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Hello All.

     About a year and a half ago to two years ago, I had few events happen too me which I think possibly could be linked to Kundalini. It all happened within a weeks time. First, in general, I started feeling more light headed then normal, lack of energy to say the least. I ended up taking a shower and almost passed out in it. Could barley stand up. Didn't think too much of it other then maybe I was overtired.

     A few days later, I'm sitting on my bed eating wheathins when all of a sudden my body goes FREEZING cold. Not just for a few seconds, for about an hours. I ended up being bundled up for a bit I was so cold, yet it was really nice out. I had reiki done to me once before and it felt similar to that, except amplified times 20 and a lot more piercing.

     Later that day, I started twitching randomly. Mostly just my arms and legs but they were definitely involuntary and nothing I had ever felt before.

     That was about 2 years ago.

     Today. I haven't experienced a cold flash like before. The dizziness here and there but I don't think it's anything major. The one thing I do experience is the twitching. Sometimes it's more active than others. Say...very active in a month...next month...it will be not as bad. Sometimes it's subtle, other times full body movements. The funny thing is that the more I think about them, the more they happen. As I like subconsciously know, yet more tuned to doing it. The times when it happens randomly and it's not on my conscious mind whatsoever, is the time I know it's something. Here and there when I do it, I'll go "Ahhh", or some other random noise. Not that often though

      I haven't been to a doctor. I don't have insurance. I don't believe it's anything medical, although it sounds like a possibility of tourettes there. I just don't see it. The twitching/tremors just started after I had that cold flash. None before it. So In my mind they just have to be related. I've read about Kundalini symptoms several times and a lot of what I'm typing are some of those symptoms...yet, they can also be medical as well. I'm not completely sure. I figured if it was Kundalini that I would have this all knowing that I knew what it was.

And especially as of late, as in the last 3 months or so, I've definitley felt more spiritually aware. I've had 3 lucid dreams in a month, where I tried going lucid for a few years and couldn't accomplish it and this just happened naturally. Plus I've been seeing spots and lights of energy too. Usually bright and not lasting that long. Never really happened before.

     Any ideas?
   
     
     

Well I live in a hectic enviroment so it would be the whole house. But I did almost pass out in the bathroom so there might be somthing there. Then again, there's excess energy any place with a ton of people. Think I may need to work on my shielding a bit more.

The only one who does energy work in the house is me, but I live in a small space with 5 other people so there's always a ton of excessive energy. But it's always been that way. That's why I'd think it could possibly be somthing else.

But a cleansing definitly wouldn't hurt. Thanks for the advice.

The other day I was talking to my mom about this and she said the same thing has been happening to her within the last few weeks. She felt dizzy and lightheaded in the shower and had to sit down just like me! Apperntly my brother has been experiencing it too. I was trying to find a connection some how and thought maybe the fact that we all get headaches has somthing to do with it. My mom has major migranes, my brothers been tested for them latley, and me, I haven't really got them in the last few years and usually when I say I have a headache I usually just mean I'm tired and rundown and just want to get some rest!

I just thought it was weird that we were all experienceing lightheadedness to some degree. Weird.

happens also coz the bloodflow needs to align to the current body position, like the water in the brain does  if u do rapid movements, u get mess like this also  without much training.
If u stand up rapid after sleep it could happen that u fall into blackout in bathroom.   

Hearing strange voices u meant your toughts u project probably coz of the alert state , which also happens if u enter some wacky dream state.
Most deal with hallucinations, an alert state, so i guess missing fresh air or other supplies from the vital energy body, activation would be false, coz its always active until death  ...

most of the possesion u can get maybe, i dont know, dont hear much of this, but i guess u entered a new esp state, which allows you to be outside your body also 

What possesion? And new esp state as in Astral projecting??

