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#1
Hello everyone,

It's been a long time since I've posted or even visited the Pulse. Life's been very busy lately, and I haven't had much free time. Yesterday I had an amazing out of body experience, so I thought I'd share with you all the log I wrote after I woke up.

I'd be very interested to hear your thoughts/personal experiences that are related to any of the things that occurred in my experience below. I'd also love to start a discussion/storytime of entities that you've encountered while not in the physical. Hope you enjoy!

"Out of Body Experience, 10/23/14 from 4:30 to 6:13pm
I was listening to TMI's Gateway meditation, and I actually fell asleep around the colors segment. I awoke in a new place similar to Earth. It was a collection of people's houses and there were some that were open air. There was a party going on. I was actually passing through this little town (about 10-15 houses) when I saw some people that were getting drunk or something. A small bout between two guys started because one of them supposedly tried to grab the girlfriend of the others' butt. So the guy punched him in the face and it looked like it really hurt – the guy that got punched was non-combative so I felt sorry that the other guys had just whacked him. I joined their little gathering as the two plus a small group walked to a particular set of houses, and then I basically fit right in. We played some games, there was a small arcade, and we just had a great time. There was also some unfinished construction on a new concrete building that we all decided to climb. I got up about 50 feet and stopped. Some of the other guys had turned around and were sitting on these little slats like venetian blinds, but I had had enough trouble climbing them that I just stood where I was and faced the opposite direction. All of a sudden, one of the shy girls I had briefly noticed from the party appeared floating in the air on the other side of the slats. She said, "Do you need something?" and I, bewildered, asked what she meant. She told me that she was able to project herself into people's minds and that I seemed a little uncertain, so she decided to see if I wanted any help. She was beautiful, with a slim, fit body, long, wavy blond hair, and a thin, delicate complexion. We spoke a few more words and she asked me if I wanted to meet with her in private sometime. I told her that I can't usually make it to things like this (because I comprehended that we were not on Earth, and therefore were in some other dimension), but that I'd love to talk more. She said she'd be back next week, which assuming time passes the same there as it does here would be next Thursday at 4:30. She also told me her name, which started with and M (I didn't catch it because some of the guys on the slats next to me were yelling a little and I didn't want to ask her to repeat herself), but I really, truly wish I had gotten it. This is the first real contact that I've ever had with an entity outside the physical world, and I am hoping I can make it out again next Thursday...She disappeared and I climbed back down to join the rest of the throng. We did a few more fun things, and then people got tired so we all went home. I knew my home was far from where we were but I started walking anyway and came to a hill. For some reason the ground had a very thin sheet of ice on it even though I had only been wearing a light jacket the entire time. So, being the adventurous person I am, I ran and slid down the entire thing. I saw one of the guys from the party walking up his driveway, and I actually slid partway up it. He turned around (he was on the phone) and I realized that it was Matthew C. from my childhood home in Wichita. It was also his house he was walking up to. I caught a few words of his conversation - "...but 4am isn't really that late, why can't I stay out until 4?" and decided to keep walking to my house which was right around the corner. He didn't seem to recognize me.  I looked up at the stars and stood there enthralled for a minute.  It was absolutely mind-blowing. I could see more stars that I ever had in the physical, and it took my breath away.  I was walking up my own driveway when I felt the familiar pull back to my body. The amount of lucidity during this experience was the highest I've ever experienced. I'm hoping that the trend of increasing awareness continues with my experiences in other realms.
When I arrived back in my body, it was different. I could still hear the meditation session running in real time, and it was at the volume I expected it to be. But it just didn't feel right. So I listened as Bob talked me through the descending colors, and waited for it to end so I could get up. After it ended, I started to raise my arms to take the covers off. I had my arms almost straight up (I was lying on my back), but I couldn't see them! I was able to move them around and feel them like you would normally in the physical plane but they were invisible! I realized that my body was still asleep, but it was almost like I had sleep paralysis. So, carefully, I got to the point of moving other limbs without trying too hard (so as not to wake my body). I "rolled" myself out of bed, and had great difficulty standing at first, like you would if you had just woken up from a deep sleep. In fact, one of my feet that I was standing on was facing backwards! So I tried to move more and everything went black, and I found myself in my bed again. Repeat this process about 3 or 4 more times adding some falling through floors and stuff, and eventually I got out and into another, completely different world. I woke up in a cabin of some sort, like I had just woken up from sleep. I got up and ran naked - much to the surprise of the locals – to the community toilet. That's when I realized I was in a third world country of some sort. Everything was worn down and there was an atmosphere of despair. It seemed as though I had been a local for some time, because none of the native people seemed shocked by my existence. I saw a Cadillac with four older white men in it pull up, and I realized that this place (which was populated mostly by people of a darker complexion) was run and utilized as some sort of profit center for the wealthy. I didn't find out for what purpose or how this was happening, it was more of a gut feeling. Apparently I was of the same complexion as I am in the physical: a somewhat-tanned white. Like I said though, the natives did not give me much thought, except a few sideways glances. I was not viewed with hate, as the CEOs were.  Unfortunately, some more events occurred but I do not remember them; I was sucked back to my body for real this time.
I awoke very slowly. I moved a little, closed my eyes again and almost drifted back out for a third time. If I didn't have two large homework assignments due tomorrow that I have no clue how to complete, I probably would have tried to go back out...Alas, my subconscious knew what was best. When I actually did get up, I was uneasy on my feet and very disoriented, both physically and mentally. It's taken a good thirty minutes as I finish writing this log to fully reawaken.
Overall, this was by far the longest and most lucid out of body experience I have ever had. The time that seemed to elapse in the first part was about an hour or so, and the second was about 45 minutes. However, in physical time, the first part took about an hour and ten minutes, and the second part took place over a 35 minute interval."

