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Thanks Lionheart. I greatly appreciate your input. I need to work on those fears, I have been trying with binaural beats and I do feel that they help. It is as I've read here before, a matter of perseverance and as you say getting rid of fears.

Will keep reporting process as it comes!

Hello to all. New here but have been reading your posts for a while. Finally decided to actively participate
I've been trying to have a conscious OBE for years unsuccessfully. I recently began trying again and I am determined.

Anyway, I want to share what happened the other night but I also want to maybe get some input from anyone willing to give it.
I'm generally trying at night although I find it hard to completely relax at night, lots of outside noises (cars, etc) but I am usually successful up to a point. I'm pretty sure I reach Focus 10 frequently, at times I stop feeling my physical body and I feel it will happen any second...I suddenly have trouble breathing and get nervous and the whole thing just falls apart of course. However, two nights ago after trying for a while I got frustrated and just turned around and fell asleep. Only to be awakened by a strong vibration and popping sounds in my ears (I've felt this before but ALWAYS get scared)...this time part of me was letting go and part of me was terrified. I think I ended up falling asleep laying on my side...but what is interesting is that it came a moment where I felt, actually, felt/saw my body (astral) being pulled upwards and it felt amazing. I was suddenly running outside my apartment, it was VERY lucid, very clear. I thought I might be projecting though not entirely aware (started feeling less clear and vivid after a moment) so I jumped and noticed I could fly. So I flew into a neighbor's apartment and I was staring at someone in bed and the guy wakes up and says "Whose there?"..but he seemed very groggy to me..weird.

Something happened after that because I remember feeling scared and willing myself back to my body. So I woke up.

I haven't been able to replicate the buzzing/vibrating since nor have I been able to project again..if that in fact was what I did. Among other things I have my doubts because even though it felt amazingly clear and vivid at one point...something in me new I was not fully conscious. Also, I have no idea who the guy I saw was.

That's my story so far. Just wanted/needed to share.
I tend to get nervous once the slight vibrations start or I get to Focus 10 and then snap out of it. Another thing that happens is my eyes just open by themselves, even though I feel Im very close...so that's confusing because I must not be relaxed if my eyes are opening.
Anyway, enough, thanks for listening/reading. Any input, advice or greeting would be greatly appreciated!

Cheers.

M