A little history about me before I present my situation. I first got interested in Astral Travel about a decade ago when I was 15 or 16. It was merely a curiosity thing after I read about it somewhere on the internet. Well being the kid and novice I was, I was very susceptible to fluff I would come across and basically "psyched" myself out and got frustrated and gave up. I focused on lucid dreaming instead and found that very fulfilling in a relatively short amount of time.
Anyway, about 2 years ago I came across a book call Pagan Metaphysics 101: A Guide to Enlightenment. Besides being an excellent read I found that this once again sparked my interest into Astral Travel. Perhaps being more mature lead to my success, but I had my first Astral experience after about 3 weeks of on and off practice I believe. My first experience was "okay". I found myself more disoriented than anything and was very short. After that, I was having intermittent success. I still was a bit nervous about it all and found myself projecting at a low vibration, which I'm sure some of you know, that won't help your fear issues at all. As they say practice makes perfect and after much practice was able to keep myself in a mindset that I would automatically project to a higher vibration that I wouldn't have to try and force myself there after I was already out. And the rest is history until recently.
I'm not sure what has changed, but last month I found myself projecting at a lower vibration again and finding it a real struggle to get to a higher level. To be perfectly honest, when this happens I get frustrated and usually just say forget it and end the travel. But, the strange thing is, even when I go to project in a positive, focused mindset, I'm still finding myself in a lower vibration and I'm not quite sure why. I can when I truly have the desire can put myself at a higher level, but most of the time I don't feel like dealing with the bottom-feeders in the lower levels. To be honest, they really don't distract me much anymore. I know for the most part which ones are more bark-than-bite and which ones to get out of dodge. But regardless, they still find a way to be a nuisance and in my opinion aren't worth my time or effort to deal with, but I digress. Attempting to talk to my spirit guide about the issue has been, to say the least, unfruitful. She seems to want to be very shaded with this particular predicament. So, I'm kind of at a loss as to why the sudden change.
I only have one friend that has the ability to consciously Astral Travel and she says she's never had anything like that happen to her since her beginning days of projecting, so I'm kind of at a standstill right now. Like I stated earlier, even when I'm going out with a positive mindset and direction, I'm still ending up in a lower level. Nothing in my life has really changed recently, besides maybe some frustration with my recent Astral experiences, but I try not to focus on this "hiccup".
With all that said, anyone with experience in this matter know what might be going on? I'm not sure how to say this without sounding a bit rude, but I mean no disrespect to the ones just learning in the community; I'm looking for serious advice from those that have a good deal of experience with Astral Travel. However, I am open to all suggestions or theories.
Thanks in advance and hope for some guidance in this situation!
Cheers.
Edited for grammatical errors
Anyway, about 2 years ago I came across a book call Pagan Metaphysics 101: A Guide to Enlightenment. Besides being an excellent read I found that this once again sparked my interest into Astral Travel. Perhaps being more mature lead to my success, but I had my first Astral experience after about 3 weeks of on and off practice I believe. My first experience was "okay". I found myself more disoriented than anything and was very short. After that, I was having intermittent success. I still was a bit nervous about it all and found myself projecting at a low vibration, which I'm sure some of you know, that won't help your fear issues at all. As they say practice makes perfect and after much practice was able to keep myself in a mindset that I would automatically project to a higher vibration that I wouldn't have to try and force myself there after I was already out. And the rest is history until recently.
I'm not sure what has changed, but last month I found myself projecting at a lower vibration again and finding it a real struggle to get to a higher level. To be perfectly honest, when this happens I get frustrated and usually just say forget it and end the travel. But, the strange thing is, even when I go to project in a positive, focused mindset, I'm still finding myself in a lower vibration and I'm not quite sure why. I can when I truly have the desire can put myself at a higher level, but most of the time I don't feel like dealing with the bottom-feeders in the lower levels. To be honest, they really don't distract me much anymore. I know for the most part which ones are more bark-than-bite and which ones to get out of dodge. But regardless, they still find a way to be a nuisance and in my opinion aren't worth my time or effort to deal with, but I digress. Attempting to talk to my spirit guide about the issue has been, to say the least, unfruitful. She seems to want to be very shaded with this particular predicament. So, I'm kind of at a loss as to why the sudden change.
I only have one friend that has the ability to consciously Astral Travel and she says she's never had anything like that happen to her since her beginning days of projecting, so I'm kind of at a standstill right now. Like I stated earlier, even when I'm going out with a positive mindset and direction, I'm still ending up in a lower level. Nothing in my life has really changed recently, besides maybe some frustration with my recent Astral experiences, but I try not to focus on this "hiccup".
With all that said, anyone with experience in this matter know what might be going on? I'm not sure how to say this without sounding a bit rude, but I mean no disrespect to the ones just learning in the community; I'm looking for serious advice from those that have a good deal of experience with Astral Travel. However, I am open to all suggestions or theories.
Thanks in advance and hope for some guidance in this situation!
Cheers.
Edited for grammatical errors