So earlier today I was taking a shower when all of a sudden I got a massive energy rush I believe and felt as if I were going to pass out. It went straight too my head and I felt as almost if I were in the 3rd person. I was also talking to myself and my voice was insanely high. I got out of the shower right away and went to my bed to lay down. One more minute and I would have fallen and been out.

Now, this may just be your simple, someone "passing out" episode, but this has only happened to me when getting blood drawn. Last time I checked, that wasn't the case for me in the shower. I had a lot of sexual energy in there that could have induced this, but I'm not sure.

All I know was that it took over my whole body, mostly to the head, and I was talking in a high pitched voice and was acting a bit diluisonel**. Am I just experienceing passing out or what?

Thanks

Dont have the greatest memory, so my interpetation of this is kind of hazy. Here we go.

I dont remember where I was at to start, but i belive I was either on some cruise ship or some sort of big festival with a lot of people. Either way, I ended up walking into some room which looked pretty normal and had some middle-older aged women with white hair and a paitent of hers.

After her paitent leaves, I say somthing to her along the lines of "So, what do you do here?" She stares at me and says somthing along the lines of "Here's my chance to change this world" or "Here's my chance to help someone out". One of the two.

So I sit down in a chair and she tells me to relax. She then puts a plastic bag over my head and says some encantation. All of a sudden im out of the room and in my own room where I'm actually sleeping

This is where things get weird. I'm laying on my stomach and trying to get up but theres some force against my back. I then peer over my shoulder a few timese and see somthing on my back i can't describe. At one point I saw somthing in black robes, but mostly everything is blurry. Like my eyesight had gone wack.

Now as all this is going on i here strange noises in my room. Noises I dont remember now, but could somewhat decipher what they where at the time. Either way they it was weird

So after i take a look back over my shoulder, i put my head in to my pillow. As I do this, whatever is on my back is trying harder to get "in" or is putting more pressure on me. But everytime i look around all I see is blurriness. It was like i had gotten a concussion.

This all last for 5-10 minutes or so until i finally decide to break free. To myself i belive i said "You can't controll me" and i rolled out of whatever was on me and no more pressure was being applied.

Now when i turn around, I dont see anything there directly behind me. But after a few seconds i see somthing to the midright of me. I dont exactly remember what it was, but i do remember that it looked like a reflection of my TV and looked like there was an 8x8 set of static. There was also a few more characteristics i dont remember.

But I get curious and lean over towards the thing. It then starts speaking to me in a harsy raspy voice. I couldnt really make out anything except for the phrase "Go behind the Gamecube". After it said that it said one more thing and then that dream was over.

Also, I had another small dream either in succesion to the previous one or it was directly before. I dont think its that significant, but it involved a girl I havent seen for a while and I was spending time with her. Thats it. Just thought it was weird i'd have this dream and the other.

But yeah, this dream was definitly weird and totally felt real. During the dream I actually thought everything was real. When I woke up, I wasnt sure if I was actually dreaminbg or not cause i returned to my room which was in my dream. Weird

Anyone have any thoughts on this weird dream? Which i could supply more info but again my memory isnt the greatest.

Thanks

I'm sure most of you have heard of or seen the infomercial about the Q-Ray ionized bracelet. Here's an excerpt from a FAQ site on how the Q-Ray works:

"It is believed that the Q-Ray Ionized Bracelet® works under the same principles as the ancient Chinese practice of acupuncture. Acupuncture, a traditional Chinese therapy, originated over three thousand years ago. It is based on the belief that health and the body's overall well being are determined by a balanced flow of "Chi" (bio-energy), the vital life energy present in all living organisms. According to the acupuncture theory, "Chi" (bio-energy) circulates in the body along twelve major energy pathways called meridians, each linked to specific organs and body bio-electrical systems. There is a specific relationship between acupuncture points, meridians and the electrical currents of the body. The electricity is generated by an interaction of positively and negatively charged ions. As long as the flow of energy remains unimpeded and in balance, it is believed that we remain physically and mentally balanced, and therefore in good health. The Q-Ray Ionized Bracelet is a non-medical device, which we believe affects the body's bio-electrical balance of positive and negative ions (Yin-Yang), so as to achieve "Chi" (bio-energy)."

