This may not be the best first post, but, here we go.
i've been doing a lot of stuff without worrying too much about getting outside input, but this was superlatively bizarre, and i've come back from the whole experience feeling very, very different... So i wanna see what people might have to say about this one. Apologies in advance if this doesn't make any sense at all.
Has anyone had any experiences with entering what appears to be Hell? Not the dante's inferno, christian version, or the frequently seen lower astral weirdness, more like a sort of... sanctuary, to use the thing/person/entity i talked to's words...
There's always the issue of looking so hard i basically MADE it, but, i wasn't really looking for anything specific. A christian acquaintance of mine, who gets fed up with me easily, told me that if i could really astral project, i should be able to go to Hell and Heaven, and that i should go see Hell so that i'd understand where i'm going if i don't see the proverbial light.
So, of course, i had to try it.
After trying to "lower" myself as much as possible, i began wandering caverns that seemed to be made of steadily less and less solid material, eventually getting this feeling of entering something far and away from all the rest of the junk i'd come through. The next sensation is absolutely impossible to describe, but without saying it any other way, what it basically felt like was that everything around me believed in me. Not just was watching me, but understood that i was there, like i was in this permanent state of uncomfortable eye contact with every droplet, wave and photon of energy existing around me. After that, everything around me changed and i was standing in a field with a starless black sky that could have been just nothing overhead. And i wandered a multitude of places throughout this lower-lower astral for what seriously felt like a century or two, some i can remember, some i can't. i'd describe more of it but the fact is, a lot of it wasn't THAT interesting, and the post would be a mile long, and it's already too long. Oy. The part that throws me off, was at the end, i was distinctly told to come back when i was ready, that this could be my home if i wanted, and, also mildly disturbing, i was told to bring others. i should mention, i think, that i woke up and it was almost 27 hours after i had started this. i thought about it, talked about it with some friends and forgot about it for about two weeks, and then went astral again for the first time since then and noticed that i was still retaining some things from that experience, so, i'm worried again.
Anyone experienced anything like this, or maybe heard of it? the thing that worries me was how put together it all was. it doesn't sound very much like the typical hellish lower astral stuff i've read about, and not many of the beings that i came in contact with really had the flavor of out-to-scare-you unintelligent denizens of the lower astral.
Okies, i'll quit before my post gets any longer.
i've been doing a lot of stuff without worrying too much about getting outside input, but this was superlatively bizarre, and i've come back from the whole experience feeling very, very different... So i wanna see what people might have to say about this one. Apologies in advance if this doesn't make any sense at all.
Has anyone had any experiences with entering what appears to be Hell? Not the dante's inferno, christian version, or the frequently seen lower astral weirdness, more like a sort of... sanctuary, to use the thing/person/entity i talked to's words...
There's always the issue of looking so hard i basically MADE it, but, i wasn't really looking for anything specific. A christian acquaintance of mine, who gets fed up with me easily, told me that if i could really astral project, i should be able to go to Hell and Heaven, and that i should go see Hell so that i'd understand where i'm going if i don't see the proverbial light.
So, of course, i had to try it.
After trying to "lower" myself as much as possible, i began wandering caverns that seemed to be made of steadily less and less solid material, eventually getting this feeling of entering something far and away from all the rest of the junk i'd come through. The next sensation is absolutely impossible to describe, but without saying it any other way, what it basically felt like was that everything around me believed in me. Not just was watching me, but understood that i was there, like i was in this permanent state of uncomfortable eye contact with every droplet, wave and photon of energy existing around me. After that, everything around me changed and i was standing in a field with a starless black sky that could have been just nothing overhead. And i wandered a multitude of places throughout this lower-lower astral for what seriously felt like a century or two, some i can remember, some i can't. i'd describe more of it but the fact is, a lot of it wasn't THAT interesting, and the post would be a mile long, and it's already too long. Oy. The part that throws me off, was at the end, i was distinctly told to come back when i was ready, that this could be my home if i wanted, and, also mildly disturbing, i was told to bring others. i should mention, i think, that i woke up and it was almost 27 hours after i had started this. i thought about it, talked about it with some friends and forgot about it for about two weeks, and then went astral again for the first time since then and noticed that i was still retaining some things from that experience, so, i'm worried again.
Anyone experienced anything like this, or maybe heard of it? the thing that worries me was how put together it all was. it doesn't sound very much like the typical hellish lower astral stuff i've read about, and not many of the beings that i came in contact with really had the flavor of out-to-scare-you unintelligent denizens of the lower astral.
Okies, i'll quit before my post gets any longer.