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Hello,

Im back, its been a while.

Im looking for someone with experience A.P.ing, that speaks Spanish.

If you are the one let me know 

Thank You Xanth

hi,

I have been using visualization to try to A.P.

"I visualize that my consciousness is 'transferred" into a astral vessel and from there I go into a room and in that room there is a door which leads me to the astral, and I keep flying towards the end of that hallway, towards a light..."

Using that visualization I can get to feel little sparks of vibrations, or electricity from my knee and below, and some times in my left arm too.

Could I get any advice which would help me to move forward in this process?

Thank You

yeah, there is also a very powerful meditation using that merkabah shape, they say that is one of the must powerful  among the sacred shapes...

has anyone thought about that "we may all look at the same object, but in our own eyes the object has a different color and it is still the same object, independent"? <.<!

The Kybalion, Libel Thot

lucky lol

thanks Contenteo again!!

i have been in SP before and its nothing compare to when im in F12 (i think <.<!) because i can still move my body if i wish and my bones get kind of stiff (which i think it means that im not totally relaxed).

i get the muscle twitching, kind of feel the blanket, and sometimes "feel like i ran out of air" and then i take a deep breath, among other things.

i have been noticing myself during my last phasing sessions, and when im trying to AP and i have notice that while "im away from my body" i kind of tense my back a bit, and front head, so im working on those things.

i believe that while im trying to AP i have been jumping steps and changing their order a bit, so i want to make sure that im going through every basic step correctly.

Thanks Xanth

Hello,

so the other night i was trying a method i found about reaching SP, its just keeping your eyes open until they start closing by themselves and then you just open then right when you are falling asleep, and what this is suppose to cause you is SP still being awake.

i tried, and during the last minutes that i was trying it, right before i would fall asleep, my eyes closing, and i would be drifting into sleep, right there i could felt a small "electrical" discharge on my spine, but it was not so electrifying, but it felt like it.

is that how conscious sp feels like before it paralyses you?

i not sure, because i was dreaming and lately as it was just now too when i wake up its like i am conscious that im dreaming and i can see the last scene, the last second of the dream like some kind of picture, and i havent even open my eye or move my body, i just kind of awake (in the dream) there in the last second and that pic stays in my mind vividly, but i cant do much from there :\

today too 1/4 i was trying to sleep but i couldnt and the same happend when i felt asleep and woke up at some time, didnt move but i didnt try to focus on the last scene of the dream, i tried to grab that thought in my head that makes me almost separate and i did it, and grabbed a couple of times but i dont know it was i wide awake or not when i was pulling myself out from my body from my back, imagine that my astral body was moving in and out to stimulate it and then when i grabbed the thought in my head i heard the buzzing sound there was when i some how i dont know its confusing if i was awake or asleep because it was so weird and vivid half of astral body head, chest, stomach and my arm to the elbow where out and trying to get away from the body but i couldnt keep the thought that makes the buzzing sound in my head (it a thought in my head that makes me hear the buzzing sound, as well as vibrate, its something inside my head, i havent understand it yet)

then i tried the Hemi Sync and got relax to the point where i couldnt feel my fingers and tried to be inside of a vessel i wanted to be inside that vessel until i started feeling my body to be pull from the right, felt my head and body kind of moving in circles in the same point, but i couldnt distract myself from the physical enough when i started feeling to be pulled :\ but hey, now i know the intent, i have to keep working on keeping away my awareness from my physical body as much as i can.

i lay down on my bed for a while to take a nap, and put on Condicion D, Journeys O.O.B.E. and i already know what it does to my body,

but this time when i woke up i kept my eyes close (lately i keep my eyes close when i wake up <.<! idk why) and saw like a house in the

woods in front of the blackness of my eyes, and then when i tried to focus on the image, it started fading away <.<!

i dont know why but i keep getting "the last image of my dreams, when i wake up", and stays in the blackness, i have try to go back to

the dream but havent get lucky enough to go back... for now 

yeah, i live near Rochester and here there is barely snow xDDD history season.

there is a place were you can try the machine... but you may have to traaaaaaaaaaaaveeeeeeeeeel

RICHARDS, CHARLES, Ph.D.

