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Yea  I should have also is there anyway not to have your heart racing so fast?

After months of being away due to college things I wen't and read Xanth's book and it was straight forward and to the point so I try'd just laying down and breathing not thinking about meditating but just sleeping and relaxing then noticing reaching the point that I started to feel like my entire body's turning(during the entire time my heart is racing) and then I just woke up should have I rolled over after that?

There are two dreams tittle says it all.


1st Dream: Was in a Muslim populated area I was with my big sister at the time in a store then she turned into some old man with a turban. And told me not to tell anyone then after awhile my childhood friends older sister was giving the turban man a ride on a bike so I went out side and stopped and thought to my self wait... isn't right this is my house and area but different and thought  I'm dreaming? But something quickly denied it and I moved on. Later there was this hill with mist I had to pass by I went into it one girl then fell I quickly caught her but lost my footing and fell taking others down with me. We brushed it off and continued we then got into a town filled with people I met a familiar lady I felt I met her before I saw the girl with the bike then go into this build through a hole but it quickly closes. The lady then showed me how to open it "you bang the top then pull" but was still to fast for me so i went around and droped my bike. When i walked around i looked back and see several people holding my bike up taking it away i confront them and all but one runs away we argued it was a girl my size for some reason we found we were the same age and stopped fighting.
End.

2: It was morning I was in a city right at the start I knew it was a dream so I said to my self I could fly so when concentrating i began to float up higher and stopped my self then flew faster then landed. I then asked for my guide to help me told them I'm now aware she answers a dark skin girl with light brown hair and dark brown eyes was a hologram showing from the waist up. She answers "Its about time I called you like 58 times" me "Sorry". While talking to her i see these two males walking up to me she told me there names but I forgot them we talked I was handed a manual about this. They were showing me around the area and somehow we ending up near my house a couple blocks away and it was dark we then hanged out on a stair cased area. I was given a starter pack with items I look at the other side of the street only to see a friend of mine with another group of people I don't know why but I could not get it out of my head. Then there was a police officer with a flash light checking the area my friend and her group was gone then the guys were talking about some portal and another world that they need to take me to but before that I woke up.

Well that was weird I stopped writing down my dreams for awhile but this one I had to and I will push to write more down and not be lazy

August 4,2012

Well this was the new topic of the news that reached Canada and i think its messed up so here is the article if you don't know about it.

http://miami.cbslocal.com/2012/05/26/miami-police-confrontation-men-leaves-1-dead-1-hurt/

Yea that happened to me as well I just made a gmail and pow got it in a second 

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Yea it is and Yesterday when me and my friends went dress shopping while others were trying on clothing I was siting down watching there stuff in this single seat couch and then I felt this force grab me around my waist and tugged me and then nothing what was that o-o?

It feels like the the sky is bluer and the grass more greener more peaceful and life feels like its to good to be true that i'm dreaming anyone else feel like that? since I started with meditation and recalling my dreams.

I'm so in this awesome idea.

No its more mild feeling, I will keep practicing and nice lion hope I can make it xP.

Thanks and if you have any info or expriences post away :3.

btw I was listening to a binural beat newport waves and after abit I felt heavy like my feet were cyinder blocks and could not move it but felt my feet shape o-o then after a bit I felt like I was geting no were and stoped D:. I'm I geting anywere with this?

Well I've read a couple of post and have now changed my intent from freely exploring into helping lost souls I think its awesome and have now found new motivation to practising and will try out new methods.

black void? O-o

I love the chorus :O nice voice.

Ah oK I get it xD well then I have no worries thanks for the info

What and who gave you the right to be the all knowing big whoop you wen't through things others had it worse but do they wish the earth to be gone? no and i'm not saying this is at all possible but if it were that would cause chaos to those who have no idea about the planes so just get a chill pill i'm not ready to leave earth o-o

Do you get to chose or it just happens?

Wow that's to harsh I don't barley go to the mosk simply because its to far and no time :O guess my parents are OK with it.

Hey you learn something new everyday huh, well fundemetalist islam is new o-o but if you have you're own ideas and what you want to do does not matter to others but you're self the more you let them push you the harder you'll go down.

Hmm really now i'll be glad to experience it then oh and is the astral really the afterlife I recently just read that in someones post :O

Well that's to bad but at lest you could tell them what you're interested in, but I would not even dream to.

Yea and recently I have been remembering more of my dreams when ever I tell my self to remember it before sleep. Also when meditating i feel this pressure on the middle of my forehead and it comes and goes during these last days D:

Yea I've been reading every thing here so now when I try to ap i'll have no worries about monsters getting me and thanks.

17 for now :O
got interested into aping from insidious at 16.

omg I been trying to make an account for days after making several emails I said wait let me make a gmail this time. Then bam it worked yay well anyway hello o-o people i have found out about aping from a scary movie insidious o-o and I was like that would be cool and checked it out and found out it was real o-o. that was like when I was 16 now a year later I started meditating and really want to try it now :3 so hello to all and hope to lean more ^^.