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#1
Thank you everyone for your support.

I would like to make an update and say thank you to everybody who has been putting her and I in your thoughts/prayers. Personally, even the act of writing this post and accepting my need for help instantly made me feel so much better. I no longer feel anxious about it at all....

Thank You.
#2
Namaste,

I am 20 years old, but my entire life, I searched for my soul-mate. I remember, one night I was in bed praying, and I prayed to God, "God, please bring me my soulmate. Even if it is only for a short while, it would help me learn to be more loving to ALL people around me"... One week later my prayer was answered and I met her. At first I didnt even realize that she was the person I was asking for, I honestly thought that I had just met her before, but we fell deep for eachother. Unfortunately, she is from Mexico City, and I am from Victoria, Canada... We had 1 month together. I was with her EVERY day and then she left back to Mexico.

Even though we know that while apart we cant have a real relationship, we know that our love is true, and we're willing to make the sacrifice of being apart until we can somehow find a way to be together again. Im a spiritual person and I believe in the power of true love, but we have been apart now for longer than we were together. Please send us healing energy to keep our spirits up in this time of difficulty because I still feel feel a sharp pain in my chest when I realize she is gone. It makes me want to cry.

P.S. My goal in life is to help others, so sometimes it can be difficult to ask help for myself, but I realize that If I dont ask, then I wont receive. I need to become strong and balanced, so that I can affirm to other people the value of love. Please aid me on my journey to be a balanced individual.

Thank you,
Kane
#3
God, The Tao, Gaia, The Sacred Spirit, Allah... to me its one and the same.
#4
Thanks for the feedback,

I agree with Nostic that people each have their own path in life.  When the thought came to me it was so inspirational that I suppose to myself it seemed like it made perfect sense and to me it did. Maybe the personal epiphany that I experienced was just validating the things that Ive been thinking and feeling for the last while which is why it rang so true to me.
#5
Just yesterday I was walking down the street on my way to go help my brother move into his new house when I thought of a concept that I believe would be great at explaining the existence of God logically to a Skeptical person.  

I haven't tried this yet, so give me your feedback:

If humans are essentially made of the same units of energy(atomic/subatomic structures etc.) as a flower or tree, wouldn't it also be true that the fundamental dynamic force behind both energies would also be the same?

At its most simple level, God is just that which ties my personal experience with that of the rest of the universe.
#6
I belive that anything concievable in the mind exists on some level which is why I think importiant to control your thoughts aswell as your actions.

Who knows, maybe thats why (according to Spectral Dragon's topic a few months ago)fantasy universes exist in the astral.
#7
Quote from: daem0none thing, enlightment term is very vague now

I dont like how the word enlightenment has been used recently in the english language.  When I was applying to work at Zellers of all places it had a form where your rate yourself. It asked me how "enlightened" I was from a scale of "not at all" to "definately".

I wrote on the form saying that if the term enlightenment was being used in accordance with the vedic scriptures or buddhic sutras then not many in our western society would be "definately enlightened".

Needless to say I didn't get the job.
#8
Welcome to Spiritual Evolution! / Re: meditation
December 04, 2004, 19:32:26
Quote from: kairiwhat is meditation anyways

A state of deep meditation can be defined as being in a 4th state of conciousness. Its niether waking, sleeping, nor dreaming.

Another good meditation to start off with would be to follow your breath in your abdomen.  Watch the rise and fall of your breath as it enters and leaves your body with full attention and fix your attention to it again anytime your mind wanders off. You can count from one to 10 if you want something to keep yourself occupied by, but after awhile you wont need to.
#9
what do you guys think of this?

http://www.reversespeech.com/music_reversals.htm

It seems to me that there is a variety of causes for these phenomena.  Some of the messages seem to be things that are personal to the singer as if the subconscious mind wanted to let something out.  Others seem to be entities, which is interesting because it means that the writers were influenced to word the songs in a certian way.
#10
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Dancing Flower?
July 31, 2004, 00:47:57
I was running on the path outside my house today when I noticed a flower I've never noticed before. Jogging rather slow, I had a good view of it and the little guy was sticking right out of the rocks beside the path, away from any other flowers. Anyway, as I run up towards it, I noticed that it was moving, but there wasnt any noticable wind so I stopped.  It was doing the twist like one of those tacky dancing flowers you used to see in stores!!!

I thought it was really cool, so on my way back I stopped by it and as I came near it started to do it again like a dog wagging its tail. I gave the flower some energy and told it that I would get it some water tomorrow(which made it start to wriggle even more).  It was a really interesting experience because the flower was so nice!

What do you think could have caused that? Was it the flower's spirit? I know it wasnt wind.  I cant wait until I see the little bugger tomorrow [;)]
#11
I think I could possibly have a neg in my presence right now and If I do, I know the reason for it.  Its an interesting experience though

The last week or so I have noticed many more negative thoughts and havent been sleeping as well.  I am somewhat intuitive and could sense something bringing the energy around me down and I didnt know what it could be until I started having the dreams.  

I've only had 2 dreams related to the neg, but I have reason to believe because both nights I had trouble sleeping and involved a neg in the dream.  