If you got this far, thanks for reading  :-D
#2
Welcome to Out of Body Experiences! / Another LD/OBE
November 14, 2013, 18:40:54
Hey guys, it's been awhile. I've been super busy with school and work, but in the last few weeks I've started to pick this stuff up again on the weekends. I had another experience early this morning, so I thought I would share it. This is the first time that I've been able to meet with a deceased relative. Enjoy!

Projection 11/14/13
   I fell asleep as usual without trying to project. I did take calea before I fell asleep. The first thing I noticed after some normal dreaming was myself starting to snowboard on a skateboard deck down a slope. I looked around me and saw my roommates at the top of the slope looking confused so I told them to follow me, it'll be fun! They eventually did follow and we all started snowboarding down. I saw many people there, passed some of them, and after a few minutes I ended up at the bottom. In fact, J- and I had a little discussion about the cameras in the slope after he and a roommate "collided" (J- came from behind as C- stopped; there was no collision, James simply passed through C-).  There was a very large amount of people waiting to get through a gate in a chain link fence. I saw James from Springfield, plus a few other longboarders. I also noticed that there were a few people that were "in charge" so to speak, and two of them were Sean  and LT. F-. They eventually started letting us in, but LT. F- called for all the Navy candidates to enter first. After we got through the first gate, there was a small area before another gate that they had to open. So people started messing around and talking and stuff. I walked around and saw a few more people (L- and R-), and then decided I was going to do some flying. So I lifted up my arms horizontally and leaned forward onto my tiptoes, and then I was flying! Apparently I was one of only a couple people who could or did, and I performed some aerobatics. Then I heard a shout, and they had gotten through the second gate. People started thronging through into a large field of grass, and I was in the back but someone came around and opened a secondary door that all the people in the back went through. After running through the field, we came to another chain link fence, except this time there were armed guards on the other side. However, they were scared of the number of us, and we formed a large phalanx about 25 feet from the fence. In sync, we all stomped forward until we were really close to the fence, and the guards got freaked out and ran away! I had no idea what was on the other side of the fence, but I soon found out. We went through a third gate and into a large building. Inside was something like a gift store with trinkets, food, and candy, and behind that was a ginormous dining hall with people sitting around eating and talking. Everyone was in suits and dresses and such, except for us. I don't think we were wearing anything particular. I realized that most of these people had passed away from the physical, and one of my intentions from a year ago came to me suddenly. I wanted to see my Aunt S-, who had passed away a few years ago. All I had to do was think her name and we both saw each other at the same time. I flew across the room into her arms, and she was so excited to see me again. One thing I noticed was that she looked exactly like she did when she was healthy. We exchanged a few more words and then I said goodbye, and went to find my Grandpa T-. I did find him, however he is still alive, and this person looked different from him slightly. He has Alzheimer's, and this person did not recognize me either, so that was a bummer. But it was interesting. So then I flew off to look at the other stuff in the room, and found some poker tables, a bar, a tattoo parlor, and a few other things. I could tell I was running out of time, but I was not getting blurry vision like I usually did. So I kept flying around, because flying is an indescribably incredible thing to do in NPR, at least for me. I ended up in the gift shop buying a pack of gum and trying to throw and catch pieces while flying...Not an easy task! While I was doing this my alarm went off and I went shooting back to my body. All in all, a wonderful gift of an experience.

