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quote:He is smoking the green stuff I sent to him as well as ingesting the blue stuff.

How weird?!?! I thought that it was more fun to smoke the blue stuff and digest the green stuff. Oh well.

Hey all.
I am the "girlfriend" as azrael so wonderfully put it. [] Things have been getting worse lately. I am quite confused and scared about what seems to be happening to me. I have trouble talking about it to anyone, even azrael, because most of my eposides I hardly remember. I have been feeling really weird lately, like something is terribly wrong, but I can't explain it and no one understands. My dream/hallucinations have become more and more real. I don't want anyone to worry about me, but I am really scared...can anyone help?

You have to be kidding me. Everybody knows this is a crock. You can not "channel" God. Things just don't work that way. If you want people to take you seriously on this site then maybe you should be serious. If you have things to say about issues, then say them, but don't pretend about stuff and mislead people. Okay?

I am not going to say that I see into the future, but I will say that during my OBE experiences I see things that I either want to come true, or that I KNOW will come true. More than this though...I have been able to FEEL when something important is going to happen. Not just minor feelings but major heart-stopping emotions about it. Most times it really hurts. Do other people get the same feelings or is this just me?

I totally agree that the Matrix Trilogy is one of the best. If you really like the movies you should read the link that no_leaf_clover put up. It is long, but really worth reading. I had no idea that there was so much symbolism in the movie. I found it very interesting about all the names and what they mean. Like Neo (anagram of the "One") and Morpheus (Greek God Of Dreams). I found it helpful in deeply understanding the movie also.

I was born into a Lutheran Family. Not avid by any means, but none the less we went to church fairly regularly. I went to Sunday school and then to Confirmation classes. By the time that I got confirmed...I was really wondering who I was doing this for. Me or my family? Sure, I believe in God. But, not the way that Christians believe in him. I do not believe that there is a "heaven" persay and I do not believe in half the stuff that the bible says. I do believe, however, that you can worship God in your own ways, that you do not need to stand up in an organized religous church to be a believer. Besides, organized religion is very misconstrued. And it has been from the beginning. I believe that church is another way to control the human race, and that is wrong. Scare tactics...like hell...are some of the reasons that I have turned away from the church.

It is great though, to read everybody's thoughts on this issue.

I also agree with Dark Knight. It seems as though "The One" could really be the creator, but most likely could be a spirit trying to impersonate God. This could be quiet dangerous though, if their intents are not the best. Adding on to what findtruth said, I also believe that "The Evil One" could be another spirit that wants to imitate the devil. (I don't believe in the devil either though, there may be an evil spirit like this, but nothing to the effect of what the christians believe.) I feel as though I have encountered some of these so called imitators of higher beings, though I can not remember.

P.S. azreal716, I feel as though I know you...or we have a past together...e-mail me sometime, I think we have things to talk about.