In the first dream, I was sleepwalking inside my dream while dreaming a different dream(a little complicated) and when I came to I was doing something very strange that I knew to be caused by a spirit in my dream.  The spirit was very playful and started to talk to me mentally while I was sitting on my bed in the dream and told me that he liked balloons.  He started passing a red balloon to me and I would pass it back, but at the end of the dream I told him that I would probably have to bind him eventually unless he left.

The second dream, I had tonight.  I was having a VERY hard time sleeping, but somewhere between 3 and 4 I fell asleep without realizing it.  I was in my bedroom in the dream and it was very real.  All of a sudden there was a lot of wind and rain coming in from outside and I had to shut the window.  Next, I heard a noise coming from the wall and I noticed that the light fixture that I have on my roof was mounted on the wall and it sprung open.  By this time, I was thinking it was pretty strange, so I go to turn on the lamp beside me and the lamp didnt work.  I then heard voices from the otherside of the door.  It was my 2 homestay brothers going to the washroom but they were chanting a song.  One of them tapped on my door and said "VERY SCARY".  I was laying down on my bed in a really wierd position trying to roll back over and get to sleep in the dream when I woke up.  It shocked me to find out I was dreaming!

I did a purification ritual and the energies feel a lot more welcoming now than before.  The thought form might already be gone now, but if it isn't what would you guys suggest?
#12
Hey guys, I was wondering if you have any ideas for lower chakra development.  My lower chakras are underdeveloped compared to my upper chakras (heart and above) and I want to try to specifically work on the lower ones now to balance it out.  

I already know a few out there, but any advice would be appreciated [[:D]
#13
In the feet and leg chapter of NEW it says

    " Use deep brushing and sponging actions only on every other lesser toe, starting with the toe next to the big toe on your best foot (best foot = most responsive foot). Spend slightly more time on the least unresponsive foot, and on any unresponsive toes to help free them up. "

When he says this, is he talking about ALL lesser toes, or just the 2nd toe in and the 4th toe in.  I assumed it meant all lesser toes, but for some reason I couldn't feel the energy flow in my 3rd and 5th(pinkie)  toe.

Are these blockages, or did I assume wrong?

#14
Welcome to Astral Chat! / The Celestine Prophecy
September 21, 2004, 11:44:56
I've read celestine prophecy, 10th insight, search for shambhala and the one that describes the first 2.  The thing I especially like about the celestine prophecies is the control dramas.  It really struck some chords for me.
#15
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Just Get Naked
August 15, 2004, 23:48:40
Or, Using the same frame of logic, Smaller if you were just skinnydipping in the cold Ocean.  [:P]

I used to care in the past, but it was more a fear of the unknown for me.  When I saw first hand how the Japanese culture treats nudity in bath houses, I realized that I had no problems with nudity at all.

When I meet somebody I shouldnt be worried about shrouding a part of myself because its dishonest.  These days I use the logic that its polite to stay clothed unless a situation comes where it becomes polite to disrobe (ie. Skinny Dipping) in which case there should be no hesitation [;)]
#16
Hello everyone, I have a few opinions on the subject that I would like to voice.  

I personally couldn't become a member to the advanced forums because I'm not owning a credit card, but I understand why people would want to and voted yes.  The part that concerns me though is the fact that all of the older (more advanced) members will move over to the new forums, wheras I've always seen the internet as an outlet for a mentor/student relationship.  It is through the mentors' postings and thier inspiration that the "newbies" or "fluffbunnies" of our world can see by example and move to higher vibrations.  

The result of the segregation would cause mass missinformation which would be counterproductive to the longterm goals of worldwide awareness.  

At the very least I think the forums should be visible to all so that they can atleast see and learn from the discussions going on in the new forums.  Also, although this has nothing to do with your decision Adrian, I think the older memebers would have to keep an eye out on whats being posted in the forums by the younger memebers to avoid too much confusion/stagnation.  I feel that the information we post leaves an impression on the world and if it gets too bad it will become another psipog(which was shutdown because of too many fluffbunnies).

Thats my 2 cents, but other than that I say go for it!
#17
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Dancing Flower?
July 31, 2004, 18:10:22
Its sprouting right out of the path so all around is barren. It is very slender and and although it could be sensitive to wind that I havent noticed, but I personally dont think it is. The same thing happened today when I went back and gave it water and its reaction was consistent with the energy I gave it.

I think I might do a test to rule out the possibility of wind affecting it just to be sure.


#18
well you could try www.psipog.net and read the articles there.  If you try to move the wheel and watch a video of it being done at the same time you could get results quickly depending on how your mind is wired.

I did it quickly that way.
#19
As an owner of a Tarot deck. I would have to say number3.  They have been very useful for me.
#20
you might want to try playful psychic if you want to learn how to ground/center.

http://www.psipog.net/activepsy/contents.html
#22
Welcome to Astral Chat! / internet addicts
July 19, 2004, 12:47:03
More so before, but I can feel myself slipping into bad habits like TV and Internet again.  Infact, instead of replying to this post, I should be running or something.
#23
I think I sent an avatar that was WAY more than 64X64.  Sorry about that Adrian.
#24
Thanks for the advice James.  You're right, I dont ground nearly as often as I should.  I also found a few techniques to stimulate the chakras individually so that will help I think.
#25
I never really thought of the parasite scenario, so maybe you guys are right and being passive about it could be worse.  Either way a positive outlook wont hurt [^]*smiles convincingly*

If it helps, Im pretty astrally blind myself [;)]