Thanks for reading! :D
#3
On my birthday my aunt called to wish me a happy birthday and catch up on life. She told me at the end of the call that she was still working on my gift. Well, I just received my gift a couple days ago, and I thought I would share it with you guys!



She made me a beautiful crystal necklace using carefully selected beads. She used a crystal with diamond windows, rutilated quartz, lapis lazuli, chalcedony, garnet, and aquamarine. Each of these has specific traits that are beneficial...Most of these have healing properties, which is great for me because I have undiagnosed physical ailments that I've been dealing with for the past 4 years.

Lately I've been a little blue due to lots of stress in school and such, and I had been worrying endlessly for days before I got this in the mail. The moment I picked it up I could tell it was bubbling with energy. I meditated with it, and put it on. Ever since, I've felt much better physically and mentally. It's unbelievable! I'm sure it's not only the crystal's natural energy but also my loving aunt's as she made the necklace. Overall I'm quite impressed...I haven't put much weight in crystal healing, chakras, etc. Boy, has that changed!



So yeah, just thought I would share.
#4
Welcome to the Healing place! / Healing the Heart
September 16, 2013, 19:46:29
Hello everyone,

It's been a while since I posted here. I've been extremely busy, what with the start of school and the need for good grades.

I am posting this because I have made a mistake. Well, more like many mistakes in succession. I have hurt the only real friends I really have, and in the process also gave away a piece of my heart. Now if I'm not constantly doing something, I start to think about the whole thing, and I burn on the inside. It's almost indescribable, the type of pain I'm feeling. I would really appreciate it if you guys could send some healing energy my way...I'm not a doctor but I think I'm starting to fall into a real depression.

Thanks.
#5
Hey guys!

My aunt recently went to TMI in Virginia for a week of really cool stuff, and one of the things they did was bend silverware using psychokinetic energy. I was wondering if anyone here does that kind of stuff, and if so, what you like to do, your methods, etc. I want to get into it, and I've already started practicing with the methods my aunt used.

I guess this is the right sub-forum, but if it isn't a move would be greatly appreciated.

-Fwewyu
#6
Hello everyone,

I just had a cool experience, I thought I would share it with you all if you want to read it. Feel free to share your thoughts  :lol:

I am currently sick with a fever, sore throat, and aches, and I went back to bed at 9:20 after being up since 7. The only comfortable position was on my back, so that's what I did. I had a hard time falling asleep though, because I had drank some coffee around 7 and 8. However, I did notice a loss of feeling after awhile, and AP has been on my mind alot the last few weeks so I decided to go with it. Next thing I know, I'm sitting on the edge of the tub in the bathroom, and I thought: Wait, I'm sick in bed! And then I realized I wasn't in my body anymore! So I got up and walked slowly around my apartment (which was slightly different than in real life). I couldn't remember the "Clarity now" intention, so I lost my sight and felt myself back in my body again. But the vibrations continued, so I let myself rise out of my body.

This is the first time I've been able to successfully rise "out of my body" so to speak; I could feel a pull trying to draw me back in, but I could see my body under the sheets and a sort of white, whispy stuff in the shape of my body that I was moving around. Very neat feeling, to separate from one's physical. My vision faded again because I couldn't get far enough away from my body.

Next, I caught myself looking in a mirror and once again realized I was out; I went into the living room and found my parents sitting in some chairs. I tried to ask for my guide to show up, but I was too fuzzy. My vision faded again.

Then, I was in my mom's old red 1991 Honda Accord back in the town I grew up in. It took longer this time to actually get enough consciousness to pay attention to stuff but I did for a little while and then faded back to my body again.

It was between this and the next would-be experience that I decided to return, because I could feel my dry, sore throat rasping with every breath. Plus, I think my eyelids open somewhat when this happens, because sometimes I can feel my eye getting dry in my body, even when I'm out doing stuff (dual location maybe?)

