Though I suppose not really that new, I've been coming here forever, probably getting close to ten years now. I'm 21 and active in the US Marine Corps, but when I first started coming here it was because I thought I was being psychicly harassed. I don't really know what was going on to this day, maybe just an over active imagination knowing myself. However I'm back because I've been feeling weird and stuff. Its hard to explain the depth of it really but I'm sure a lot of you know what I'm talking about when I say I think I paid attention to all this stuff for so long for a reason. And lately even though I feel I've achieved quite a bit in my life I still feel empty to some degree. For a while now I've been stuck on trying to find my true self, like if I do everything will just click and I'll feel differently about life.
I've been reading a lot, experimenting a lot with things like meditation, trying and failing at astral projection, though I have been kind of successful at lucid dreaming. I think the world is gonna end, might as well put that on the table, though of course only as we know it not like fire and brimstone. I'm also drawn to learning about ET's, though my current opinion is that UFO's aren't aliens. I dunno how to explain it all and I don't think this is the place either. However I do think way too many weird things are going on in the world(besides the fact that human life is at kind of a upward climax in the first place). Technology, Culture, and Communication are creating a world that human beings have never lived in before and will probably be left to do some truly incredible things as long as no one throws a wrench in all of it.
I'll leave all of my other theorizing for some other time, I don't need to get flamed on my first post for bringing up a bunch of crazy stuff. Suffice it to say I'm here, well finally as an actual presence, to better myself. To know myself. I don't want to question myself for the rest of my life, at least not like this. And I surely want to go about my day to day with the higher awareness that meditation brings. If all this stuff about the astral turns out to be achievable for me. Well then I'll finally have the correct... forum, if you will, to ask my true questions and get some true answers. Or so I hope. Anyway, thank you all for existing. Without you I'd have absolutely no way of validating 50% of what I've felt throughout life. I hope that over the next few months I can do what you've done for me. Oh and btw, I'm Cory, thanks for having me =P
I've been reading a lot, experimenting a lot with things like meditation, trying and failing at astral projection, though I have been kind of successful at lucid dreaming. I think the world is gonna end, might as well put that on the table, though of course only as we know it not like fire and brimstone. I'm also drawn to learning about ET's, though my current opinion is that UFO's aren't aliens. I dunno how to explain it all and I don't think this is the place either. However I do think way too many weird things are going on in the world(besides the fact that human life is at kind of a upward climax in the first place). Technology, Culture, and Communication are creating a world that human beings have never lived in before and will probably be left to do some truly incredible things as long as no one throws a wrench in all of it.
I'll leave all of my other theorizing for some other time, I don't need to get flamed on my first post for bringing up a bunch of crazy stuff. Suffice it to say I'm here, well finally as an actual presence, to better myself. To know myself. I don't want to question myself for the rest of my life, at least not like this. And I surely want to go about my day to day with the higher awareness that meditation brings. If all this stuff about the astral turns out to be achievable for me. Well then I'll finally have the correct... forum, if you will, to ask my true questions and get some true answers. Or so I hope. Anyway, thank you all for existing. Without you I'd have absolutely no way of validating 50% of what I've felt throughout life. I hope that over the next few months I can do what you've done for me. Oh and btw, I'm Cory, thanks for having me =P