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#1
I don't know what category this belongs in but here you go
http://www.sodaplay.com/constructor/player.htm

and if you never chated with a copmuter program, on AIM or IM type this screen name smarterchild and you'll be talking with a... well you'll see
A'm not sure if it will fork for any other instant message programs like msn, but you can still try it.
#2
Just asking,what do you people think of this whole controversy and media hype?
While watching a crucifixion scene, woman in her 50's had a heart attack and died during the screening of "Passion of Christ".
What do you think, what could make a person...  when watching a movie
?
#3
Welcome to Integral Philosophy! / The Placebo Effect
February 23, 2004, 17:05:09
I was watching the discovery channel yesterday and I saw a program about treating/healing and how doctors tried an experiment with patients by lying to them, well let me explain it.
They sperated 12 people in three groups, they were [B)]ill in their leg joints so the doctors deceided to give them an operation or so they said, anyways they gave the real operation to the first group and they gave a minor operation to the second and they literally put everyone in the third group under anesthesia and woke them up without doing any operation[:O](they fixed the leg so it would look like they operated).
A week or so later, the doctors checked on every patient from the experiment and all of them were healing successfully including the ones who taught they had a real surgery, this placebo effect seems to have actually worked for the patients, they assumed the operation was successful and they really healed with no outside force involved.

Any taughts on this?
#4
Is it unhealthy if you're too much in controll of yourself and you don't make mistakes with arguing or confusing yourself with emotions that you find ridiculous causes for such as anger or jealousy or even happiness, they can turn you personality completely around and you end up being a different character with temporary views so is okay to controll your emotions to a degree where you are aware of your temporary views and you don't let them affect you that much so you might not have to deal with consequences of unhealthy actions or is it better to accept you mood and let it take controll of you which I see hapends to almost everyone around me but sometimes it gets out of controll and pople end up doing stupid things.

Are you being human by controlling... or are you ignoring the laws of the universal balance?
#5
The purpose of my topic is to explain the... well my view of life and what it is about living that we search for.(THE WAY I SEE IT)

We are alive and we might as well try to do something because nothing comes out of not trying to achieve anything.

You have to understand that we have emotions that drive us to participate and feel >alive< because feeling alive is what makes life worth living and you know how it feels to be happy to feel good inside, you may not know it yet but this feeling guides and drives us all.[;)]

Not doing anything or not trying to make the best of a situation you are in and trying to escape society because you think it dosen't matter what you do, no one cares and it's stupid or pointless, well it's not, would you or anyone else feel nothing by not getting involved because feeling nothing leads to everything that makes you feel lonely and loneliness is an emotion that can drag you deep you and destroy you from the inside, we really are perfect and capable of reaching steps with no boundries, but this perfection is destroyed by
not being stable and haveing a negative view of life.[:O]

[B)]Unfortunately the view we have of life is shaped by the environment we live in, and so many have grown up with a wrong view of life because of their unbalanced environment which is created by that and that emotion of hate fear loneliness that also gudes away from the everything that makes life worth living and so it spreads,
Don't let it spread please don't because it is capable of causing so much pain and suffering, so it has to begin with someone who has to provide happy and comforting emotions...[|)]