So yeah. Thanks for reading!

Eywa ngahu,
-Fwewyu Tìomumä
#7
Hello everyone,

I thought I would start a conversation about Calea. I found out about its use from another AP website, and so I purchased some. I have had great success using it to have more vivid dreams, better recall, and sometimes even a better rested feeling in the morning.

If you haven't heard of it, it's totally legal (except to grow it in Louisiana), and it's not too expensive. As with any substance, I would recommend doing some research on it; but I have not found any negative side effects as of yet.

-Fwewyu
#8
Hey guys,

So I've been thinking and experimenting lately, and I wanted to discuss contributing factors to having an OBE/AP/LD experience.

For me, I've discovered that caffeine has a very profound effect on my experiences. I have yet to fully phase; all my experiences have been projecting from my dreams. For example, this morning I was awakened after only 6 hours of sleep by noise in the apartment above me, so I got up and drank a large cup of coffee. After an hour or so of wakefulness, I got sleepy again and went to sleep (the coffee wasn't keeping me awake very well haha). Next thing I know, I feel strong vibrations and I'm looking at stuff in my dreams. I also was able to do a few things before I lost consciousness again because I couldn't keep focused.

This happened about 3 weeks ago with an energy drink, and that was a very vivid experience.

So, caffeine is a catalyst for dreams/experiences, at least for me. What about you guys? Do you have anything that you've discovered helps you along with the process?

-Fwewyu
#9
Hello again guys,

So I'm really excited right now! I have never had so many NPR experiences in such a short time! I just had another AP/LD experience today, and I would like to share it and ask a few questions. It's not too long, I promise  :-P

EXP #3 Borderlands Theme
I am slowly gaining consciousness through multiple separation attempts by looking at my hands. The first time I have about 7 to 8 fingers, the next I have an extra digit, and the last they finally stabilize but they look different, almost like crystals. When I turn them, they stick and then jump to the next dimension, almost like a quartz crystal. Also, whilst discovering my hands, I am involuntarily flying through an unknown room. As I gain clarity, I am able to control my flight better. Now, I am wielding a nerf gun that looks like a fire elemental sniper from Borderlands 2, and my friend and I, plus a bigwig from a corporation, have to infiltrate the bigwig's company. (The gun is made of plastic, but I feel that it shoots real bullets). I have to act like I'm dead half the time so she doesn't get caught, and I've got a bandage around my jaw so I can't speak. I must have been injured. Also, at the beginning, I am chased down by a couple of psychos and I lose my shield. They knock me unconscious and drag me to their boss, who tells me I have to help her. There's a whole bunch of business with an elevator and a place that looks like the residence hall I'm staying in, and then we're in a mall. My old youth pastor and his brother are trying to find us but we have to avoid them so we don't blow our cover. Then I have to chase this guy down who recognizes me or something through the mall. Also, between these things, everything goes dark and I have to focus to gain my vision again. You know how sometimes when you try to phase you'll accidentally focus your physical eyes on what's happening? It's not so much that, but focusing my brain to pick up the scene. Hard to describe.

Anyway, not too much detail this time, but it was another awesome experience. But I have a few questions. Firstly, I can't tell whether this was an OBE or more of a really lucid dream, because I was in control before I had the nerf gun in my hands, but then I just went along with what was happening. (Also, I've been having more dreams lately where I'll question the reality of it, but then I'll just keep going in the dream without "waking up").

Secondly, do you guys typically have themed projections or dreams like this?

Thanks,
Fwewyu Tìomumä
#10
Hey again guys,

I finally got my account working again, the email verification didn't send. Anywho, I had another OBE-like thing on Sunday.

I was taking a nap in a room with some people in it, and I woke up to the usual vibrations, teeth sparking, etc. I then noticed that I was looking through the couch I was sprawled out on! I could see people I knew on the other side, although  my vision was limited to a small circle, while the rest was black. Then, I manifested a desire to go somewhere else, so the circle faded to black and then I was looking up at an incandescent light fixture with a grate over it. Then I woke up.

During the event, I could see and feel myself being somewhere else, but the people talking in real life also allowed me to feel my body...kinda like a dual-position thing or whatever it's called.