I also found this little excerpt as well:

"Individual results vary. Once the positive benefits that you enjoy while wearing the Q-Ray Ionized Bracelet begin to fade or
disappear it is time for a new Q-Ray as the ionized power in your bracelet has been exhausted, and cannot be restored."

I'm still on the fence on purchasing the bracelet. Theres been a lot of claims that the bracelet hasnt worked for many and that Q-Ray is a scam, so I dont know what to think. It would definitly be pretty cool if it works like its supposed too. Thatd be mint.

Anyways, Anyone have any suggestions on wether its worth buying or not? Or has anyone experince the Q-Ray firsthand? If so, how was it for you?

Thanks

I have seen a strange alphabet a couple of times, in glowing red letters.  This occurred, one time, when I thought I was simply lying in bed but in fact was out of body (I discovered I was out of body because I reached out and touched my bedroom door with my hand without moving and it is several metres away physically).  This strange set of red symbols slowly emerged into view and stayed there for a little while.

Similar symbols appeared once when I was in a very relaxed state in bed.

That occurred a couple of years ago and I've never been able to work out what they were.   :confused:

I've been doing more research on it and for both of us it may be a form of hypnogogic imagry. Although I dont know much on the subject so i'm not too sure.

Did the symbols look as real as if your eyes were open? I sometimes have a similar thing, but it's like a book is held in front of my eyes. If I remember what was written down, it is usually nonsence (Strings of mist-matching words).
I think this is a form of hypnogogic hallucination, but a very focused one. From my own experience, the 'astral sight' people talk about when they seem to see through their eyelids is the same thing (I have this too and it feels exactly the same as the book situation to me).

It was fairly clear but it was more projected if anything. Like the image seemed about 10f or so away. It may have been astral sight though. Ive had it one other time before when i could basically see my room in a bluish/purplish color. But this just seemed different since there was all these symbols/letters/etc. Think i'll look into it more

Normally when i'm laying down in my bed i'm doing one of four things:

1. Trying to project or have an OBE
2. Think about life or what my plans are for the week with my eyes open/closed
3. Not really think at all and meditate
or most importantly
4. Try to sleep!!

Now the other night I was mainly just resting and thinking to myself in a somewhat concious state.(I was more tired than normal and dont think i had total control of what I was doing. Aka drifting off into sleep)

Anyways, about 5-10 minutes after resting with my eyes closed, I found myself staring right into a 8X8 projected sheet of symbols.(Hireoglyphicesqe) Mainly different types of lines and letters. And each symbol was a little bit bigger than the size of a baseball and had a brown color to them.

Now, I have no idea what this means or how i saw them. Or if it was just my imagination. I definitly  saw it with eyelids close and through the minds eye and the background color was about the same as it was with eyes open(I Did this at 530am so my room was dark but not to the point where I couldnt see anything) Also, after i was staring at these symbols i kinda open my eyes involuntarily/instinctvly and they were gone

All kinda weird too me. Anyone have any ideas on what happened or what i "saw" or have a similiar experience??

Thanks

Yea but if you project at night un-conciously and have an OBE, then whats the point of doing it if you dont get to really witness anything? Unless you mean your having a lucid dream.

For me, i just get in the trance state from relaxing and using techniqes via NEW. But after that, I cant project.

Thanks for the replies.

The voice of silence, yes that could very well be a slight problem. I eat fast food 5 days a week and have never ate healthy. Yet i have a very high metabolism and am not fat at all, i think that since i know i can eat anything that i want, that i dont notice the other effects eating unhealthy can do for you.

Pm, But its hard to seperate your state of conciousness from your mind when its hard to breathe and you have to focus on being able to breate and focusing to OBE. So i guess i need to figure out how to deal with my breathing problems or its gonna be a while before i have an OBE.

