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If yes, then...  what do you think about it?

Hi Mister Jingo

I highly recommend this book:

http://www.erowid.org/library/books/dmt_spirit_molecule.shtml

human body.   It is naturally released upon Death, or in near-death experiences.  I am fascinated with this, as I am of the belief that with the proper techniques, we can learn to "pop open the pineal" and have free-flowing DMT...

hmmm... my greatest weakness would be self-indulgence, which translates sometimes into lack of will power.  Another way of saying this, may be "knowing better than I do"...

Graphic Designer.  

huh.  

Thanks Lola.  

Interesting that this is a common blockage for those who think too much...  I DEFINITELY think "too much"...

I think (haha) I'll look into qi-gong.

Very cool.  Thanks for sharing!

Do they provide the code that allows you to program this?  I'm in the midst of learning Flash, and something like this would be awesome to create!

thanks, joya

Yes.

Do you?  

hmmm...  no suggestions, eh?  

Here's an interesting thing that happened regarding all this (the neck stuff) this past weekend, for any and all who decide to read this post again.

I finished up a certification class in Depth Hypnosis this weekend.  One of the practices was to work with other people in the class.  When one woman "took me down" to track what was on my throat, the instructor (and the woman, who is pretty advanced, much more than myself) picked up on an energetic attachment.  She then asked me (and of course I said yes) if I wanted to allow her to do a "depossesion" as I had seemlying somewhere along the way picked up, what some would call an entity, but she likes to refer to as an "energetic package".  So, apparently, this neck-throat thing was linked to an outside energetic influence.  I must admit, I do feel lighter in that area.  Interesting stuff...

joya

Well, for quite some time now...  like months, I've had a strange focus on this part of my body.  I don't know if this is related to energy work / energy raising ... but I can't see how it couldn't be.

It feel like so much pressure around my neck, and more specifically at the base of my skull.  I often find myself massaging (as best I can) my throat, and the muscles all along my neck -- with heavy pressure, the heavier the better.  Also it feel good when I grab the front of my throat and pinch it, almost like choking myself (I know that sound weird!) but not to the point of restricting air-flow, it is more like crunching the muscles, ligaments, or whatever it is that is around that area (guess I need to look up some anatomy to know really what I'm messing with here.)  And, when I'm with my current lover, I encourage him to grab my neck -- it's not sexually related (as in the whole affixiation / blockage of air that some people get off on) -- but it is more like I just want more pressure around my neck.

I feel like this tightness, blockage, whatever it is, is stopping the energy from flowing up my spine.  I know there is something also to do with the cerebral fluids or whatever...  because I could just press that little spot on the back of head, at the base of the skull, with as much pressure as I can... and it feels soooooo good...  but it is frustrating because I feel like on the brink of "popping" it wide open...

So...   has anybody else experienced anything like this???  Any suggestions on what I can do???

Any help, advice, techniques, etc. would be appreciated.  

thanks, joya

edited to add:  I know it sounds like I'm talking about two different areas, my neck and the base of my skull ...  but this happens around that entire area, and sometimes I want pressure around my throat, and other times the back of my head...   Anyway, just trying to clarify.

Hello All,

It's been a while since I've ventured around this way.

Just wanted to post a link to a very interesting website.  Typically, I am not a fan of just posting a link without more of an explanation, but I am at work and don't have time to elaborate... Plus, I am not sure exactly how to describe the information compiled here.

I have only begun to explore and read it, but the gist (as I gather) is that this is a pathway/structure/detail for creating a new global-spiritual paradigm. It is very informationally dense, but certainly intriguing. It reminds me actually of attempting to read some of Crowley's works, but more understandable and in-depth. As they claim this ... "results from thirty years of vigourous fission and fusion between the mathematical, geometrical and musical forces of Heaven and Earth."

It's bound to appeal to the mentally-driven (heh, almost said 'mentally challenged') folks like myself, no matter what belief structure you are coming from.