Although this wasn't really an out of body experience, it was very exciting for me because I've never had experiences like this so close together...the last experience was about 3 weeks ago. Perhaps I'm finally getting somewhere!
#11
So last night I told myself I was going to wake up in 4 hours and then have an OBE. I ended up falling asleep while trying to phase, but I had some cool dreams. Then I woke up again around 11, and decided to try again. I wasn't able to stay focused enough, so I turned on my side and tried to go to sleep.

Now, the only OBE successes I have had so far have been from dreaming to projecting from the dream. This morning, I got the characteristic intense vibrations and some teeth sparkage (this seems to be my personalized OBE sign haha), but I never ended up getting out. Sometimes it'll happen but then it just fades away to nothing and I fall asleep without meaning to at all.

Does this happen to anybody else, or are you guys mostly phase-oriented?
#12
Hey guys, it's been awhile. I am posting this because I just had my second OBE a week ago, and I thought some of you might find it interesting. So, here's what I wrote as soon as I woke up.

I am in another world. There are games being played that determine whether someone is accepted into this place or not, and since I'm running a bit late, I'm thrown on a team with Donkey Kong, Wolf, and one of my aunts. They have already completed the first objective, which is to find a body part of the last winner (don't ask me why). It's almost like the Amazing Race. The second objective is tpo find a white erasable sign. We found it in a cabin-like house where lots of other people were already looking, and so we erased it and rushed off to the next objective. Now, we have to find Samus Aran, who could be absolutely anywhere. We decide to split up, and I run off to this house that's got an attic. I've visited this place before in my dreams, so I'm somewhat familiar with it. However, they have changed it so that the drop-down ladder to the attic is almost invisible. There is another team looking around in the next room, and as I open up the secret stairway, they follow me inside so I have to rush through the attic. At the end is a staff break room, which I've never seen before, and there are people sitting there drinking coffee, reading the paper, etc. As I rush in, I notice that there is a white foam cup sitting in a hot water dispense with a tea bag in it. However, the little pull tab is swinging, so I'm pretty certain that Samus is in here. I decide to fly around (because it's a huger room, behind the tables is a gym-sized room with lots of arcade games for staff to play) and look for Samus. It's here that I realize I don't have to flap my arms to fly, I can just will myself to fly. It's a little rusty at first, but I've got more important things to do. Anyway, the next team comes in and starts snooping around so I have to focus and find Samus before they do. Somebody mentions offhand that Samus is near, and I realize that she's gotta be in ball form somewhere. So, I start looking around in a different frame of mind, and I spot this volleyball that looks a little different than the others it's stacked with. I pick it up, and it's heavier than normal, and Tada! I found Samus! So our team won the game, and I spent the next hour or so hanging out with the staff and talking to them. Then, we start to leave the building, and someone's talking to me on the porch. My vision starts to lose focus here, and I realize that my time is almost up, so I try to focus with Clarity Now! but it doesn't help but a little. The person talking to me notices my condition and calls for a Departures nurse to come get me. I remember she looked distressed that I had to leave...she was cute and I like her personality. Anyway, one of the medical staff rushes me to the hospital-like Departures ward and preps me for the next game. It turns out that when you win the game and you're not a permanent resident, your temporary body is used to start the next game when you "die". In my case, I did so well in the game that I got 98.28%, which translated to very little dismemberment. They did, however, paint my toenails different shades of pastel colors. Then, I was left with only one male staff member who looked to be just a little older than I. I gained some clarity, because I really wanted to talk to this guy alone. He must have known what I was going to ask, because he tried to distract me with this Ramen soup that he pulled out of nowhere. That soup tasted really good, let me tell you. I thanked him, then asked whether the flying devices they had here used a sort of antigravity, or whether they just created a force opposing gravity itself. His face became worried, and he just told me that he couldn't tell me that information. He drew some blood, which looked like normal blood, and started talking about how they were going to dismember me exactly. I asked him to please make sure I was under before they did any of those things, because they sounded really painful! Next, he took something that looked like an ultrasound wand and started scanning my abdomen. In turn, I heard little beeps, and then I had glowing rectangles with text on them pop up on my abdomen. It turns out that these temporary bodies have stress gauges in them to make sure nothing's seriously broken before they start the next game. I was fine, although there were some that were red (possibly relating to some new health issues I am dealing with currently). These lights made an interesting pattern, which I have attached in a file. Then, I lost consciousness, and was shot through time and space to my body on Earth.