Actually NEW is accociated with OBE and Astral experiences from the last time I checked. Like for me, i use the basics of NEW to get me into that trance state. I guess different things work for different people.

I mignt be taking to long on the vibes. I mean i can hit that state in about 5-15min. And when im in it, i usually try to project a few min or so after im in that state. But I know im on the right track. It just frusterating not to get to the next level. But its like that for alot of people out there. And im not going to give up either

Ive been relativly inactive in the field of energy work and obes for about 6 months now. Ive been practicing on and off and have started to get back in to the whole thing in this past week.

Anyways, I still have been able to achieve a full fledged OBE. Last night i attempted an OBE, and got to the same state that I usually get too. The state of paralysis and heavy vibrations. Although its very easy for me to get to this state, its difficult to get to the next. Like whenever im in this state and try to project, my heart starts pounding and it becomes really difficult to breathe. Well, this is only when i try to project, as i can just simply rest in this state as I do somethimes.

But ya, I still havent been able to project. Ive tried the Rope technicque and other various ones, but i still cant break the barrier.

I sort of did a while back ago. I had a partial OBE. Where I my body was violently shaking and they were the heavest vibrations ive ever felt, but i ended up gaining astral sight and i could see through my closed eyes and everything was purple. It was really cool, but i could project. And after that attempt, my voice was all messed up and my neck felt all crackly when i pushed against it. Some ppl suggested that I had a panic attack. Its possible, but who knows.

But I never think about that when I attempt to OBE and I have no fears whatsoever. I may have did back then, but definitly not now. And I know ive been out of everything for a while, but its frustrating to be able to pick up where i left off easily but still not be able to project

Lol Any suggestions? Oh and yes, i know i need to keep trying and not try so hard lol

Thanks for the reply.

Yes i know its not the greatest thing to energy work while depressed. Im actually not anymore, havent been for 3 months or so. But when I did do energy work, I was depressed for the most part.

My thoughts were that maybe since i wasnt emotionaly balanced, that I didnt achieve the exact results that I was looking for while doing these type of things. Although I did feel good while doing it

But now I am a lot more emotionally balanced and am going to start looking into more of this type of stuff again. But I agree, If you are depressed or not feeling the greatest, then dont do energy work or anything in that area every night. It will become too much on you if you already have so much more to think about. Especially at a young age. My problem is, was that Im 17, almost 18, and I feel mature for my age. I have 3 younger siblings and most of my friends are 17-24 range so I just feel emotionally ahead and want more for myself and life. Yet when in reality, im still only 17 and I still have limitations to face. But I want to do things fast and face these limitations now like most young people. Its all quite tough sometimes lol

I did feel unnatural, until yesterday.

Please elaborate Iequal

Looking for a psychic is a possibility. The thing is its hard to find a legit one. And even if I did, Im not going to everything they said literally. IE If a psychic said my purpose was such and such, I wouldnt change my life how it is too meet that certain thing that they see. Yet, Id still take what they say into consideration

Lol yes Namara. Thats basically what I was trying to say, i have a bad habbit of rambeling though.

Yeah its also heard to act on somthing big when you dont know what that thing is, if its somthing even at all or is just somthing in your head, or if you even have someone to guide you.

I myself am not a leader type figure. Or someone whos good at learning on their own. So its tough to learn all this stuff by myself via internet. Yet, there are several people like myself doing the samething. And if they can do it, then so can I

First off id like to say that its nice to be back on the forums again. I havent been here since February(and i dont really know why) and somthing has drawn me back here again. Anyways, if your expecting some enlightment or some crazy experience and whatnot, then your reading the wrong post. This is just me basically ranting on and being a typical 17 yearold. Anyways, heres my post.(Note that my words arent in any particular order and are quite random)

I started coming to this site in July of 04'. I had always been entrigued of psychic things and what else is out there. On these forums, I learned alot about life. And not just astral experiences. I found out more about myself and why I am here. Astrally and metaphyically speaking, I didnt have much occur to myself. I did accomplish a partial OBE and felt really good while doing basic energy work, as did my body, but in someway i drifted away from the whole energy aspect of life and all the basic training I had done for about 6 months.