From what I gather: the "people" who wrote this are:

U S N I S A . L A B S [Intelligence Synthesis / O S G S]
A Reasoning Guidance System For Advanced Communications Networks

... how a bio spirit network life can reflect / achieve a balanced existence: transmitting activation code (genetic) through laser (fibre optic) via osgs driven media on the neuark of usnisa net . . . .


Now, this is a little over my head... but I think that they are re-framing (well, doing more than that actually) evolving human consciousness and spirituality in a new way of intellectualizing and communicating... comparable (and perhaps litterally using) the potential (and freedom of expression) that comes with a linking of minds, something that computer systems and programs (like the internet) are doing... but currently in a mundane way. Imagine the potential if there was a system that we could all "link into" via our consciousness, where there was a certain known order and framework involved. ... though I'm not quite sure if this is what they are ultimately trying for or not...

I have been reading a few "circuits" a week, as it takes some time to digest (and I now only have internet access at work, so I really should be working... heh heh)...

ANYWAY here is the link:

http://usnisa.org/cosmic_cube/mainmenu.html

Would love to hear what others have to say, think, etc.

peace, joya

hmmm... tried to post this earlier, but it didn't go through... trying it again...

You know, I do not appreciate (Frank and others) labeling people with different ideas as "younger" and therefore implying that WISDOM comes with age.  It seems that I see the same people posting their "I know better than you" or "you only believe this because you are young" opinions over and over.

So, to those who have said they have seen this sort of thing (prediction dates missed)... would you be so kind to provide specific examples?

I am a highly aware, highly intelligent (hehe, and not too-modest) 28  year old.  I have done the whole "new agey" thing -- and I too have been duped by sprititual preditors, who pretty much "raped" me on almost all levels (spiritually, psychologically, and most of all financially).  Yet, I have come through that time of exploration and learning even stronger and more intact.  I respect myself for still having the ability to mix reason with an open-mind, and to not be bitter or shattered by these experiences.  I consider myself WISE, despite the fact that I may be younger then some others here.

I do not push my beliefs on others, but I do offer my thoughts.  I try to do this in a non-offensive, non-namecalling way.  I would appreciate if others would do the same.    Would YOU like to post your ideas, in the nature of sharing, only to be called OLD and ridiculed???

peace, joya

Teomim,

I have also read about 2012, and quite frankly, I do believe something is going to happen.  As for the pole shift...  I am not sure if that is (to be?) a litteral occurence.  I do feel, however, that 2012 is the approximate date that which the vibrational "prison" we humans have been locked in will be broken.  Meaning that by then, enough people will have "awoken" and stepped into their full power as creative beings.  Now, whether natural catyclismic disasters will happen... could be.   I wouldn't doubt it.  

I understand why other people scoff and discredit "another doomsday prediction" -- but I feel that the 2012 date is different.   Think about it... the Mayan's have supposedly been amazingly accurate with their natural calculations.  I would be hard-pressed to believe that they chose just an ARBITRARY stop date for their calendar.  Also, many researchers from various diciplines, not just "young, adreniline-junkies", have put forward well-constructed theories, supported by facts and reasonable connections.    ... Why all this attention to the date 2012, if it were arbitrary?

Also, perhaps the increase (or at least seeming increase) of doomsday predictions (i.e. Y2k, Heaven's Gate, or whatever) was just the result of more and more people waking up to their sense that SOMETHING is coming...  perhaps this energy is felt, but out of a mixture of confusion, wishful thinking, etc., people f-ed up on the exact date.

I am rather surprized that all the responses you got you so far Teomim have been so one-sided.  ?

joya

If I say what I 'think' it means, then that's my interpretation based on my reality.  What we are dealing with is a subjective reality issue, there are no absolutes, and the higher you get in the Dimensions, the more subjective things get.

Exactly!  I am quite aware that we each have our own realities...  but on the other hand, your reality is my reality, my reality is your reality, and it goes on and on, if you know what I mean.

I came to Astral Pulse for idea exchange and higher learning.  That's what it's all about.  This exchange will happen regardless, but it is much more fun when there's additional participation.