So yeah, that's what I remember, and I couldn't decide whether this was more of a lucid dream or and OBE, but I finally settled on OBE because I was very clear about what I wanted to do, and I had great focus.

#13
Hey guys,

I had my second OOBE experience last night. I don't remember much, because I didn't wake up to write it down, but I do remember 'waking up' into another dream. This is what happened the first time; I was asleep and woke up into the experience, then when it ended I woke into another dream, then woke up again for real.

I have had no success trying to phase. Is it possible that someone may be able to perform one method and not another? I've been practicing, or trying, to phase for months now, but I haven't really made progress.

Although, I haven't been keeping a dream journal either, so that might be an issue to resolve.
#14
Hey guys,

I've recently purchased a pipe and I was wondering what you think about pipe smoking in general. I haven't smoked anything before this. I've read up on the risks, and they don't seem too bad.

So...Do you smoke? If so, what kinds of tobacco do you prefer? What type of pipe do you like? If not, why not? What do you think about people that do smoke pipes?

#15
Ok so...Remember that topic I created a day or two ago about getting really close to an OBE but not quite making it? Well, I don't remember if I mentioned feeling the Entity in my room, but those two close attempts were the first time I felt and heard a presence in my room, as well as the first time I have been able to hear a radio station or TV show, I couldn't tell.

Anyway, after I woke up, I turned over in bed and looked around my room, because I knew someone or something was there when I was trying to phase. I basically vocalized my desire for the entity to reveal itself, either visually, or in some other way. I wasn't rewarded straight away, but during a nap Sunday as well as when I woke up this morning I heard somebody moving around my room. Keep in mind that my roommates just got back last night after my nap. I figured it was one of them, but when I turned around and opened my eyes, all my roommates were sound asleep.

So...I guess I've got a real invisible friend on my hands! Has anybody else had this experience, or is this something that is dependent upon the individual? Could it just be my desire to manifest something (e.g. is my mind just playing tricks on me)?
#16
So I was trying to phase last night, and after an hour I finally was able to get my arms to rise up using the rope technique. I was so close from fully separating that I could taste it! But then my scumbag body decided it was the perfect time to swallow, and an hour's work went down the toilet. Then I tried again this morning, and once again I was starting to get my limbs to separate and the alarm I set to wake me up went off.......ASDFGHJKL: /rage
#17
Welcome to Astral Chat! / A New Experiment
March 08, 2013, 02:30:35
So, I've decided that I'm going to stay up for as long as I can starting tonight. I've been up for 16.5 hours so far, and I hope to stay awake until Sunday sometime.

I'll keep you guys posted on how I'm doing and if I experience any strange side effects  :-)
#18
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Roomates.
February 20, 2013, 11:46:54
So. I am currently a college student, and I have 3 roommates. We've set up our two rooms with one being the "party" room where homework is done and games are played, and the sleeping room where all the beds are. This works out very well when one of us is tired, because the walls are pretty sound proof.

However, every time I practice phasing, somebody comes in the room and makes noise and it distracts me. I tell myself that any sounds will only put me deeper into relaxation, but it is still annoying.

Does anybody else have this problem, and do you have any solutions for it?
#19
Hello once again,

I was curious if any of you guys out there have been in the NPR and asked for a solution to a specific real problem. I have a feeling that this could be very useful, but I don't know if anybody's tried it. Personally, it would be really great to discover how to make nuclear fusion a power source. :|

Thanks,
Fwewyu
#20
Hey everyone,

I figured I would post here for a healing/energy request for a small chronic health problem I've been dealing with. I've got a lump in my abdomen that causes me pain daily, and it's an annoyance. I went to the doctor, and he just said my rib popped out of the cartilage of my breastbone, and that it would be fine/it's not a problem/it will get better, etc. Got an Xray too. It's been 3 months, and it still hasn't healed.

I would greatly appreciate any healing/energy sent, if you do that sort of thing.

Thanks,
Fwewyu
#21
Hey guys,

I've always been skeptical of Phiten necklaces and such, because they say that they "relax" you or "help with the flow of energy" etc. They state that their super-secret ingredient is titanium dioxide, which has no physical "energy" related results in humans. So, what do you guys think about them? Is it more of the fact that if you believe it works, it will?