If anyone cares I'll post tips on how to reach that plateau of life...
Think of me as a therapist[;)]
#6
I've been trying AP techniques everyday for four weeks now, and before I enter that stage when my mind is between sleep/conscious state I get that sensation like am in a roller coaster and my body freezes from the down fall(like falling in a dream) anyways now I can create this feeling any time I want I can make my whole body RELEASE THAT sensation of fear or free fall.
Is doing this dangerous or unhealthy, does anyone else understand what it is?
[:O]
#7
After I focus energy in side my thumb (NO PROBS WITH THAT, I FELL THE SENSATION LIKE BUZZING VIBRATION..., ANYWAYS I WAS WONDERING IF SOMEONE CAN TELL ME HOW TO FORM A SHAPE OR MAKE THE ENERGY COME TOGETHER LIKE MAGNETIC DUST SO IT WILL STAY CONCENTRATED OUTSIDE MY THUMB?
I know how to make it enter my thumb and I can keep gatheing it in any spot but... HOW DO YOU MAKE IT COME OUT OR THE TOP QUESTION^
#8
Ever since I got involved in spirituality, two years ago, I could tell you my life was an emotional wreck, I WAS SO OUT OF BALANCE, I FELT IS IF THE WORLD WAS full of selfishness and the only way to succed in life was to be somthing your not, after many days of meditation and mental training, I'VE CAME TO feel as if am way more smarter and insightfully aware of almost everything and everyone, I can SOLVE ISSUES AND COMPLICATIONS MUCH EASIER AND WELL HMM I FEEL IS IF MY IQ WENT WAY HIGHER, I CAN COMPARE AND ANALYSE THE ACTIONS OF ADULTS(EDUCATED), I DON'T TAKE LIFE SO PERSONALLY AND EMOTIONALLY, I JUST LOOK FOR HOW TO HELP OTHERS AND I DON'T GET INVOLVED WITH MATERIALISMN OR I DON'T LET MY EMOTIONS GET TO ME BY ISSUES CAUSED BY MATERIALISM, I DON'T KNOW WHY I SEE EVERYTHING THIS WAY(I FEEL IS IF I KNOW THE MEANING OF LIFE AND HOW TO SUCCED IT.
MY QUESTION FOR THE WISE, IS THIS ALL PART OF PUBERTY, OR IS SOMETHING ELSE HAPPENING , AND WHAT? AND ANOTHER THING I FEEL AS IF I DON'T BELONG WITH THE REST OF SOCIETY, IT'S JUST TOO ARTIFICIALLY INVOLVED FOR ME(BUT I HAVE NO PROBS WITH FITTING, I ALWAYS FEEL AS IF AM IN THE CONTROLL OF ANY SITUATION)  
[|)]
#9
This doesn't have much to do with this forum but I didn't know where else to put it.
Am a poetic dude that just trying to make life funny cause that's the kind of person mustard really is.[:P]
my poem about life-----
 
Must write quickly the spirit from my toilet is waiting to eat me[:O]
the thing is we aren't a thing
we're just memories,
encryptying ourselves in the never ending pattern of the ring!
See, we see what we see and then it turns into a memory,
our brain is nothing but a gigant pc,
and we grow and fill it with info
until we loose our info capacity.[xx(]
Huh, we are being used as tools to progress the evolution of humanity.
I don't care about the future or the present,
am living in the process of everything becoming the past,
so am creating THE past instead of planning my future ,
because time has no future in my life, uuuh butcher[:D]
I could care less about predictions,
as I do about books written in fictions.[:P]
I'd rather watch a cartoon,
than listen to a discovery of some pharaohs secret tomb.
I don't care about the past especially of some dead person.
I have so much inspiration to write more,
but am hearing something from the toilet and it's not a roar.[:O]
I ask of anyone who reads this to write their own poems about the way they feel about anything, but make it happy or funny so that the readers can have something fun and cheerful to read.[:)]
#10
His name is Benny Hinn(famous), he touches people on their head and they fall down on the stage.
When they stand up they say a electric sensation like lightning surges through them and they feel much better and are fully healed from all sorths of diseases even the handicapped actually stand up from their wheelchairs.
Here is a site with a pic of him and it explains what he does.
http://www.trinityfi.org/press/latimes02.html
#11
didn't have enough space to put helpful instead of hp[:D]
//www.unsolvedmysteries.com
A cool website with alot of interesting OBE stories from people who experienced OBE. Just taught it might help to read the stories and compare or learn something from them which might help some of us understand how to achieve OBE.[8D]
#12
Most of you heard of psipog.com.
I was checking the media forum and they had videos of people moving, spinning, and levitating objects.
So I was wondering(you might think it's a stupid question) why don't they expose themselves to the media and make it permanently clear that we are capable of doing something that most of society doesn't believe in. Are the videos just fakes?
//http://www.psipog.net/media.php
#13
Make sure you read and follow every step.[8)]

In your house, apartmen't....get some rest durring the day so you can do this at night, you can still try it at daytime, but you'll be more focused and calm at night when everyone is at sleep and its quiet.