Isn't this fun???

joya

This whole business of "resonating." Don't you think it's kind of silly? I mean, I get it, reading some passages gives me thoughts that feel good. They feel right in my heart. But, so what. Are thoughts that feel good better? What if they're wrong?

I really "resonate" with reason. The simpler the reasoning, the better. Stuff that everyone can agree on. Simple and elegant reasoning to me is God - diving splendor.

Therefore, when I look at Rastus' posts, I want to discard them entirely. Take what resonates and discard the rest? Like spiritual reading is some kind of bargain sale! What a train wreck of pretense and feel-good fluff!

It offends my relationship with beauty!  

Hi Telos ~

Do I find the whole business of "resonating" silly?   No.  To me "resonating" is part intuition, part feeling, and part REASON!  When I read something like this, or am presented pretty much with any idea (whether from within, or an external source) I seem to, consciously or not, run it by a series of checks and balances.  Does it make sense?  Does it correspond with previously existing knowledge/ideas that I have been working with?  Is it possible?  Is it consistenty with other similar types of ideas and concepts?  Etc. ... THEN if the answers to these questions (and similar) are "yes"... then, I FEEL good.   Why?  Because, heck, I feel like I'm figuring out more of the wonderful beautiful and sometimes unbearable puzzle of life.  So, for me, I think first.  I reason.  Then, I feel.   Or sometimes both in unison -- but I could never throw away reason!   Like you, I consider myself very rational minded.

Now, perhaps we have different definitions of reason.  I do not believe that reason has to be simple.  I also believe that reason can only go so far... and at a certain point perhaps another form of mentality will work better.  ?  I do not claim to know everything.  But I do know that limitations are real -- only if you choose them to be.  Why limit the definition of reason to only include what is "simple" enough for you to understand?  Perhaps exercising your reason, your mind, and considering   an entire expanse of thought would open you up to higher and higher levels of workings of the mind.  And, perhaps, this will make you feel good.

If something doesn't make you feel good -- or offends your relationship with beauty... wouldn't the "reasonable" thing be to explore the WHY of this?   To look at the entire situation -- perhaps key beliefs or phrases that really rub you the wrong way -- and then dig deeper to find the meaning of their offense.    Or, do you honestly think that the "reasonable" thing is to shut down, block out, and discredit ... without at least giving it a fair chance?

Telos, nobody is trying to shove anything down your throat.   And certainly not I.  But I did want to answer your question -- which I hope I have.

I would be interested to hear some more of your thoughts concerning this.  

cheers, joya

ps. Hey Rastus...  it would be nice to hear YOUR thoughts on your posts.  I know this has been requested before of you too.  It is all well and good that you intend to share this info, regardless to how we react to it.   But still, how does it make you think, feel, etc?   WHY do you continue to re-post these energy updates?   Inquiring minds want to know!     Speak, man, speak!

Heaven is truly here on earth.  The potential for creation, expression, and beauty is limitless.  I think this is what is meant by "home", and the "shift" that is often referred to in these types of writings is simply more and more of our brothers and sisters in humanity awakening to this incredible fact.  That we, in the way that we define our own life, environment, and reactions to that environment, etc., are gods.  

So when I read something like this, I take away, as Rastus' accompanying post said, what resounnates with me.  I've found that holding open imagination and wonder of the possibiiltes helps me vibrate at a higher level.  Today, after reading this, I found myself more in the moment -- imagining and living this spoken-of "home" within my sphere of influence.  And I have to say, I had a great f-ing day!

So to all you skeptics out there (and believe me, there is nothing wrong with being a skeptic), I hear and understand what you're saying ... but there are different ways of looking at and encorporating the information presented.

Just some of my thoughts,
joya

... but if in the begining it can be so perfect.... why does it have to change???

Everything changes, everything is in flux...  you change, your needs change... and I think someday you'll look back and find that your entire view on Love has changed.

