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Were you positive you were out of body?, if you were it sounds very much like a succubus.

A good strategy game for the PC would be all of the Total War games, including Rome: Total War (but my computer can't handle it )
I also played Dark Age of Camelot for awhile, and i'll get back on this summer, it was good but i just suck at level grinding.

H  A  L  O  2 = the most  badass game for the Xbox, if you don't like shooters you won't like this (they could have done a better job with the AI)

You want to know what's really evil, ignorance is. There's a difference between stupid and ignorance. Stupid is, you know better but you don't apply. Ignorance, you simply don't know any better. And usually not knowing about something can be painful and sometimes deadly. Since most people identify evil with something painful, ignorance would sum up the root of all evil.

So by your definition, if i coolly; calmly reflected upon a decision such as cold blooded murder (which i might add would be considered evil by many), then it would not be evil by your standards?
Not that i even believe in right or wrong, good or evil, its all subjective i don't even bother with it. You can do destructive things or creative things, you can help people or harm people, but each is necessary.
As for the occult being evil, if you read what i wrote of course i don't think its evil. Some people choose to work for themselves, some choose to work for others, and some just don't care.

Of course we want to know dude!

HI i'm tiberseptim, 16, and a guy. I got into AP this summer when i started exploring the rest of the occult (yes AP part of the occult). No success yet, all i can get to is when your body starts to fall asleep, but then my mind goes nuts because i get so excited. o well

I forgot to say that i tried the sigil again, i was trying to AP and i had started to get the heavy feeling when your body starts to go to sleep, i used the sigil to concentrate on so my thoughts wouldn't stray. The last two nights i have had more vivid dreams with lucidity in them. (The AP didn't work though )

from what you know so far your correct !

this should help http://www.chaosmagic.com/archives/sigils/index.shtml
browse through this, it has some info on sigil making techniques, and why the hell you should use them.[/url]

Ohh sorry, i kinda forgot to look where i posted, but what exaclty do you mean, do you want me to show it to you? Its much better if you make your own, so that your subconciuos actually knows what it means.

Ahhh Chaos Magick, where do i begin? It is the idea of the universe i most resonate with, and its also the concept that got me into magick. While i currently have no experience with actually changing my reality  i know a lot about the idea (im still practicing meditation, im not really ready to get to the trance state). Chaos magick considers itself to be a meta paradigm, a belief about beliefs. The idea is that faith or belief in something is not the end in itself, but the means to get what you want. Adopt whatever you need to achieve what you want, discard anything that holds you back. To change your reality you must get to a trance state and visualize a sigil or say a mantra (at least those are the most common methods) made from your intent. Those are some of the basics.
I have used a sigil for lucid dreaming that worked suprisingly well for about a week, and i still get lucid dreams here and there, just not  directly from the sigil. Instead of getting to the trance state i would visualize it every night before i went to sleep, although i think its lost its potency for some reason .
And yah you could technically create a sigil to help you project, you can do whatever you want (including using cthulhu mythos as a belief system).

Dude,
Everyone forgot Kao$ Magic. It doesn't use a metaphysical 'system' or Hierarchy of gods unless you want to. Its very free form and you can use it with any chosen school of Magic. The whole idea is that belief is a means not an end, and that belief gives you power. Magical power doesn't stem from a god it stems from you.
Anyway if you want to learn more look it up or go to
www.chaosmagic.com