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Well, as usual, I took a little "nap" before going to school this morning. I had this weird dream where a girl with a head the size of a baseball, with a normal sized body, came running down my stairs like a zombie and then yelled at me like she was going to kill me. It was quite lucid, so I changed the dream up and made it so she wasn't there anymore. I proceeded to go up my stairs and then she came down again, this time I threw her down the stairs. She got up and came yelling again, so I kicked her in the face. At that instant, she mutated and it made me so scared that I woke up, only to feel that feeling of being trapped in your body. I felt as if this was prime time to try and project so I tried to get the vibrations to get to me. I went back to sleep again and had the same dream, this time waking up for real. Anyone know what this could have been?(the sleep paralysis thing.)

I cannot believe my account is still even here. I'm glad to see it though. I just thought I'd drop by and say hey to everyone. I'm back, for those of you that even remember me.

This morning I was try to get a little extra sleep in and so I went to sleep. Well, I began to notice it was a dream and so I took control. I woke up a few times, but always fell back asleep into the same dream. It was amazing. Everything was colorful and vivid. I got to fly to! w00t w00t.

-Andrew

During study hall today I decided to try my projecting since I was bored. It's not as quiet as I would have liked but... Anyway, I started by closing my eyes and then relaxing. I started to get the normal vibes and then something new to me happened. I felt like I was a prisoner in my own body. I could see all black and I could look around a full 360 degrees. This startled me. Then, whenever I thought of an image, I would start seeing that appear in a sort of dream, but still with the blackness. What could this be?

-Andrew

I was practicing my projection techniques today. and while i was looking at the back of my eyelids letting my mind wander I began seeing grey swirls. This is normal for me to see while i do this. But every time the color changed to black my eyes tried to open. When i finnaly gave up trying to keep them closed, they opened and i saw loads of swirling yellow lights. I then saw a blindingly bright white light come down and land on my chest. Then after about 5 minutes of this I just stood up and everything dissappeard( the swirls and the light). What could this be?

I've recently been trying techniques from Bruce Goldberg's book "Astral Voyages" and i have also been trying out techniques and relaxation exercises from this site. I start out with a simple breathing thing to calm my heart beat down a little and to get a bit relaxed. Then I begin to feel tingles and vibrations all over. I tell myself that it is too soon to have them (seeing as I just started about a week ago) and I continue to think about nothing. As I continue to sit there, the vibrations and tingles I have will increase, and then my eyes usually start to try to open. Sometimes I can keep them shut, but once I couldn't control them from opening. When they do I can see my basement  (which is where my room is) with a little bit of a bluish purple tint (not so much, but a little). What does this mean?