Good luck with everything!   (((Eternal Soulmate)))

joya  

Stopped feeling compassion?  I'm interested why you view this as a positive change.   No judgement here... but really wondering.

thanks, joya

hi Rastus ~

Thanks for posting this.   I'm checking out her website now.

joya

hi there.  I'm 28, and I've had many relationships over the years.   Each one tends to last about a year and a half.   Actually, it typically has been that I lose interest around the year mark, and then waffle back and forth for many months before cutting loose.  Each man I can honestly say I loved -- but I love myself the most and must be true to my Self and my needs.

I think you may be confusing "love" with "infatuation"   And perhaps you've heard this before.  They say (whomever "they" are) that infatuation lasts from 3 to 6 months before you start to lose the stardust and the lust that tends to make our pulses race and our eyes blind to a more even view of reality and the relationship.

There is nothing wrong with you, so don't worry.     And don't give up.   I know it is cliche, but you must truly truly truly love YOURSELF first -- and know that you deserve Love, and trust that by living your life fully, and without fear, you will attract the nessecary partners or people to you, according to your changing needs.

One thing is that you see others who may have married too quickly -- and now their needs no longer match up with their partner's.   But then they feel stuck with children, a house, etc.  -- and end up becoming more trapped then free.  You see this, so you should know that you don't have to jump into marriage.

Enjoy life, enjoy learning, enjoy sharing energy with other people...  let it  flow.   Pretty soon you'l find yourself in love with everybody.   You have many, many more years of happiness ahead of you.    Try not to get caught up on the "needing to be in love" thing.

Just my 2 cents  
joya

Interesting.  

thanks Rastus

Tayesin, Frank, and Naiad ~

Thank you all for your replies.  I just wanted to let you know that I am not ignoring you -- just have been entangled in dealing with a pet health issue, and sometimes this type of thinking is the last thing I can do when low-energy/upset.    ....  I will be sitting down with my "thinking cap" on in a little bit, and am sure I will have a response (at least something, if not an "oh yah, that makes sense")  ... but I want to do your thoughts justice by being in the right frame of mind when I do reply.  (again)  haha.

thanks, joya

Hello:

Many people confuse these basic issues so you are not alone. Events are in a bit of a flux, and even the simplest of things can appear confusing. Especially as many websites I've looked at, just tend to parrot what everyone else is saying without actually questioning it.

Fear is an emotion and love is a state of mind. Therefore, love can no more be the opposite of fear, than an apple can be opposite to an orange. In truth, there are no opposites. They are merely belief constructs, relics from the outgoing paradigm, as I call them.

Likewise, with concepts such as balance (in terms of between opposites) and polarity. Forward thinking individuals have already moved away from the old polar constructs, such as the good/bad, right/wrong, perpetrator/victim, god/demon, notions that formed the old judgemental-style ideology, and have encompassed the new, all-embracing construct of Acceptance. Which everyone will do eventually, it'll just take time that's all.

HTH

Yours,
Frank

Frank,

Hello, and I see you've moved this thread.   Thank you.   After I poked around a little more, I thought this thread would be more geared toward the "spiritual development" section -- and here it is!

What you say is very interesting.  When I talk about "balance", I am thinking of it more as the type of the "all-embracing construct of Acceptance" that you refer, rather than balance as a concept or belief.   Balance as being the Natural Order of Things including the Acceptance of the natural order. (though, now perhaps I just assume Balance is the direction of evolution?)  

So, these forward thinking individuals... how do they make their way in the world?   Recognition of duality is not necessarily Judgmental.  But, really, we are discriminating, like attracts likes, etc... It doesn't always have to be the extremes, like the god/demon, right/wrong.  

Ultimately, it is all what we make it, I guess.

The more I practice acceptance, or trying to be "in the flow" (whatever THAT means) I have been feeling, or rather I should say, in-between feeling elated and enjoying it, I feel very defeatist.  

Do you think practicing "acceptance" of, could actually changing ways for the better?   Or will we just eventually become separate from those who do continue clinging to these constructs?

Love vs. Fear
There can be Love without Fear then?  Are you saying that Love and Fear don't exist?

