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Thanks for your comments. Nice to hear about your experience. In regards to my age, I'm mid 30s. I remember  having a lot of flying dreams when I was a kid and I also had an experience when I was 6 where I was in the playground and could see myself from outside so maybe that was a projection. When I was around 8 or 9 I had these intense experiences in bed at night where it felt as though a huge god-like presence was bearing down on me. It really freaked me. I would get out of bed and be pinned against the wall. But nothing else really happened until my early 20s when I got involved in a spiritual practice. I had my first OBE when I was around 24 where I floated to the top of my bedroom ceiling and went to go through the door. Since then I've had numerous spontaneous projections. It just seems to be getting stronger and I can move easily through walls etc and have been outside.  I have even had the dropping down through the bed experience where I then hovered over a hell type world. I have never had a desire to make them happen more though - sometimes I feel that staying in the physical world is enough challenge - but I've decided that it's about time I became more conscious of what's going on. In the last year or so I have started to come across entities, including beings made of light, so I reckon I had better sit up and take notice.

Hela

This is a bit of a long one but if anyone could give some analysis of an experience I had last night, it would be very much appreciated.

I should say that I am a natural OBEr and have had many experiences, including conversing with different types of entities.

Last night I found myself walking around my apartment. It was dark and I had a strange feeling of another presence so I went to turn the lights on - 2 switches and a lamp but they didn't work. A thought went through my mind that the electricity must have gone out but then I started to suspect that I was having an OBE - this is strange for me as I am usually completely aware I am in one. I went into the bathroom and thought to myself that if I fell, and I was having an OBE, it wouldn't hurt. So I fell and found myself surrendering to the usual OBE feeling I get - as though I'm being lived and the experience lives me rather than me trying to consciously make something happen. But as this happened I thought, Cool, I will go visit my boyfriend, as I had never successfully visited anyone before during an OBE. So I then felt myself moving through the wall but then it became quite confusing - quite a nice spaced out whirling feeling but I didn't really know where I was. Suddenly, I was called back to my body in the bathroom as I heard a noise and felt a strong presence nearby. Someone was moving through the hallway past the bathroom door and had opened and closed the front door. Very scary. I prepared myself to defend myself although I knew I wouldn't be able to use my voice - it felt paralyzed (which I sometimes experience during an OBE).
I got up and went to the door to check on it. It was closed and the safety chain was on but I could see the light from the outside under the door. (I vaguely remember the door having a window and curtain over it which it doesn't have in real life which confused me). I was quite convinced there had been an intruder in my place.

I went back to my bedroom thinking if I was having an OBE, I would be able to see my body in my bed. I went over to my bed but it wasn't there! Only empty bedclothes. So I became quite confused.

Suddenly, as I was standing next to my bed, some hands came out from underneath and grabbed hold of my foot. I tried to break free and pulled its hair. It had small hands and I bit one of its fingers. I tried to talk to it to find out what it wanted but the words struggled to get out of my mouth.

I started to panic because it wasn't going to let go and I was feeling quite weak. So in desperation I said something like " I call upon the power of the universe to help me", and I suddenly woke up in bed.

Does anyone know why I wouldn't see my physical body in the bed? Also throughout this OBE I felt a general weakness and experienced voice paralysis - is this a different type of OBE? I have felt this type of weakness before during experiences but I'm usually still in bed, not walking around. Also, I don't know if the fact that I have the flu at the moment has anything to do with the feeling of weakness.

This entity was annoying. I have come across these types of annoying things before. They don't bother me too much because I always seem to be able to wake myself up but I wouldn't mind learning how to deal with them in the moment.

Cheers.