I imagine this post will look idiotic, and I've probably posted this in the wrong forum. Anyway, I'm 14, and have ESP. Always had it, and to my knowledge some of my family members also do, though I shut it off for a few years due to the fact I was young(er - I'm probably sounding old here 
) and it scared me. (Sensing nagitave energy etc.) I've got it back now, for the most part, and can also sense how people feel (yeah esp) and can make energy balls and have night vision, some other random things; that's probably the extent of my 'special abilities'. Lately, though, I have been trying to extend my abilities beyond this. But there is something weird I've noticed, when I meditate (which I generally do when trying to get an OBE, which I haven't thus far) I lay on the bed, and I usually do this at night and then go to sleep so I almost always have bed covers on me, it's almost like the blanket starts lifting up, or I do, or the covers start to flatten out on me and things of that sort. It's totally freaking me out, considering I constantly worry about, well, I'll probably sound crazy here, but .. I do worry about bad spirits/weird occurences. But I when I'm in this state I usually can't sense anything so I don't know. I don't think I'm consciously controling this though, it just happens when I'm doing this kind of crap. But alas, I don't know. I also go into a weird state, and I almost feel like I could change my shape or something, but I get freaked out and usually stop this kind of stuff but I usually feel really crappy afterwords. I feel like I'm filled with power but can't use it.
Any tips on what's going on, and if it is me, what is it exactly? Ansd is it good or bad?
Sorry so much of that post was long and pointless.
EDIT: I thought I should also mention, I've had some random lucid images flash in my mind in the last few months. A few days ago, I saw what looked like a green cargo van in the woods trying to to hich on something... Like a boat trailer. And about a month before that, I saw what looked like the town(?) (aspiring city) which I used to live in, only it was tons bigger and horrible!! Everything was so weird, and I haven't fogotten it. I don't know, what could it be? I usually get these when I'm like really relaxed or something. Too weird to be the future, I think.
) and it scared me. (Sensing nagitave energy etc.) I've got it back now, for the most part, and can also sense how people feel (yeah esp) and can make energy balls and have night vision, some other random things; that's probably the extent of my 'special abilities'. Lately, though, I have been trying to extend my abilities beyond this. But there is something weird I've noticed, when I meditate (which I generally do when trying to get an OBE, which I haven't thus far) I lay on the bed, and I usually do this at night and then go to sleep so I almost always have bed covers on me, it's almost like the blanket starts lifting up, or I do, or the covers start to flatten out on me and things of that sort. It's totally freaking me out, considering I constantly worry about, well, I'll probably sound crazy here, but .. I do worry about bad spirits/weird occurences. But I when I'm in this state I usually can't sense anything so I don't know. I don't think I'm consciously controling this though, it just happens when I'm doing this kind of crap. But alas, I don't know. I also go into a weird state, and I almost feel like I could change my shape or something, but I get freaked out and usually stop this kind of stuff but I usually feel really crappy afterwords. I feel like I'm filled with power but can't use it.Any tips on what's going on, and if it is me, what is it exactly? Ansd is it good or bad?
Sorry so much of that post was long and pointless.
EDIT: I thought I should also mention, I've had some random lucid images flash in my mind in the last few months. A few days ago, I saw what looked like a green cargo van in the woods trying to to hich on something... Like a boat trailer. And about a month before that, I saw what looked like the town(?) (aspiring city) which I used to live in, only it was tons bigger and horrible!! Everything was so weird, and I haven't fogotten it. I don't know, what could it be? I usually get these when I'm like really relaxed or something. Too weird to be the future, I think.