Also, may I ask, what does HTH mean?

peace, joya

Yes, yes, and yes.   I completely understand what you're going through.  I guess we are not alone -- and it is so reassuring to hear that.

Thanks for posting this monicat

joya

Hi Joya,
In all honesty, I think the differences you are finding from outside sources such as books etc, is because they are Belief-System based..  and as such they cannot express the bigger picture realities outside of their own boundaries.

Quoting you, " How can Love be Truth... and not Fear? How can Love be "stronger" than Fear??? Why is it that "light" will prevail over "darkness"?

Do you see what I'm getting at here? Why the exception? If "God" is "Love"... where does that leave Fear? "

Love being Truth......  from my experience, is more about the primary vibration of the Creative force/source/God being recognized as Feeling like Love.  Not the standard little love we usually think of, but a full and complete Big Love experienced in One-ness.

We humans feel Fear much stronger than we do the Big Love.  And that is normal considering our choices to be here in the physical where Fear is one of the main tools for growth through Experience.

Light will prevail over darkness because that is the nature of Light.  But, they are not opposed as every one seems to think...  they are simply two parts inherent in this creation we are experiencing.  This is Duality, and we chose to experience it all, light and dark..  until we unite the two within us and become whole.

" If God is Love, where does that leave Fear ?"

It leaves Fear where it is supposed to be, just a tool for us Souls to use in our growth on this world in Duality.  ie:- we feel Fear, it is telling us something important about ourself or our surroundings, and indicates the path for healing/improving/growing, and the remedy for these experiences is Love.  To love ourselves enough to follow the Fear feeling to it's origin in us so we can illuminate it with our own Light and see it for what it is.  The we feel Big Love, the vibration of the Source.

I hope this has been some help for you

Hi Tayesin,

Thank you for your response.  

In regard to the Belief-System, yes and no.  It seems the more I am coming to my "own" beliefs (or, rather I guess it would be "our" beliefs, at some level?)... a clearer "perception" of "reality" is happening.  (I know all these are loaded words I'm using here!   haha.   But there's gotta be some way to describe things.)   This clearer perception seems to be more about Balance, then what I might deem "fairness", or a "benevolent God", or even the "nature" of light.   And, of course, you could say they are still "beliefs", and that there is a difference between believing and Knowing...  but does one truly EVER "Know"?  (They would, I think, cease then to be one.)

About the "primary vibration" of the Creative force, etc....   wouldn't this vibration include all that exists?  Including fear, suffering, etc, as well as Love?

If Light and Dark are two parts to the whole, why would one part be larger than the other, or more powerful?   I would think that the balance would switch.    Yes, at one time we are complete Love/Light, and at another time there is complete Fear/Dark, and yet at another time (perhaps the one that's integrating now?) there is Balance/Nothing/Grey.  And then the entire expanse of variety between these three Main Operations.   Yet, it seems to me that much of the New Age movement (for lack of a better word) seems so much geared towards Light being the ultimate evolution/experience/etc.  

Regarding Fear as a tool.   Is it nessecary?  Aren't there other, more pleasant ways to learn?  I personally have chosen that pleasure be a learning tool rather than pain.  This is taking a while to manifest in my life, yet I continue to focus on it.  I am also realizing that even though I have consciously chosen this, others haven't.   And I am having a hard time watching the suffering of those around me as well.  ... It is this that makes me question... perhaps there must always be a component of fear/suffering... and this "love/light/truth" talk is feel-good explanations that only paint half the picture, but the picture we'd like to believe/know, nonetheless.

Big Love, the Vibration of the Source... would you say this does NOT include fear, pain, and suffering?   Or would you say that the acceptance that there will inevitably be pain and suffering (at least in the physical dimension) is more in line with the Big Love vibration.   This acceptance, and accepting with Love perhaps.   But I am feeling slapped in the face with the reality of the other side of the wheel... and wondered if both sides were equal?

Your post has been helpful, as in it has enabled me to question deeper.   I would love to hear what other thoughts you may have on this.

peace, joya