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haha!! Human mind>Technology

@Xanth I didn't understand, that's why I posted--and I guess I sounded naive. I have a better idea now though maybe you could explain your concept?

@Stillwater haha! thank you for your response, and no worries so do I. Just bein' a bit sarcastic. 

@Chaos Mage I'm sorry to hear that, I hope things improve for you. That's interesting what you mention about black magic. I think my witch friend is a bit naive to his power, I guess I could be wrong though. You never really know anyone. We've gotten closer though and I think most of the negative energy I was feeling was being projected from myself--I was a bit out of touch. I can see clearer now that certain loose ends in my life have been tied and I've gotten further along in my meditation.

interesting imagine trained "electricity makers" that generated electrical energy through their physical body as an occupation.

haha thanks for the mockery 

yeah! ludicrous?

have any of you folks tried to charge a technological device with your energy? like a phone or a computer or even something smaller

hey AJDIN I have felt similar emotions in my own life. I think you're realizing something really important about a our race. humans can be really ignorant, they can also be really insecure. We're all flawed in our own ways. Seeing those flaws in a situational context seems hard to deal with for you because you seem to be coming from a more compassionate point of view. you also have to think about how you were only get a short glimpse into these peoples lives. They are whole beings and they probably feel very similar myriad of emotions as you. Everyone can get the wrong idea about someone by only seeing them act in one specific situation where they could have been feelings a large number of things. So just think about the fact that we all have flaws and sometimes they really come out and we really lose touch but also remember that we have an amazing capacity for compassion and understanding. In the end you can only control what end of the spectrum you wanna fall on and choose how you want to affect every person you ever meet, bringing out those same qualities in them. Letting yourself be brought down by others peoples actions will only hold you back from truly embodying what you believe!

I do blink and I think I am still able to remain concentrated! Probably because blinking is so mindless and unnoticeable. But I've only done this once and I didn't go into a deep meditative state or anything, just experienced some cool visuals.

Very interesting! It was a bit of an uncomfortable feeling at times, so I definitely prefer the eyes closed meditation. Is there a difference in effectiveness of these two methods? I imagine I'd look a little odd laying there with my eyes open exploring another focus of reality 

@NoY I will have to try that!

Thanks

Hey folks, so today I tried meditating with my eyes open. It was an interesting experience but I'm not sure what was going on. Let me try and explain what was happening. I laid on my back and chose a point on the ceiling to focus. My eyes stayed fixed on this point, not staring and still blinking but completely focused. After about 15 seconds of focus the ceiling and my tapestry on the ceiling seemed as if they were moving in a shimmery wavy sort of way. Then new colors started appearing like an orange red glow around the edges of the tapestry and other random colors that were sort of hard to make out. My visions would sometimes go a little blurry or foggy and sometimes completely blurry. It was hard to maintain focus. I was able to continue for about 5 minutes. Does anyone know what was going on here?

anyone know what this number can symbolize? what does it mean to see it everywhere ?

I'm an extremely empathetic person, and I think that's where my anxiety is manifesting from.

Could you guys offer suggestions on how to become selective when it comes to energy? How to recognize different energies (negative positive)?

Me too, I think it was a "feeling" he had..i'm so unsure about anything regarding witches or "natural born witches"

What do you all know about witches? I know one, he never talks about it but he told me when he was in 3rd or 4th grade he realized he was a witch and people made fun of him for it. He says he just doesn't tell anyone/talk about it anymore. Anyway, I don't know..I feel that his energy effects mine very negatively. When we get stoned (alone together or with others) I get intense anxiety--I suppose because pot weakens your aura--and I feel he is just sending me negative energy. When I'm sober I feel nothing of the sorts. This could just be me dreaming it up in my own head. I don't know anything about his practice and was hoping you could all help me understand what's going on.

Anxiety has been a topic of interest for me for quite a while. How do you all think anxiety (in the form of increased heart rate, fear of doom, sweating, etc.) relates to the energy body?

Could it be caused by the presence of a negative energy or is it more likely self manifested?

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My names Leigha, previously beanster back with a new account hello all.