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For the last 2 weeks I have woken up just a few minutes after 3 am, it's like clock work and very uncanny. I always meditate with my husband before going to bed. I understand why I wake up at 3, because that's the time everyone is asleep, energy levels are different, and guides have a better chance of wanderings etc. What made this morning very unusual (I am practicing at trying to meditate the moment I wake up, without moving before hand etc-this is tough!) I felt myself sink quite deeply and quickly, something that came very quickly, where as in evening I have to really work at getting to this place. I made the mistake of letting myself drift off (was only 1-2 mins) Something began playing my wurlitzer piano very LOUDLY, it was a melody of some sort (not just a cat running across the keys) but only lasted a couple seconds. It made me bolt straight up because It startled me so. I felt as though this was deliberate and whatever it was did not want to sleep and wanted me to continue, however after that..my heart was pounding to hard to try......Any thoughts on this??

I know what you mean by the swinging sensation. When I know I am completely relaxed I can begin to rock my self, as if being in a hammock. Now it's just a matter of rocking myself loose, which I'm having troubles with. I too like to imagine the woods when I am trying to relax myself. I don't feel as though I carry any fear, however I am wondering if I must map a purpose first before I relax to make it easier, currently I have none..do you think that is why I am having difficulty?

What a wonderful story! and thank you so much for sharing.

I truly believe that after reading that, that you have come to be a retriever guide (in training). All guides in the dementions each have special outlets as to why they are there. They need us as a go between because we are planted in the now, and they are there, especially for the ones that have just recently passed and are confused and just waiting for that hand to reach for them.  The most profound book I have ever read had a wonderful retrieval story towards the end that just brought tears to me eyes. In the "cosmic journey" by rosiland mc knight her retrieval of Peter was asstounding. I believe that is one of her true purposes as well.

Keep up the good work! They need you

This summer we joined a Unity Church, It's a non-traditional christian church. It highly encourages meditation (in every service), universal conscienceness, and living in the light. Our 9 year old daughter is head over heels in love with the church. She thinks it's wonderful to meditate and to go to her "happy place", she also seems to be more calm these days when dealing with friends and class mates.

I did the no no and got to comfy from Meditating and "fell" asleep. I dreamed I was running on the side of my house in my bare feet, I came around the corner where there was a bush in the way (thats normally not there) I hesitated and said "oh hell with it" pointed my arms straight up in the air and blasted off. It was like Rocket fuel, and felt for some reason I did it entirely too quick. The FEELING was so intense, so unforgettable, I felt it in every cell of my body, this was very new to me.

I wouldn't share my experiences with just anyone. Very few can I talk to about cept my wonderful hubby and recently my mother. She is really into certain things, but holds on tight to her christian traditions.

When I spoke to her about my recent projection in finding my grandfather (her father) she was very intrigued, and even wanted me to ask him something if there would be a next time etc. She even confessed to me of having an OBE once when she fell asleep on the couch and was hovering over her body. She panicked and lost it. She said she has always understood that when you leave your body, that anything can over take it because of its vulnerability. All I could say was that we can control on who or what wants in, and I was in full control.

Does anyone have any advice on a better explination I could give her??

My first sucessful Projection!!
My grandfather. He was the closest loved one a girl could ever want.  We shared a rapore that was un matched by anyone.

I was flying four feet off the ground, when I zeroed in on him perhaps about 20 feet away I could make out his image sitting on a park bench petting his dog. I sat down on his left, and smiled like it was a place we met all the time. I said "Is that Ralphie that you are petting?" and he smiled and said "Yes it is, and it's also bootsie" (his dog prior to Ralphie) I got pretty worked up and had couldn't stand to be there very long. I stood up and said "I'm sorry, I can't stay..Is there anything you want me tell anyone?" and he said "Why yes, tell grandma that I will be sitting right here waiting for her, AND I'm so glad I don't have to eat her cooking anymore!" and laughed.  The next day this encounter got me thinking about a nickname I have called him most of my growing up. When I was very little and couldn't say Grandpa, i would use the word "bokkan" This nick name was adopted by the family and became his only name with us till the day he died. I used a letter board the other day and asked if I might get the name of my spirit guide to assist me when I am having trouble next time. The letter spelled out BAKAAN I was floored! Not the way I have spelled it over the years, but how much sense did that make???
Then I did some internet digging on the word, and the first definition I pulled up was a Measurement of great distance in the Mayan culture.....

I had my first Astral sighting that was in its true form (no mistaking it) Was a small snake that came from my upper left corner of my astral vision, slowly approaching forward. It was made of entirely points of lights, almost glittering. I felt that the surface it was on was very flat, (no floating up or down) I wasn't afraid at all, but got myself out because it just the first most amazing thing I had ever seen.

Hello there. I am new here and wanted to say hello.
I just recently became very interested in metaphysics. Someone I love deeply introduced me.  I just can't seem to read enough! I am in the middle of Practical Psychic self-depfense reading of Mr. Bruces book. As I am reading many of my questions are being answered, and puzzle pcs. falling into place, I find this so intriguing and amazing as though I have been reborn. I have a greater understanding of Negs and how they effect our lives and the door ways. I have no doubt that some have been effecting my life dramatically, from childhood hauntings to surrounding myself with not so great people. I saw an image hovering above my bed a couple days ago, though I was not afraid, because I understood what it was and why it was there.

I haven't read anything from the book yet that has answered one of my questions that I have had all my life and never brought up because I was afraid that I was going crazy. When I was a child our house was haunted. To make a long story short I use to curl up in a fetal position at night against the wall so I couldn't see "it". Sometimes being just a couple inches from the wall I could see the reflection of my eyes on the wall! I would even play games and blink making one eyes light close etc. I haven't been able to do this an adult but have another curiousity that has been happening to me. So hense my question..When I have a bad dream or night terror after I wake up (temporarily paralysed say 10-15 mins) I cannot close my eyes. I have to sheild them with a pillow or blanket to keep from looking out. This is because I can see the opposite negative image of my eyes against my eyelids (sometimes white, other times a lt green). It is a very scary thing to me. Has either of these ever happened to anyone? What is this a result from?

I started seeing aura's last week for first time, and I learned in one minute. Have a subject sit in front of a light colored wall, about 18 inches away from it. Pets work too if you can get them to hold still. Have a softer light on, but not pointed at your subject. Then you sit away from the subject by about 9-10 feet. Stare at the wall behind your subject, say a couple inches from their shoulder or head,  never focusing directly upon the subject, keep staring at that wall. You will see a white envelope (white/yellow outline) start to appear around them. The more you can hold your attention to that wall the thicker the aura becomes, once you master this, then keep working on it and you will begin to pick up colors in the aura.

Well thank you for taking the time to respond . Perhaps it is just a normal thing then. It's like wearing a cheap pr of sunglasses and seeing your eye reflections in them..only its against your eye lids. I guess I just assume its scarey because it only happens immediatly following a night mare...