CA San Diego, Encinitas
USA
Tel +1 760/715/7715

drchas@me.com

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ok, i think i keep making progress, i just tried, and at some point when imagine a place i just felt like my chest and arms were heavy and suddenly while desiring to be (like "i want to be there so bad") in that place i just felt like my left arm was being pull like my left was some kind of clay.
^

is that the intent.!?!

i was using Hemi Sync Condition D

and repeating the mantra, i keep hearing that voice but then i realize that that voice is mine but it sounds like the old guy that sings the mantra xDDD after getting into F12,

i kind of lost track of time again, then i was idk where i was but suddenly i snapped out of it and desired to sleep

put my self in my position to sleep, lay down on my stomach. while in my mind repeating the mantra (if i may APm you never know) , had a crazy dream, woke up probably 5 or 10 minutes later, couldnt remember too much of it (but lately since i started using the mantra im dreaming in 1st person).

, stayed in the same position and then i tried to trigger that thing in my ears that makes me vibrate, i did.

i dont know who to explain it, it something like a though that i grab to it in my mind, but is not a word, its something, and when i think of it makes me feel the vibrations and the buzzing sound, feel pressure in my ear.

ok, im gonna let myself go.

do you live in the USA?

  DMT, remember that the pineal gland produces DMT

i keep dreaming in first person since i started "thinking that being awake is to be dreaming" and "being dreaming is to be awake" or perhaps is something else that is cause that effect...

we would have a clue if you would had peek inside of the apartment, lol

ok, i think i keep making progress, i just tried, and at some point when imagine a place i just felt like my chest and arms were heavy and suddenly while desiring to be (like "i want to be there so bad") in that place i just felt like my left arm was being pull like my left was some kind of clay. so that the intent.!?!

i think i have seen it before, but not sure, i may be confusing it... 

it looks like a bit like the alchemy symbol of 'Still' but it cant be...

what does that symbol mean?, i think i have seen it before probably in math...

ok,

now im trying with the first method that got me to the vibrational state: the mantra "faraon", and so far its making me vibrate from my feet to the knees.

the vibrations are not so strong, the are like kind of sparks.

i found out a way to increase the vibes but not to the point where they are very strong, beside i need them to keep going up my body.

also i noticed that if i imagine that from my knee to my feet i move that part out of my physical body the vibes stop until i put the astral limbs back into the physical body again.

im going to keep trying until they cover me.

any suggestions?

idk but for some reason now when im phasing i kind of lose track of time "while phasing time is low (but i feel that there is no time)" but in the real world it goes faster.

Also some times when i get into F12 or F21 i can focus very well, and my concentration becomes butter, im focusing and suddenly im wondering in my head like i was drunk or something, that state keeps annoying me because i cant exactly control it without fighting it.

it happend to me just a couple of days ago, i AP from LD and i was there next to my bed, i know your problem, for some reason i cant focus enough to maintain myself stable afte APing from the LD.

but the thing about what im telling you is that keeping the idea in mind of keeping alive the dream in a ball while you hang around in astral is that "part of you is dreaming" but not your APing double you "APing double is fine".

Once i was trying to put my self into a thought form, and it was actually working but i didnt know that i was working xDDD because i got REM every time i was transferring myself into the thought form, and i thought that the rapid eye movement wouldnt not let me AP into the thought form, but then two days later i found out that i just had to ignore the REM until i was successfully into the thought  form vessel. Since them i have been wondering how would it feel to be inside one of my thought forms bodies xDDD two head in one body xDD.

yeah, just let the voices, images, and mini dreams to happen while you stare at the blackness infront of your eyes