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i just felt like writing about my experiences and things i ponder about .. . . any feedback is deeply appreciated

1.  when i meditate while sitting on a chair with my spine erect, feet on the ground, hands on my lap or just in the air faced up, or facing each other, i noticed energy building up on my feet and all over my leg and it would get extremely warm.  there will be lights appearing on my forehead, warmth on my chakras, and just energy circulating all around.  the problem (well i'm not sure if its a problem) i have is when the meditation session is done.  what happens is i would get up and i wouldn't be able to move my legs much without feeling uncomfortable.  my legs feel like a mass of energy built up and when i move them slightly it feels super staticy and the only way for the pressure to lessen is when i sort of wiggle my toe and sort of move my legs slow until it has shaken off...is this built up of energy on my legs normal?

2.  another experience i have is, when i'm working on the computer, or just outside hanging out with friends, i sometime see what appears to some misty, white smoke thingy twirling around, moving around, and flying towards my face.  is that a ghost or a spirit, or anything i should be concern with?


3.  the past few days i've been feeling a tightness on the solar plexus area.  it feels like a physical pain.  does that mean something to you guys?  when i get the pain i would try to breathe energy thru my solar plexus just to get that warmth feeling, hoping that it will decrease the pain...i guess it somewhat helps....


4.  also sometimes i feel my face getting numb, or half of my brain (the left hemisphere) filled with energy and tingly feelilngs..my heart sometimes have a burning sensation.....does that mean anything ?


5.  i also get hypnogogic hallucination that last very shortly.  one time i've seen a white door closed.  when i tell ppl about it they said i shouldve tried to open it...but how would i do that when everytime i try to focus on any visions i get, they disappear as soon as  i put my attention to it....also...my visions....speaking about my visions...what it appears to me is like...using the analogy of radio frequencies...i get the vision but its not clear..its like for example me wanting to listen to 102.7, but i'm on 102.5.  i get whats coming from 102.7 but its not fully there.  my question is how can i ... increase my vibration or tune in to these visions......



6.  some website says that a characteristic of a balance solar plexus chakra is charisma...so my question is ...is one who works on developing and balancing their solar plexus gonna be charismatic?  or since it is known as the will center also, does that really give ppl determination and that personal power that it is supposedly associated with?  i thought that just comes with ppl who....knows how to be charismatic, who always know waht to say and have the perfect timing for things..........who practice self discipline, and who are just...determined...can working on balancing my chakras really have an effect on these things.  does working on my heart really make me more empathetic and compassionate?  does working on my throat really make me a better speaker?  third eye being intuitive?  etc etc...  i have a tendency to over analyze and over think things, what is that attributed to?  how can i find balance?


sorry i typed so much, i know it seems like i'm jumping from one thing to another....  its just that i've been wanting answer forever and always hesitant to post so the questions and experiences built up

hello people out there

i've read from various sources that says to stay away from any form of alcohol after beginning work on your third eye or work on your chakras. 

the books says that it attract negative entities and energy

is there anyone out there who can elaborate on that...or discuss more on this topic

can i not have a few drinks?  must i stay away from it completely?  what would i do on weddings, parties, and all that fun stuff?

i really wouldnt mind not drinking.  it just gets a little difficult when the pressure comes from friends and family.  i miss beer but if it doesnt go well with energy work, i'd rather abstain from it . . .

when i place my hands facing each other, i notice my hands moving by itself...it usually makes circular movements and its freaking cool!

also, when i have my eyes closed while letting my hands move by itself, i notice a lot of swirling light appearing...i usually see these lights when i'm in a meditative state but it appears a lot more when i'm doing this.  i also feel sort of like a numbing sensation on my arms...its pretty cool and weird.....  i'm just going with the experience right now and really enjoying it.  what does this mean though?  whats moving my hands and lifting my arms?


i've read somewhere that whenever there is a light, there is a being behind it, and that i should try to tune into it instead of trying to verbally communicate w/ it.  but i haven't had any success with the art of tuning in.....anyways, any comments would be cool

can remote viewing be spontanaeous?  at times when i get ready to take a nap, i would all of a sudden see images/visions of an unknown place.  today i saw what appears to be someone's patio and i saw a beach chair with stripes.  other times i would see someone's bedroom, living room, and stairs.  is this remote viewing???

i have some questions in regards to psychic development.  if you guys don't mind, i hope someone can answer some of these question.

I used to meditate on my third eye and i still do occasionally.  ever since i started this i've been experiencing things that are "strange" to me.  for instance, i would see images in my head.  some times i would see a room, people walking, a keyboard and fingers typing.  when i rub my eyes, it sometimes get clearer, but not clear enough.  i would see what it appears to be fog, and when i rub my eyes, it does clear up a little.  some suggest this to be clairvoyance, which i would agree.  or maybe i'm remote viewing ( i doubt its this)...anyways, the pictures aren't always clear, and i want it to be clearer.  my question is does it get clearer?  how can i improve my clairvoyance?   how would i manage to get things clearer.  i guess i've been increasing my vibration, for i see aura and energy much better.  i guess developing my energy body would help.  please enlighten me...  thank you!