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I suspect immortality is achievable. Buddha described several ways to achieve it, even though, he did not recommend it. One of them is through sex. Do not remember detail. Other ways described in Tao is some kind of reverse natural energy way...

I got this constant pressure, like wearing a stretched rubber skin on top of my head. When it happens, it makes my thought becomes a little slow too. It often accompanied by headach later. If I use an imaginary brush to brush the top of my head, I can feel a little pain sometimes, it often cause me headache subsequently.

This is how it started: many years ago, during a night, I am half awake and half sleep. A thing flied from outside cross screen of my window to top of my head with a Zing Zing type of sound, it then squizzed into my head with horrific feeling. subsequently, I have unusual uncomfortable feeling (cold, pain inside my stomach) for severl days. At that time, I am in the middle of pratice Tibetan Buddism. The second or third day of the event, it was time for everyone to go to meet the master. I went as well. I was hoping he can help me. He performed some ritual for everyone, an initiates I believe. Not sure if my incidence has relationship with him... After the incident, that thing come to me about once a year usu at second half of the year. 11 or 12 years past.

I just start to practice NEW and core image removal...
Any advice?

Thank you all.

OnlyInMind

Li Yun, lilacsky22, Circe,

Thank you for your kind help.

I never used drugs.

There are two types of situation:
1. The strong sudden feeling (connection, entering, sucking...) on top of my head is more like an attack. Wired, strange, not that horrible, but not a bright and pleasent environment of scene. The moment it happened, i am temporarily paralyzied. I always use my mental and physical strength to get myself out of that situation, then it ended. I often later realized that my mind was repeating some types of game or visualized action/thought. Just like I was mentally conditioned subtly.

2. the feeling of wearing a skin tight stuff on top of my head, when it happens, it used to last for quite a while. I also feel sore/drained on my base chakero.

I tried last night prayed with mint, sage. and also used Nita's remove negativity prayer. It had effects. The feeling on top of my head was gone. Base chakero still a little sore. I will continue try today.

I also tried use Dion Fortune's method to bless and create holy water and take bath. It also had effect.

Remove core image, I have not done very well so far. I am still trying.

Dear Circe, Thank you for your advice. I will give it a try. Not sure what essential oil to use and where to get.