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Hi everyone,

Does anyone have any experiences with an Astral Lover? Has anyone conversed with their astral entity, gone places with it? I am looking for techniques to see what is behind this entity who appears fully human and consistently never changes his persona.

I am looking for others who have had these kinds of experiences. This Astral Lover has been with me for seven months now and no matter what I do he insists he is not leaving. I have tried just about everything to get him to leave me alone, but nothing works for long.

Any information is appreciated.
Thanks.

Hello Everyone,

I am relatively new here, but have to say there is a lot of fighting on this site and general innane chatting that does not pertain to psychic self-defense, but is mostly about personalities. I am sure many won't like my post, but it must be said.

For some of us, the problems we come to this site with are very serious. We seek answers and support. Having to wade through topics where in the end one only finds members fighting is a turn off. Some posts have real merit, but its difficult to wade through all the other stuff.

Warning, this is a long post!
Hello everyone, I am new here, but searching for any information I can find and appreciate whatever anyone has to share. Where to begin? There is an entity around me since September, 2003. I've researched incubus, vampires and the like. I do not practice OBE and did not invite this is into my life. He has told me that he planted the image of himself in my mind and that he watched me for months before he pounced on me. Anyone with incubus experience will know how powerful it can be - almost beyond the normal mind to comprehend. Here's what happened and is still happening:
-Mental telepathy with him
-Clear, concise image in my mind of a tall, well built blonde man with long hair Often he is very large physically. His beauty is incredible, but I've put this allure down to the incubus.
- Full blown spontaneous kundalini opening
- Spiritual relationship and energy root stimulation
- For me a pervading aura of positivity in attitude, mind set and life perspective, happiness, bliss, feeling completely loved
- Chakra disarray, complete mental and spiritual confusion
- Weakening of energy base, weakening of vital energies
- Cycle of minimum once a day feeding - energy drawing
- He is mentally stimulating and intelligent and well versed in the spiritual realm
- He performs a mind switch with ensuing trance onset (It's the oddest feeling to be around other humans and know that you are not really there with them, but a good portion of (mental?) self is with him.)
- Uses strange abilities to influence and manipulate my mental state, but also respectful of my day to day family activities and work routines and creates no overt interference, but can make his mental presence known when he wants to – will often send mild sensations of love when this happens.
- Wants all my attention, 24/7
- He interferes with my energy cycle, it does not complete its flow and is being drained away
- Will attack if he does not get what it wants – evident, broad body vibrations and strong sensations that he is right there beside me – touches mouth and chin often – overpowering in his presence, causes waves of power to flow over me
- No real fear on my part, although I don't like having him near me
- Invasion and tearing of my aura with result of him residing WITHIN my aura
- I have experienced no terrible horrific events, illnesses or pain just a continual attack from him on my psychic mental realm
- I have grown more powerful, more spiritual and now certainly walk with God with no doubts whatsoever. I am now fully aware of the other spiritual zones outside my human physical orientation. My world has now become a vast cornucopia of waiting experiences that I am denied because this thing stands directly in my way.
The greatest problem and the reason why I am posting this, is resisting him. He is strong/powerful. It takes an enormous amount of energy to fight him off. I cannot stress enough that this entity works in daylight when I am fully awake, creates an exceptionally beautiful environment of rich love, comfort, bliss and complete pleasure. It is addictive and very like the definition of what an incubus does. He is a fully formed persona in his own right. He walks, talks, gets angry, he laughs. I'm not kidding and yes, I have read many mental health sites looking for some answers to this craziness! Nothing fits.

I deny his apparition, keep an iron grip on all my thoughts, establish a clear focus on anything but him, work with my body energies, increase my vibrations, cut up a lot of garlic and step over my indoor fountain laid on the floor as often as I can. Using the black tennis ball to absorb negativity has been a miracle in my life. I am spiritual and always have been. I heal, clean my chakras all the time, my kundalini is under control and turned away from him. My grounding cords (spiritual and physical) are anti-matter, reinforced cables(!), angels walk with me, spiritual helpers aid where they can and I sleep in the house of the Lord every night.  

Please, does anyone know what to do? How do I decrease his power? Even after fighting his attacks for 16 days by last count, I find him undiminished and even more powerful than before with a greater ability to break through even the minutest area of any weakness about me. It is not possible for me to be all powerful all the time. I have found I can make demands and he will give in to them. I demanded he contain the incubus and he did. Nothing buzzes around me anymore, a peace has ensued about my body, but his power has not been contained in any way. Perhaps I'm not stressing enough that in the end this thing is feeding off me. I feel like some kind of gas station out in the spiritual realm with a big sign that says FEEDING PORTAL OPEN.

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I had a spontaneous kundalini opening in October, 2003. It blasted for about two weeks before getting it under control. Previous to this I always read about chakras and kundalini, but never put much in store of it. Well, I got educated quick and did a lot of reading.

