This is my first time on a site like this...but I have had something happen to me that I simply cannot figure out and was wondering if anybody else has experienced anything similiar. For years I have had this "room" in my head....or maybe my psyche, anyway, there is this room that I can go into when I am asleep and often times before falling asleep....pretty much freely. The room has developed over about 10 years. Hangign from the ceiling are glass cases...or mirrors that project the memories and experiences of my life. When I am in this room it often feels like I am really there, like I am awake. It is very peaceful here and I feel I am connected to God or some greater being and can talk freely to this being and often, he answers me. This is a very spiritual place to me. Now...if this isn't wierd enough already....recently I found a hallway coming from this room...but the hallway is completely dark and I cannot see anything down it. Also, their is a chest in the corner...which I will explain shortly.
Now the next part. A few months ago, I was with and shared an intense emotional connection with a girl I am still deeply in love with. However, due to circumstances I won't get into, we had to break up. But I regret having to call things off with her due to the connnection we had. The break up was hard on both of us. A few days ago, she sent me a message and we made some small talk. I had told her once about this room but never any details beyond the mirrors that contained my memories. Anyway, after a few messages, she says that she visits me in my "room" when I am asleep. I was a little shocked and asked her what she saw. Chills ran down my spine as she described in detail the ways the walls looked, what the glass cases looked like (she described them as floating 40" tv's with scenes constantly playing and rewinding themselves over and over, which is a pretty accurate description) she told me what the floor looked like, told me about the hallway (which I discovered just recently, months after our breakup). She told me she knows she is not alone there, that I am with her and that she feels at peace. She even described this chest. I "created" the chest after our breakup, kind of as a means for me to move on. I mentally took all my memories of her and put them in the chest. The strange things is, when I look at this chest in my mind, it glows from the inside...like there is a light within it. She told me she sees it sitting in the corner (which is where I put it) and described what it looked like and that it looks like light rays are coming from it. She told me she is afraid to open it though, but somehow she knows their is a great treasure for her and I both in their.
As you can guess, at this point I was freaking out. How could she know all these details when I haven't told her...or anyone for that matter.
There is one more element to this....just a couple weeks ago...about the time she said she started going in my "room" I started seeing another presence their. I say presence because I cannot see their face. It is almost like they are wearing a long robe and have their face covered. They always come in throught the hallway, which is where she says she comes in from. Once I asked this presence who they were and they leaned in and whispered into my ear "you are not ready yet." I have no fear of this presence, fact I like them being there, but I cannot see their face.
Ok, so after all this, I have many questions. How is it possible she could know all these things....minute details that I've never told anyone because I always thought I would sound like an idiot. Could she really be there in my "room", could this presence be her? And what does it mean if it is her. I realize this may not fall into any category you guys deal with on here...but I don't know where else to go. I have talked to a few people about it and am awaiting some possible amswers from preachers and other holy people I have emailed. I guess I'm a little desperate for answers. Can anyone help?
Now the next part. A few months ago, I was with and shared an intense emotional connection with a girl I am still deeply in love with. However, due to circumstances I won't get into, we had to break up. But I regret having to call things off with her due to the connnection we had. The break up was hard on both of us. A few days ago, she sent me a message and we made some small talk. I had told her once about this room but never any details beyond the mirrors that contained my memories. Anyway, after a few messages, she says that she visits me in my "room" when I am asleep. I was a little shocked and asked her what she saw. Chills ran down my spine as she described in detail the ways the walls looked, what the glass cases looked like (she described them as floating 40" tv's with scenes constantly playing and rewinding themselves over and over, which is a pretty accurate description) she told me what the floor looked like, told me about the hallway (which I discovered just recently, months after our breakup). She told me she knows she is not alone there, that I am with her and that she feels at peace. She even described this chest. I "created" the chest after our breakup, kind of as a means for me to move on. I mentally took all my memories of her and put them in the chest. The strange things is, when I look at this chest in my mind, it glows from the inside...like there is a light within it. She told me she sees it sitting in the corner (which is where I put it) and described what it looked like and that it looks like light rays are coming from it. She told me she is afraid to open it though, but somehow she knows their is a great treasure for her and I both in their.
As you can guess, at this point I was freaking out. How could she know all these details when I haven't told her...or anyone for that matter.
There is one more element to this....just a couple weeks ago...about the time she said she started going in my "room" I started seeing another presence their. I say presence because I cannot see their face. It is almost like they are wearing a long robe and have their face covered. They always come in throught the hallway, which is where she says she comes in from. Once I asked this presence who they were and they leaned in and whispered into my ear "you are not ready yet." I have no fear of this presence, fact I like them being there, but I cannot see their face.
Ok, so after all this, I have many questions. How is it possible she could know all these things....minute details that I've never told anyone because I always thought I would sound like an idiot. Could she really be there in my "room", could this presence be her? And what does it mean if it is her. I realize this may not fall into any category you guys deal with on here...but I don't know where else to go. I have talked to a few people about it and am awaiting some possible amswers from preachers and other holy people I have emailed. I guess I'm a little desperate for answers. Can anyone help?