-Fwewyu
#22
Well, after 2 straight months (and about 2 others before) I finally had a fully conscious projection last night. Ironically, I was trying to sleep, not project, but it happened anyway. I was trying to sleep, but I got close to SP twice on accident. When I woke up I wrote down all that I could remember, which was a majority of the experience. So, here is the original manuscript (written at 3:30am), in first person present.

"After falling asleep, I suddenly feel like my entire being is coursing with energy, and I decide to go with it. It gets so intense that my teeth start sparking with electricity.And then I'm out. I look around, and it is my room in Chicago. It is dark, but I can still see well. I try to grab onto the desk, but my had slips right through. I continue to sink through the floor (it all feels fantastic and indescribable), and after about 30 seconds it goes black and I return to electricity. The current is so strong that it feels like I have about 1000 volts and several amps flowing through my teeth and arcing across the gap between my head and my jaw.

Second exit: I float across my room and through my door, and then around the corners and down into the living room. I have more control,; I'm getting my wings. I see a strangely young and contorted body at the table, but I ignore it for the time being. Then, I try zooming out my front door. The instant I go through the door, it all goes black again. As I return to electricity once again, I find that it makes the sensation better if I open my jaw so it doesn't arc so much.

Third exit: This time, my mother is awake and asks me something when I float down to the kitchen; I ignore her, and successfully pass through the front door. It is a sort of twilight outside; it's dark and yet lighter than inside. My mother has joined me outside and is talking to me, but I don't respond. I remember and try the hand-rubbing technique that I saw on the Pulse, and it works wonderfully. I also vocalize "Clarity, now!" and everything becomes more defined and clearer. I then think to actually inspect my hands, and I am astonished at them. Instead of 5 fingers, I have 7 or 8 on each hand, and some of them are double-jointed and pointing backwards. I then pick up a rock from the side of our driveway (it's about baseball sized, but doesn't seem to weigh much) and throw it to test my strength in the Astral. Is ails to the next steet and almost hits a construction worker in blue jeans, yellow safety vest, and helmet, and he yells "Hey, keep your rocks under control!" (This is a real life distance of 50-75 feet, and I wasn't even throwing as hard as I could, because I was afraid I might throw myself out of the Astral if I did!) Next, IU flew up to the roof of the house, and then everything goes black again, and I am back in my buzzing body.

Fourth exit: I decide to fly out of the atmosphere once I get outside. A cloudy mist makes a face-like shape as I ascend, and then disappears. As I leave Earth, I can see everything...Stars, continenets, the moon...Mindblowing. Just the feeling of gliding around silently on land was amazing, but this was better. There are really no words I can think of to describe what I felt in my body as I zoomed around. After I pass the moon, I get pulled back and accelerate towards the surface. I stop right before I enter the atmosphere, and I can see white rings of light around me slowly descending, like guidance rings in a flying video game. I zoom back out for a last hurrah (as I know my time is almost up), and I get even farther out, but one of the planets I pass explodes, which in turn detonates all the other planets, namely the Moon and the Earth. As this occurs, I suddenly hear a gigantic chorus singing a single discordant destruction chord (it's the only thing I can think of to describe it). I fly back towards Earth and slam into my body in my dark room. I wake up shouting "nnnooooOOOOO!..." with increasing volume along with some other phrase, whirling the blankets around me as I land on the floor. I grab the back of the chair at my desk and lean my head against it to calm myself. My heart is beating furiously and I can't help but think I must have woken my parents up.

But it's not over yet.

After a minute or so of resting there, I wake up in my real body in the real world in the same position that I left it. It was an Inception, a projection from a dream.

Finally, after a very long time of getting close and failing, I have had a real, awesome, incredible out of body experience."

*A last note of interest: My parents are about to move, and there were all kinds of boxes in my room, a couple of mattresses in the living room, as well as a moved table. In the projection, every room was put back like normal.

