look around, the pews* and other church related stuff are still there but very weathered. There I meet this girl, about the same age as me at the time. I don't remember the whole conversation we had. Nor do I remember exactly what she looked like, besides the fact that she had brown hair. But I do remeber this. We were sitting on one of the pews and she asks me "Do you have a picture of yourself in your mind before you die" and I said to her "yes I do" and she says "ok then close your eyes". So I close my eyes and I start sinking off into the blackness. The same feeling I got above before being in the photoshop world. As I'am sinking off into the darkness I say to myself "f$#@ this" and I immediatly wake up. I after I awoke I felt very emiotinal and confused. I wonder what would have happend if I just let the darkness over come me.

SpectralDragon.. I didn't get any vibes that I can remember from the lady in the void. I just remember zipping past her, into infinity it felt like.

Well I figured I'd share that with you for whatever reason. Have a merry X-mas. []
 

lol this is funny was just lying in my bed trying to meditate. However as always my upstairs neighbores decide it gymnastics time and the stomping, running up and down the stairs begins. They have no concept of how loud they actually are. This is very distracting for a beginer trying to get to the trance state, and I just want to go up there and screem in there face to "STFU!!!!YA THATS RIGHT STFU".

So I was looking for a solution and I purchased some noise canceling headphone that didnt cancel any noise and then 2 days later my ferret chewed the wire. Why I didnt even bother to think of the cheap and practical solution "Duh Super ear plugs the obvious as mentioned above". This is great I will be taking a little trip to wally world and buying some. LOL thanks for the obvious advice =P