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Hi. Im not quite sure how to explain this. I have been having this strange experience since I was about 16 or so. when I am almost asleep I start to feel like I am moving back and forth fast or vibrating and it feels like Im floating even though I can still feel the bed under me . It also feels like I am being pulled somewere. When it first started it was not very strong ,I could stop it by just wanting to.As time went on I would have to sit up and shake my head . It got so strong that even though the feeling was not A bad one it scared me so I never let it go to far. But one night It was to strong and I found myself in a very realistic dream but I was also awake.I was easter egg hunting when I was about 9 years old. Its A very happy memorie I have, but when I went to get the eggs out of an old tree trunk the feeling turned bad and all of the sudden I was in the hallway of my old house and facing A white skull and everything had A red color to it and the feeling was very very bad. I was siting up in bed at this point and shaking my head so hard that I could feel my brain raddling around in my head but the dream or whatever it was would not go away.I finaly said to the skull "In the name of god I comand you to leave" and then it was all gone. I have had this floating, vibrating feeling on and of over the years and because of this bad experience have always resisted it. but it has been happining more often lately. I have been learning about shaminism, astral projection ,OBE's but I dont know what place to put this in. But I do feel an intence need to find out why and what this is. any input would be great. Im not crazy am I?