So yeah, thanks for reading! I would appreciate any advice you guys have, of course. :D
-Fwewyu

Edit: One of my new year's resolutions was to have an OBE, and I can check that one off the list now!  :-D
#23
So I was listening to a sleep induction session in Neuro Programmer 3, and I was actually trying to go to sleep. However, I started to phase instead. About 30 minutes in, I noticed something strange. The recliner chair I was in seemed to rise and fall in a sinusoidal pattern. This was ok, because I had experience this same sort of wave feeling before in my bed. But this time, along with the movement, came breathing noises! As I rose, I could hear an inhale, and as I fell, I heard an exhale. However, this was not my own noise, because I could feel my own breathing, and it was faster than the movement.

Has anyone ever experienced this before?
-Fwewyu
#24
Hi.

My name is Tony, and my alias here is Fwewyu Tìomumä (Seeker of Knowledge). I am very new to OBEs, as I was somewhat sheltered as a child. I recently became interested in OBEs about a year and a half ago, and have since practiced sporadically. Now, OBEs are more of a focus for me, as I had my first OBE experience (sort of) 2 weeks ago.

I am attending Missouri University of Science and Technology for a degree in nuclear engineering.

I enjoy sports, especially longboarding, I play bass, piano, and a little guitar, and I enjoy playing computer video games (League of Legends, World of Tanks, etc). I also love to ski, snowboard, and do anything death-defying or exciting.

So yeah.

I hope to be able to learn a lot from everyone here, and then be able to help others once I am experienced enough.

Thanks,
Fwewyu
#25
Hey guys,

I've been recently trying to update my avatar, but I keep getting this message:
"The attachments upload directory is not writable. Your attachment or avatar cannot be saved."

Any ideas?
#26
Hello,

I'm still very new to this site, but I've been reading a bunch of posts on people's OOBE's and I have a few questions. I would greatly appreciate it if someone could help me out a little :D

So where to start.

I have just recently started studying astral projection, lucid dreaming, and OOBE's (I was somewhat sheltered as a child). I guess my main focus is OOBE's, but I am not completely sure where OOBE's end and astral projection begins. What I have been doing is going to bed, and then either trying to get into SP right then or waking up later to try to do so. However, I get to the point at which I can feel vibrations, but they come and go, and I do not experience any of the other signs of SP. When I do feel vibrations, I sometimes get a lifting feeling, like my spirit is about to leave my body, but after 30 seconds or so the vibrations go away, as well as the feeling of lightness. Then, it takes another period of time before the same cycle repeats again.

I have read that at this point (or something close to it), one should imagine floating, or try to roll out of the body, etc. but this never seems to work for me. I just feel stuck.


So, first question: Am I getting into SP or not?
Also, is there something I am just completely missing, or do I just need to continue on this path until something happens?

Thanks,
Fwewyu Tìomumä
#27
Hello everyone,

My name is Fwewyu Tìomumä (Seeker of Knowledge in Na'vi, the language of Avatar). I have been reading these forums for a while now as a guest, because I have been doing much research into astral projection/meditation/OBE's/lucid dreams. I just registered today and am making this post because I just had an experience this morning that I am unable to classify into one of these topics. I would appreciate it if I could get some feedback on what you guys think it was. So, let me tell you about it.

When I first started to attempt to astral project, I always tried it at night. I only ever got as far as some vibrations. After I learned that this was a fatal mistake, I kinda just didn't practice for a long time, because I've always been a night person, and waking up early only made me fall right back asleep. However, this morning, I had to wake up early for something, then I tried to project after being awake for an hour. I felt vibrations, and then they went away for a few minutes (usually when I quit trying). However, I kept pursuing them, and eventually I "woke up" and was in a kind of dream. I at first thought it was just that, a dream, but after every segment of dream (for I had many), everything would go black, and I would feel vibrations like electricity passing through me, and then a new scene would pop up. After about 5 of these cycles, I finally realized that I was in a "projection", because I could sense that my body was somewhere far away, but I was still in the projection (like duality). Then, I decided to get up and start walking, cause if this was a projection I was gonna go explore! This "projection" took place in my old house that I had lived in for 15 years of my life, and that's probably what clued me in, because I've read that the first projections are usually within your house. So, I got up and started walking through walls. I made it out to my garage, and saw my pet dogs in their cages. This made me stop, because my dogs passed away 2 years ago. At this point everything went black again, and I thought it was over, so I "woke" my body up and that was it.

So yeah, I'm not totally sure whether it was a LD or an astral projection, or maybe a mix of both. Any advice/counseling would be much appreciated.  :-D

Yours,
Fwewyu