Before you begin, first meditate for appropriate time untill you know you're calm and free of unwanted taughts.
Sit in your comfortable meditation position.
Close your eyes.
Begin visualizing your body skeleton covered in oil in a dark environment or complete darkness because you'll get the visual much better whith using dark and white.
The skeleton covered in oil visualization will make it alot easier
to focus your chi moving through your bones instead of tissue.  

Imagine your dan tien(abdomen chakra)burning and glowing brighter.
Once you have a good image of your chakra, start focussing fire catching the oil and try to controll it with visualization on where it goes, let the fire from your abdomen spread SLOWLY to an down your arm.

Then visualize the fire escaping like gass through your hands, oh and make sure your hands are cupped close to each other.
You should feel heat in your hands, which means you successfully released a very small amount reiki.[:)]
Please post results, am interested if it worked for anyone besides me.



#14
I've been training with chi>reiki< enegy(for healing purposes), and those of you who read my first post(I posted when I became a member of this forum)know that I talked about heat forming in my hands, when I focus chi flow in them.

Lately I've noticed that the chi sents out warmer vibes . I compared my left hand after focus of reiki in it, to my right hand by putting it on my face , and most definetly the left hand gave higher temerature than the other.

Thirty minutes later, after every exercise with chi,
my hands get really cold, and I feel as if there is no blood flow in them, so I wonder if anyone has tips on how to solve this problem of mine.
[V]
#15
No matter how you look at it, priests really perform exorcisms on possessed humans. Well, why does it happend? I'll tell you why, many reasons but one from my experience-people who live through depressing life day after day, start loosing fate in God/Allah and they stop believing in him , so when they go to sleep at night,( you remember sometimes when you get that fear of something hiding in your room, and you wrap yourself in your bed sheets hoping to fall asleep, and pray to God\Allah that it goes away, well it does), but for those people who don't believe in God\Allah try to, at the last second reedem their beliefs hoping it(demon) would go away, but then guilt and fear of what might really happend for abandoning their beliefs strikes them and consumes them really bad, so the demon gets one chance like that to enter and obliterate the helpless soul, forcing it to do its will. As for my experience, long time ago when I was 10 years old, I asked my mom why did she believe in God\Allah, or why should I belive in God\Allah, she looked at me like she was gona beat
the crap out of me, well I did ask it as if I waited for proof right there on the spot, so she told me to pray for forgiveness for my soul for denying God\Allah's existance before I went to sleep, but I didn't.
That night was something I'll never forget for the rest of my life.
I heard cracks and got that terrible feeling through my whole body, a tingling horrific sensation manifasted by something in my room.
It was there, I swear on my life, something evil was there. I repeated
God\Allah please save me over and over like a hundred times untill I felt this thing fly through my body that froze at that moment. And I fell asleep. When I woke up in the morning I felt sudden outburst of happines to be alive. I had a similar feeling to what I read about on how does enlightment feel.

So next time when you start asking unethicall questions about God\Allah
and start questioning if he really exists, be afraid, be very afraid.

