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last nite i was drivin home and it was 11:11 and the past 2 nites i looked at my clokc was 11:11 lol

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this actually happened to me twice in a row i was scared to fall asleep, and each time i did i woke up in the same state, i felt hard vibrations that night also

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I don't believe in anything i just know things from experience, "Enki" that god is a nice and good god who trys to show people that u can become gods yourself but using the powers u are born with to an advantage, i like judicial Satanism, i just don't get why people actually think they will hang with Enki after they die, I'm sure they can but its like that's all your living for is it? good meditation methods and power usage from the site www.joyofsatan.com very good site u should all check it out, and check on the "Sumerians" and find out some real info about how humans were created, why, and whats been going for past few thousand years, really interesting stuff, also go read "the 12Th planet" really good book

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I've had nights where I set my alarm (sometimes a bit earlier than needed, sometimes not), but the alarm is turned off during the night. I have no memory of turning it off, but when I wake in the morning, it's off. And I'm running late.

And this is usually under "normal" circumstances. I don't meditate often, and when I do, I don't go very deep.

Well basically i believe i don't remember cause i must of been in a really deep sleep from the meditation cause i remember feeling so relaxed it was amazing when i woke up around like noon the next morning, i dunno i remember one time when i used to go to school id sometimes hit it without even remembering? id be like omg why didn't it go off at the time it should of lol

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Intresting but the real question is can he do it again right now and will it be accurate? still amazing

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Ok basically this was my night,

As i layed down i was very in tune with my mind so that i was set on trying to AP. So as usual i layed down relaxed for a minute, started to do some deep breathing exercises and just trying to concentrate on 1 thing, my mind was kinda full so it took a good 20 mins to clear my mind, as soon as i did it was as if my whole mind went blank, i was in this state of tranquility, then a quick jolt of adrenaline had me thinking again so i just said, stop stop just do this, lets AP tonight, come on, i went back into the state, next thing i knew it i was starting to feel really relaxed (i tried to imagine from feet to head) each muscle relaxed, i started to feel slight vibrations and hear some cracking noises like i always do when i get to this state, i started to think again and not knowing i almost slipped into a dream but i soon pulled my mind out, at that instant it was as if my body fell asleep and i was fully awake in my mind, I'm like yes i did it, i started to feel my feet rise and my eyes slowly like must been in there REM process cause i was feeling it softly, next thing i tried to imagine triangles spinning, doing some of my own techniques so i could work with my charkus, i did that and i almost fell into a dream again but stayed aware, before i knew it i musta been so tired i lost it, had a nice feeling though inside, then when i woke up i felt refreshed, so wasn't to bad of a night, then i notice....

my alarm clock was unplugged?? i always look at my clock first thing i do when i wake up to see what time it was and it was unplugged... then i remembered that day i set ma alarm 2 hours early so i could try to AP in the morning by doing the wake up early, and more relax method, apparently i don't even remember it going off once... my mom then told me i turned it off like twice that night and it keep going off so she came in and unplugged it... she said it must of went off 4 - 5 times before she did, i don't even remember turning it off once! i wonder if i was just so tired or in such a deep sleep from my nightly meditation that my arm just kept hitting snooze? and when u hit snooze it goes off again every 30 mins, so it was weird how i don't even remember this lol

Has this ever happened to any1 else and does any1 have an explanation?

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i think since u cant physically accomplish anything in the astral if u went on a vacation to another state other then the beauty of viewing other locations in a way no one else has ever done, i believe its a "no" to your question, but the thought is cool lol

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Well i actually had a NDE, and it was acaully quite scary but not from my point of view. Basically i had way to much to drink, like 10 - 12 shots of str8 liq. and i poped some triple c's, yes i understand wasnt smart at all and never will do anything like that again, basically on this car drive with my friends i blacked out, from wat i know happened, i remeber driving then blacking out, then i was in my bathroom floor and my parents were feeding me water, i had no clue wat had happened, but it was so fast, one second i was in the car the next it was like i saw myself fly outta the car and zoom str8 into my body  on the bathroom floor, i was very confused and outta it, everything was skippin sorta, like one second id be takin a shower then again id fly into 20 mins into the future and i just finished having a convo with my parents and i didnt even kno wat i said, a few days later some friends from my neighborhood told me that i was walked from my friends car when they came to drop me off to my front door and passed out, every1 tried slappin me wakin me up but i wouldnt, and my vital signs were close to non, faint heartbeat, my friends told me that as my parents ran upstairs for a sec that one of my friends pumped my chest and i started breathing better, after a while they got me upstairs to my bathroom where they poured water into my mouth, my dad said i didnt wake up till the 3rd bottle was in me, i started to open my eyes,

i just want to add that this was such a horrific experience for me, i never have done drugs since that day, i wish to value my life more everyday and not waste it, it really scared me after that i almost died, all the people i would of hurt from my loss eveything scared me, i really wonder though why i went from a car to my floor so fast! it was like fast foward button in my life... i dunno it was a horrible experience im glad to be alive and drugs are bad

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