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I really need help. Since I was a small child I've been having flying dreams; very lucid, exhilarating ones. I've been doing as much research as I can and discovered that I've been unconsciously projecting myself astrally. Since then, I've been trying to do it on a conscious level and have been somewhat successful at times.

On a few of the more recent occasions I've had the deep and distinct impression that I was being followed and monitored by beings that had nothing but good will towards me.

But a few days ago I had a VERY bad experience. I was going along and these dark, black beings that resembled disjointed balls were following me to my side and back. I couldn't remember what they they were saying but I do know it was vulgar, insulting, and demeaning. The one thing that I could make out from them was that basically, I was not going to be protected forever and eventually they would get me.

It was a very frightening experience. I almost quit ever trying to project again because I don't want to go through that again. However, I'm learning so much about myself and other than that incident, I've been at such peace with myself; more than I've ever been.

I'm not asking for protection. I want to stand up for myself and be assertive by learning to protect myself. But I don't know where to start.

Can anyone help?

Hi, I'm brand new here, so I'll be brief - for now, lol.

I'm coming to terms with OBE and projecting astrally. I've been able to do it for as long as I can remember, even as a small child. I always thought my very lucid and frequent dreams of flying were just that, dreams.  I never realized what it truly was. Only recently I've been able to embrace it through research and personal growth. *sigh* It feels as if I'm going to need a lot of guidance.

Anyway, its great to be on board. See you out there!

cg