#16
PUZZLE
So many reply>if you ask why does something(us,trees,spirits... exist), they reply, "Why does everything exist." WELL
Why do humans, planets.... exist? Do I want to know, sure, but how can I expect an answer from a question that asks the meaning of life?
Maybe from our creator, but then (who, how, what) created our creator,
and (who, how, what) created the creator's creator, when does it end?
My belief is it, it has to have a reason(purpose) why it was created,
or created us in the first place, or else it was pointless for creating us, if you don't need a point(why were we created) to live your life happily, then why care for believing in God?
If you think the question is pointless, do you think life is pointless, too?  
#17
If you disagree I have nothing against you.
Just something we can ask those who deny our beliefs and think were idiots.We believe that Jesus healed all those people, then why don't rest of us believe in spiritual energy, chi , ki.... that exists in all living things. I know he's the son of God and he could do all those miraculous things , but do you
think God healed all those people or Jesus, when he touched them,
healing them of any illnesses they had?
You can call it whatever you want, I believe it exists.
If they (people who think you'r a fool) still respond otherwise, it will only prove they believe in what they were taught to believe and
can't think for themselves!
#18
The latest project for sending a probe on Mars was acomplished! (some of you who heard about it, NASA succesfuly landed a space probe on Mars with no complications at all.(past probes faced failure,
some were close but failed due to minor complications,pictures were still taken)
>please be openminded about the following<
This worries me for many but one main reason, what if on a mission in the future an astronaut goes to mars, while exploring it, he either gets or pics up a sample of something unusual without knowing what it is.He brings it back here on Earth,
and this thing turns out to be a disease, and soon it turns into an epidemic spreading and destroying life as we know it.
Now I know this sounds like something from a science fiction movie but
didn't  man sending probes into space on different planets sound something like a twilight zone episode in the 60's.

#19
Vortexes are high concentrations of energy that originate
from magnetic or spiritual sources, which many believe are gateways or
portals to relams. They are pure manifasted spheres of Earth's lifeforce.
There are negative vortexes known as "inflow" vortexes. They are magnetic and
have very negative effects on people. "Inflow" vortexes fly inward
within Earth, and sometimes during sleep they pass through us and
we experience a state known as sleep paralysis,(opinion) they fill us with negative energy. "Upward" vortexes can have very positive effects on
us. They have high electromagnetic qualities of life force that can help us achieve alittle extra energy.(opinion)                              They fly outward from within the Earth. They are easily caught on picture with digital cameras.(if you know where to find them)
Just a simple explanation. Does anyone got a different one?  





#20
After reading some topics about OOBE, I've noticed that alot
of you talk about buzzing sounds during astral projection. With
all the lucid dreams I had, and experiencing sleep paralysis I
deceided to check out a book about OOBE at my public library.
The author of the book talks about various techniques on how to
achieve OOBE. He explains that during seperation our mind tries to recreate some input from our sense of hearing and our subconscience
pics up static because our hearing sense cannot pass over to astral plain. So if you hear loud buzzing just ignore it, it's probably
static.


Title: The Art and Practice of Astral Projection
Author: Ophiel (Edward Peach)
Publisher: Samuel Weiser
Copyright: 1961
I hope this helps.
#21
Has anyone ever seen these shadow people they talk about on
Coast to Coast A.M. in the after hours?
Are they demons or just eviL spirits?
#22
When I was young, I use to have alot of dreams where I would wake
up frozen in my bed with a terifying feeling of evil around me.

It scared me to death. It was like waking up in a nightmare.
Whenever I woke up I found my self in the same position, looking
in the same direction just like in my dreams.

                                                                     
I had the same experience last week. I had the dream again
and I was sick of it. I started to hate fear, in my dream I felt my head getting warm so I moved my head to the left and everything looked so vivid and real in my room, the rest of my body was paralysed.
The sensation of fear was still there . I moved my head back to look on the right side of the bed, and as soon I looked at
the ceiling I heard a high roar, it was so high I could feel the echoes, vibrations through my hole body. You might describe it like a voice from God or something similar from the movie Dogma.  When I woke up I was still in shock from the roar.

Can anyone explain this?  Has anyone had any similar experiences?
#23
Why are there so many reports of hauntings,and spirits caught on tape?
Shouldn't they be in hell or heaven? Why do they stay among us or how?
#24
I've been doing ki breathing, ki flame, meditation, and focusing my
energy through my body to strenghten ki flow for three months now and
when I usually imagine green smoke entering my hands from my dan tien
all I feel is heat nothing else

Does anyone know what's the next step to increase the heat?
#25
Welcome to Book Reviews! / His Dark Materials
April 06, 2004, 13:58:19
I'll check it out...
Thanks for the title...[8D]