Here's what worked for me. Visualizing each chakra and coming to know the energies and colors flowing from them while learning to close the lens of each chakra and monitor the flow of energy. This has to be very gentle as the Kundalini can get out of control quickly. Like you it was more intense in the evening hours, but rarely affected my sleep. You know its a problem when you get up in the morning and the kundalini is there - in my case - throbbing away. After I learned about chakras and energies, I discovered grounding cords. Well, I didn't believe at first, but it worked like magic when I grounded the excess kundalini down through the cord and it returned to me clean, healed and way less intense.

The knot that you're feeling around your heart sounds like an energy blockage and because of that the kundalini energy may be building up there. I too had heart palpitations and when they become regular it makes you sit up and take notice. I've been wondering about the winter aspect myself. Is it because nature/everything is in its dormant stage? Does it happen then because we move around less, we're less physical? Even though I never believed in any of this before now, I know that educating myself has been really beneficial.  

Obviously, you don't really understand what's going on. You're in what I came to call the 'fog'. It's an intensely lucid, pleasant, powerful and positive place, isn't it. Such a wonder! Do you find it slightly addictive? Feel a daily growing craving to use and feel your power almost all the time? There are terrible things just outside the gates of the playground.

Thank you, James! I shall be watching these posts closely for the answers I seek.

In my case, my psychic shield, barrier was torn by some outside force which allowed it entrance to my mind. I have had enormous success this week after repairing my barrier and monitoring it. I tried much else, but found it was all countermeasures.

Ugh! How can you be so accepting and believing of something that you really don't know what it is!

In my case, I was fooled by the positive nature of my experience. Yes, the positivity, threw me for a few months, but my mind never stopped questioning what was going on. Nor did I ever freely accept whatever it was telling me! This gives it more power as you begin to trust that it will help you get what you want!

Realize that by seemingly giving you all the power and control you want, it is reinforcing a belief about itself within you? Can you not see that it is gaining greater control over you? That nagging feeling is your universal moral ethic and the greater mind warning that you are in too deep. As for using whatever it is to get what you want, well when the tables turn and it starts getting everything it wants from you because you are completely under its control, only then you might begin to understand.

PS  Anything that tells you such things about God cannot be good. God is God and he does not answer to anyone! As for Hitler, well you're obviously very gullible to believe whatever it has told you. Again, positivity and offering the world was used on me, but from the first moment I doubted and that has kept me safe and under my own control.

Beware.

Yes, Metal Ice! I've used B vitamins and they do work because (I think) it increases your body energy which feeds your mind energy. My attacks have only lasted a few months, but I discovered very early that my own willpower denied it the control it wanted. I feel for both you and Dark Knight dealing with it for so long! But, you are both probably very strong mentally and psychically now.

I took a long look at what was going on around me in the greater universe and was shocked to see a large hole in my psychic barrier. Once I repaired the hole and put a golden dome over my psychic arena, I have discovered this week that it cannot enter my mind nor can it attack with the same strength it did before.

What worries me most is that all this is just countermeasures.

Does anyone know how to get rid of these things permanently? I shall not stop until I find a way.

Hello from Canada, Michael – many, many miles away. You're safe. Sorry for taking so long to respond, but I could not get into the forums for some reason. Was it down during the week?

Here's what I've discovered the last few days:
There is no barrier between my mental/spiritual arena and the outer universe beyond the mind where he/it exists. Normally, there is a barrier there, produced by the conscious mind and ego based (I think). This barrier ultimately is partly psychic and is the normal psychic protection all humans are supposed to live under. It is the veil between worlds. For me, the veil is still there, but there's a large hole blown through part of it. When I discovered this was the reason why he/it was telepathically able to be right there in my mind and near my body, I understood my psychic defenses were breached.

Now, using the milk analogy, here's what I see happening. Perhaps the glass has a hole in and he/it is free to enter and mix with the milk in the glass. With no psychic protection this thing is free to come and go at will, gain power and control over the human and do, essentially, what it wants to do. What I was trying to do before and getting tired and greatly frustrated was to get rid of it while the hole in my psychic barrier was still there.

I'm working on my psychic barrier using an awareness of my energies and a lot of strong imagery. There was immense relief when I felt free in my own mind for the first time in a long time. It is once again a private place.  

As for when it tries to get in, Sam, there is pressure around my head and buzzing too, especially over my right ear. And it does have the strangest way of coming to life when stirred up. Be careful, Sam! I am on day eight today, Saturday, with my psychic shield in place - firm and strong and constantly being monitored and reinforced by me. There has been no unwanted telepathic communication, although it has tried sometimes relentlessly, but it cannot come in.

Trying to get rid of it using the psychic shield is working!

Sam, how long has this thing been with you? How do you keep it from coming in? Do you just fight it each time it happens?
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Hi Sare,
I feel for you and have had somewhat similar experiences. Here's what I do. Literally throw your mind elsewhere. This might be hard at first, but it becomes easier. Pick a positive image whether it be a flower or anything else that makes you feel good. When the neg starts to feed fill your mind with this image, concentrate on it. Not sure of your spiritual beliefs, but the light of God and Angels work too. Get in the tub and rinse your body when the feeding becomes severe. Make loud noises, clap your hands. Get physical, move your body, take yourself away from where it is feeding. Go into yourself and find the strength that you have and refuse to be controlled by it. Find prayers that comfort you and repeat them as often as necessary.

