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I am physically fit, enjoy academic pursuits, and spending time socializing with people.  I have noticed some circumstances where I feel great one moment and instantly drained the next.  For example; I take anatomy and physiology at a university, feel great for the lecture, but after I work on the cadavers in lab I feel like I can barely drive home.  I have had similar experiences when talking in front of large groups of people, after confrontations, at the mall, and in bookstores.  Is this normal?  My wife is asian and mentioned having some sort of talisman made to protect me.  Are there exercises or something that I can do that will help to bring up my endurance?

Hello,
I am interested in experiences any of you may have had using the Sylvan method for developing ESP.  I am thinking of buying it and would like to know your feelings as to how well it works.  Thanks in advance for your time and effort.
Sincerely,
CMT

when I started practicing N.E.W. I thought that my muscle tone was getting worse and that I was getting weaker because initialy I felt more tired than usual at the end of the day.  I have progressivly been feeling better and realized in my workout regimen that I'm getting in better shape not worse.  I think I was just so out of tune that I didn't realize my fatigue and overall decline in health.  After three weeks of N.E.W. my thoughts are starting to flow more clearly and I feel better.  I have also noticed that I am getting better at doing the exercises.

I grew up in a conservative Christian houshold.  I was the fifth of seven children.  I dealt with depression when I was young and escaped through reading.  I grew to be strong, athletic, and started to be active in sports in middle school.  I went from being antisocial to just being quiet.  My parents encouraged me to play the trombone in the school band, and I had an aunt that owned a theater where I started to do small roles in some of their productions.  I wasn't an average athlete in the small town I come from; I read a lot, wrote poetry, played music, participated in drama, in addition to being gifted at sports.  When I was 11 I had an experience that troubled me.  I won't share it all, but I was in a dream figuratively on the top of the world, I walked through a door and was beaten down by a massive ultrablack being.  I was powerless to protect myself.  I woke up out of breath tossing and turning in my bed and the room was pitch black.  I felt like the being was standing over me, I called out for the presence to leave in the name of Jesus Christ, it slowly faded away and my room returned to normal.  I am not sure what happened.
In high school I met an interesting guy that was heavy into the goth scene, but we became friends despite our differences and shared poetry that we wrote.  He started making some friends that were in the goth heirarchy from major cities in the USA.  He really believed that he was a vampire and started using an alternate name "Sable Graveside".  He claimed that he had two familiar spirits he conversed with that protected him.  The last time I spoke with him he told me of a weaver and a worm and a complicated history of how our world came to be.  He said that he knew who I am and who I used to be in a previous life(from his spirits)but he would not tell me because he understood that I wouldn't believe it or be comfortable with it because of my religion.  He said if anyone came for me that if I mentioned his name that they would leave me alone.  I thought it was all pretty weird, I knew he was leaving for good so we bid our farewell and I left. I felt a presence in my car on my 50 minute drive home (he lived out in the middle of nowhere), It felt just like a real person was sitting behind me, I don't know why but it frightened me so I cast the spirit out of the vehicle and it left immeiatly.
Shortly after the experience I had a detailed dream that felt more important than other dreams I had.  I will do my best to expain in words what I saw and felt.  I was in the dark, flashes of light like lightning attracted my attention and I came nearer to see a large man standing at a forge where he pounded and shaped a piece of metal.  Each hammer blow shot a spray of golden sparks.  A feeling came that explained the meaning of what I was seeing.  I was the piece of metal and I was being shaped for a purpose but I had to go through fire and the forging process.  I next  saw the man carefully putting inscriptions on the blade of the sword he had forged, carefully put an edge, and honing it until it was very sharp.  I next felt that even after a usefull tool is formed that it must also be refined and perfected to fulfill it's purpose.  There weren't any other pictures, just the strongest feeling of peace and love that I have ever felt.  I woke up and went through the dream I had several times.
 I was just reflecting on  things that have happened in my life.  I have spent a couple of hours on a couple of days reading posts on this site and I thought that some of the members might have some insight into things that have happened and about my dream.  I look forward to heaaring from you.
cmt

The pineal gland is located at the uppermost back part of the brainstem; right before it transitions to the Diencephalon.  Put your right index finger on the bridge of your nose just below your eyes.  Put your left index finger on your head just behind the middle of your ear.  If you draw imaginary lines to connect the two; where they meet is where it should be.

There have been a lot of great posts on this forum, especially by RJA.  I have taken a couple of years to volunteer as a missionary in the Philippines.  I grew up in the United States, I wasn't rich but never really had to worry about having food to eat or clothes to wear.  I was used to our culture and way of doing things which I viewed as being superior.  I won't go into all the details to spare you the reading.  I learned a lot by doing, and sometimes there are other ways equally as good to do things.  I could have read a book about it and intellectually understood, but it isn't the same.  Love.  Look at everything, accept it good and bad.  Be a part of the solution to the worlds' problems and mankinds weaknesses.

I haven't ever met anyone who has levitated, but I have read about it in some books written by different yogi.  The author claimed to be over a hundred years old and he looked in his mid 60's in the picture I saw.  I don't know if it is real, but if it is, the book claimed that to attain such control and skill takes close to a lifetime to develop.[?]  Oh well.  Good luck.

I have a program called memory optimizer.  It teaches basic theory of how the mind works and how to effectivly remember things.  I am kind of busy packing up my houshold to move, but if you are interested, I am more than willing to elaborate on different ideas the program has, and the how to.  You may also be able to find it at your local library.  The program is produced by Learning Strategies Corporation.  Good Luck.

The circles under my eyes have gone away when I consistantly practice Qigong.  I use Spring Forest Qigong, which focuses on healing.
I have read that circles under your eyes relates to a lack of kidney energy, not just a lack of nutrition and sleep.  I'm not sure, but other energy work could help too.
I think all the posts made are valid and I wish you luck in your quest for health.

When I lived on the West Coast and now that I live on the East Coast I tune in to 790 AM and it usually airs after 10:00 P.M.
I think the link to their website is your best bet.

I think a reason many people struggle with a preoccupation with sex is because they have placed intense emotional energy against sex (except in a few circumstances).  Whether they understand it or not, subconciously there is a strong opposite emotional energy fixating on sex.  Let go of the opposite energies and there is peace. (Sedona Method)
I don't really know enough about Free Masonry to say anything about the site, but I get a weird feeling like it is way off the mark.  I didn't really see any humor in it.

btw  I am cmt.  I send you all my greetings and look forward to getting to know you all.  I am interested in learning what you believe and practice.