But I have also gained alot of knowledege talking to more people in my life now and I have felt a whole lot better then I did when i was depressed a year ago. But I still feel like im missing somthing. And Im not sure what that is. Id like to do more energy work and stuff portraing to that nature, but I have a hard time doing somthing every night. IE Im a slacker. Im trying to change, but its hard.

Now I come to the topice of my post. About 3 months into doing energy work and learning about the various things on this site, I started to feel that I was meant for somthing big. I mean I can feel it. I dont know what it is, whats the purpose, is it good or evil, but i feel im meant for somthing.

Well.....I hope so at least. My problem is that all this enegry stuff comes un-natural to me and I think that Im Wishing that Im meant for somthing big. Like I say Im meant for somthing big, yet I dont know that in the back of my mind my sub-concioius is telling me that I am and that im not meant for anything big.

But I also know that you can do anything if you put your mind to it. Yet......I have this feeling that I was put on this Earth for certain things, but in reality I want somthing more, and somthing or someone doesnt want me to try to acheive these things.

Does that make sense to any of you? I guess I just feel that im not natural at alot of things in my life, astral stuff included, and I feel that I want more, but somthing is holding me back and I dont know what. Yet ive put in alot of time in certain things, but then Ill see a friend who doesnt have as much intrest in a certain subject, have somthing happen to them and not to me. I mean.....I havent had anything paranormal happen to me yet. But I just feel that its not natural for me to feel these feelings, and that if i want somthing in my life then that thing is going to take alot of work and be un-natural

Well thats my post. I think i said the same thing about 10 times there, but whatev. I actually dont know what i just said. Lol. Quite confusing

As a former Mormon myself, Im not really suprised to see this article. Proxy Baptisims are mormons way of trying to "save" their lost loved ones who wernt mormon themselves.

But when I was in 6th grade and did baptisims for the dead, it was for random people and no relatives what soever.

But ya, im appalled to the idea of the whole proxy baptisim things. Mormons will say that they are giving their relatives another option or a gift or another chance. To me, its just plain rude and makes me hate mormons more.

My 3 cents

Very good article. A bit lengthy but worth it

Im not sure if this has anything to do with it but a few nights ago around like 7 or 8 pm here in the US the moon looked really strang. At one point around the edge of the moon it was a bright red. Then it went away. Then there was like a cloud of smoke or dust around the moon but not directly on it. It was quite odd.

Any one else notice that??

Ive been goin through many changes in the last 6 months. Mostly good, but yet again awakward or bad at times because all the emotions and changees im goining through is so overwhelming. And yes ive been goin through many of the symptoms you have lifted.

These Ascension symptoms have anything to do with the so called $D shift of conciosnes by chance?

I had really really bad acne for 4 years and it has just only recently been going away in March.

How did it go away??? A product called accutane. It' suppose to be the best acne product out there but it has a lot of side effects and many bad possible ones. With me....the only problem i really had was reeally bad dry lips and my lips and skin around it peeling. Which was almost as bad as acne...but nothing to to bad. I stopped taking the accutane around July as you are suppose to only take it for a 6th month cycle and then you will be fine.

I will admit that it improved my skin greatly although i still have a lot of scars and a few pimpils now and then. But it is getting a bit better. I also started doing energy work in July and found that that has helped out a little bit. It would probaly benefit me more if i did NEW every day but i need to work on it.

Anyone know any techniques to help rid of acne scaring??

Are horoscope predictions at all ever been accurate for anyone?? I've been checkin mine latley and a lot of things i have been doing was from a basic guideline for that day or week.