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Could you provide a wee bit more information. I may be able to help you or at least point you in the right direction.

 

My sincere apologies Burningriver(and to all i offended) - a momentary lapse. It wont happen again

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Hey  

Yes this has happened to me. Im learning to conciousley remote view and try to meditate everyday, but every so often i'll hit a plateau. Then, even trying to get into a light trance is transformed into an incredibly difficult task. Cant explain it really, i just embrace it. I think because your conciousley using areas of your mind that you may have not used before means a period of re-ajustment is necessary.

MasterJingo has some good advice though, just let go of your expectations. Every time i meditate i experience something slightly different than before, so i just kind of go with it. Learning to remote view can be hard because to get to the right level of mind you have to let go completely, of everything! Then when you get there, youve forgotten what you came for . The act of trying brings you back to your concious\analytical state of mind (waking state or beta).

Finding the right time of day to meditate seems to be important also. Many people i have spoke to have noticed this. I find meditating in the evening when i might usually take a nap(hehe) is the best time for me, thats when i can go the deepest. So try shifting things about and see if that helps a bit.

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I think the first thing you should do is take your copy of psychic self defense, and throw it in the bin! You dont need it!
What started off as a subtle subconcious fear is growing out of proportion because you keep feeding it!  The result: you are, or eventually will, manifest these fears into your own sphere of awareness. Stop energizing it with thought.

Fear comes from a belief in duality; a belief in two powers instead of One, a belief that there can be a power opposing the One conciousness which spawned (and IS) everything!

....but hey,  watever.
 

Happy thoughts to you    

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Hey there, just wanted to introduce myself. This is certainly a BIG forum   . Looks like im gonna be here a while looking through all the previous posts, cant wait to get started.  

I last visited the Astral Pulse website about three-or-so years ago and it was a puny thing compared to what it is now. That was when i first bought Astral Dynamics by Robert Bruce. Great book! It explained a lot of weird stuff that i had experienced my whole life - waking paralysis, spontaneous OBE's etc. Although when i started raising my energy and trying to conciously OBE, i found i just couldnt get over the fear i felt and so i stopped altogether - plus a lot of other stuff was happening in my life at the time that required my attention.. But now im back! - Grrr!! and i feel a whole lot stronger. Ive started RV training too and lots of exciting stuff has happened so far so.....heres to an exciting journey Cheers!

-weeNinja