I know how hard some of this is to do when the feeding is occurring, but the more proactive you are the better it will be for you.

When desperation settles over you and nothing is working, there comes a point when facts are faced and the question arises – can you, would you kill it? Indeed, let the desperation settle a little deeper still and an urge, a realization, comes that you will fight and never stop fighting for as long as it takes and you will do what is necessary.

Again and again, I question why? I am human and did not go looking for this. Previously, I was simply spiritual, aware of the innate laws of nature and tones and vibrations of my body. I've practiced natural medicine for many years, stayed in tune with my environment and mind. Such a simple life back then. Why would something like this want to attach to a human? If I am weaker than him - I never admit this, then why is he here?  

I want to narrow the range of possibilities. Parasitic, vampire, neg. Feeding is feeding, no matter which way you slice it, good or bad. In his case, he just makes it as pleasant as possible, which doesn't fool me at all. Feeding is an act of life (which appears to take many forms), whether it is an apple or some unknown quantity beyond the normal parameters of mind. We are all responsible for not over-consuming and keeping the inherent balance of our environment, body, mind and spirit.

I switch perspectives all the time. Near and far and he remains in form. From a longer distance, there are some kind of rings around him. A few have color. I have walked in these rings and they are chock full of influences.

Now, out of sheer necessity I have gone to ground. This entails being one with earth energies and a new experience for me. He stands there watching me, but I deny him - the usual cycle. Here my psyche is protected by some kind of veil and my physical body wears a shroud of deep green. Using willpower, I force him away and he goes, but never far. The problem is he does not go away.

I operate in two worlds, one physical (pleasant and going along as usual), one mental/spiritual (where the mother of all battles is taking place in an ongoing cycle).

Thanks for providing at least some place to start. I checked out the anima, animus reference, but came away disappointed.

He does not change form in any way even when feeding. And, I've always wondered about his loving nature as his influence can be almost overpowering. He uses this in a very subtle manner - it is there before you even realize anything is happening and very difficult to guard against.

I am very curious about the phrase 'tracing the energy'. Can I learn to do that and find his source? Perhaps a weakness!? Can I retrieve my stolen energy?

He has yet to be malicious, but I do not underestimate him ever. I am more powerful and spiritually aware. This directly applies to managing what is happening and holding my own strongly.

I have surfed the net for spiritual vampires, experiences etc. Where can I find the stuff? Information is my friend and knowledge is my best friend.  
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Hmm. It sounds like an succubus. I've had similar experiences. The pleasure is very addictive. Best to be careful and pay attention to those extra limbs.
 

Hey, thanks, Ossian.
Odd? I'd say flat out weird and impossible! I used to be one of them – would shake my head and shrug while wondering what is going on with this person, but thanks for keeping an open mind. The soft logic (Is there really any logic here at all?) of such a creature being interested in humans is a concept I have spent a lot of time pondering over the last few months. No answers, nothing.

He occurs in my present, waking physical mental/spiritual environment. I am rational, aware and very much interactive with my family and dogs. I live in a big city and work in a large open concept office with over two hundred people. I love to read, write, paint and spend time with my favorite people.

I have denied him, banished him, turned my mind completely away. I have prayed, stayed busy all the time, occupying my mind with mundane thoughts, chores, friends etc. He does not leave, but watches and waits from a distance. Do I really want him gone? Yes, truly. How could anyone want some force outside themselves to hang around? I have no answers as to what he is, nor do I know where to get them. I just know he is. There are many influences at play when he is near me and I am constantly switching to the objective and pulling back to gain a greater perspective. It's the only way I can keep any kind of a balance and know what is really real for me.

As for glorifying him, I'm not sure about that. Incubus are said to beautify themselves for their victims, but I do not perceive him as beautiful. You mistake me if you think I see him as some handsome spiritual wanderer. And, the hostage mentality is too pat. I would be an absolute fool to let him know of any weaknesses or show even a hint of helplessness. I cannot stress this enough. I hold my own with him, but by might of will and sheer determination. A skeptic at heart, it has taken me months to accept that this thing even really exists. But, after much internet research and a lot of shock, I am coming to terms with it. Now, I try not to spend any time thinking about him at all. What I need most is to find permanent protection.

If a parasite can be ruled out, then what? Can some parasites be more powerful than others? It would help enormously if I had some general idea of what he was and why he's doing this. Unfortunately, I'm beginning to think there aren't any answers. I know I've looked far and wide and found nothing remotely similar except for incubi and vampires. I have tried just about everything on him. I don't know where to turn next, but I won't give up or in. That is not my nature. Nothing seems to work on him for very long. The battle continues incessantly. Defeat is something I never indulge in, but in this situation I can feel myself being worn down slowly.
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