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Sorry if this is the wrong place for this post but I'm not sure where to post on the forum s this is quite strange.

Anyway,I have been developing more lately (although not OBE'ing)since really concentrating on NEWing every day and meditating every day for the last few months I have really developed 'feeling' things psychically like visitors around me occasionally, knowing stuff is going to happen just before it does and things like that.

So, I have gotten to know when I have my visitor(s)as I feel my leg go cold very suddenly amongst other feelings(I do not get any bad feelings about this and my home is a happy one I hasten to add so I do not think that this is a Neg). I know that there is some thought that Spirit Guides do not exist but I was told that I had 3 and that they would protect me when I OBE'd again and not to worry (an excellent message through a friend of mine who is a trance medium, who confirmed that the feelings of someone near me that I thought was my imagination waas them gently trying to let me know that they were there).
They also showed me how to help those who are trapped on the earth plane by not realising they are dead and do not know where to go (this came up as my youngest son had a visitor who he played with who told him that he jumped off a bridge near us and I wanted to help this person if I could).

Now, I was reading a book about doing exactly this type of helping when I felt my visitor come in, and so I meditated and asked if I was needed to help pray for somebody to see the light and be led to where they needed to go.(I somehow knew that this was what was needed) and as I did this I felt a very strong sensation of a very bright light rushing towards me, it hit me like a freight train right in the middle of my chest and spread over my entire body, tingling and amazing feeling really, every hair stood up on my body and adrenaline pumped round me at an amazing rate, it really blew me away.

But, after this happened, I wonder what the meaning of it all is. What was this light and what was it that happened to me? (I really haven't felt anything like this before) so as I haven't come across any Neg's (that I know of) I am not sure what the significance of it all is as I cannot 'see' or 'hear' very well yet just feel them around.

If anyone has experienced anything like this before and can shed any light on it for me I would be most grateful.

Thanks very much

Spike, I hope your back is improving...sounds nasty. I am off to do meditation this evening...I will include you in my thoughts and send healing energy your way...I practice Reiki and most of my healing work is done long distance. Don't feel guilty for asking...it is as great a gift to ask as to receive. In love & light...Namaste.

Just accept, and you will know deeper and deeper levels.

I have  been training with the tarot for 7 months now, using only the major arcana. I have mixed reults. sometimes I get really good results eg when talking about love I get the lovers card representing my concious desires, and when talking of learning I get the High Priestess card in my desires. However I also get some results that dont tend to be very accurate.


                   Lysear

For me sending energy is completely one way. When it is not being received my energy just accummulates on me. Have you given any thought to learning reiki, especially kundalini reiki? (http://www.kundalini-reiki.net)

Hi Spike,

I am adding your mom to my wish list.

i believe i know what you are talking about.  about six months ago i was meditating.  i was experimenting w/ some breathing tek's that i read from some website that had to do w/ shamans.  i was trying to slow my breathing down as much as possible.  it was working very well and i was settiling into a very nice trance state.  during my early meditation practice i would frequently  end up inside an astral gateway. i made  a post about another exp i had in one of these a few days ago titled 'tubelike structures'.   i found myself inside one of these very quickly this time.  it was different from other times in the amount of time i got there and the speed in which i was moving through it.  i was taking about two full breaths a minute at this point and was amazed that i wasn't passing out.

the reaction that your body normally has to not being able to breathe (your stomach involuntarily moving in and out)  kept arising because it wanted more air.  if you've ever tried this or had an experience like this you know what it feels like.  i found a way to ignore this and slow my breathing down even more.  it took some effort but i made the spasms go away.  still inside this gateway, i saw a faint white light ahead.  it grew steadily brighter and closer.  from my experience, these gateways don't go straight for very long, their are twists and turns all of the time.  no matter what direction i was headed, this light was always there.  after about a minute or two of me trying to get to it,  i decided i wasn't able to unless i slowed my breathing down even more.  

at this point i'm barely breathing, but not afraid to breathe slower.  the slower i would breathe the brighter and closer this light would get.  i slowed myself down to the point where i wasnt breathing anymore. this was probably a bad idea, for health reasons, but i decided that the worst that would happen is i would just pass out.  after about thirty seconds i found myself inside this light and as soon as i crossed the threshold, i saw the most magnificent sight i've ever seen.  it's indescribable, and trying to put it into words just takes away from it, but i'll try.

what you wrote above reminded me of it immediately.  there was a great whooshing sound and it looked like i was in this enormous tunnel made out of thousands of shades of blue, purple and white.  i'm not even sure it could be described as a tunnel because of it's  vastness.  all i could see were these beautiful colors, and was flying through them.  try and imagine star wars or something like that, when a ship goes into hyperspace.  cover almost your entire field of vision w/ more stars so that there isnt' any black.  replace all of the stars w/ these different shades of blue and purple.  in between some of the colors imagine white. imagine yourself flying through them at an incredible speed.  this is as close as i can come to a good description.  

i had either lost track of or left my body. i felt like a point of consciousness.  this was before i had done any reading on anything like this and didnt have any prior input about 'us' actually being a point of consciousness,  but this was what immediately what came to mind.  i looked around and saw what looked to be other points of consciousness flying past me at even greater speeds.  they were just little balls of light.  one of them stopped next to me and i felt like it looked at me or was cking me out.  it only stayed for a second and then sped up.  

the feeling that i got from this is kind of like what you described above.  it was exhilirating.  i must have reached my limit w/ not breathing because i think i passed out.  i didnt break consciousness but found myself lying instead of sitting.  the vision slowly faded and i could see the room around me through my eyelids.  

i repeated this two more time w/ the same results.  the last time i believe i held my breath way longer than i was supposed to or should have because i got an awful pain my chest.  i looked down and it looked like my heart jumped out of my chest half an inch.  i actually saw a very big bulge pop out of my chest twice, very fast.  i was extremely scared and thought i was having a heart attack.  i'm not sure if this my actual heart or my etheric heart, but it scared me enough to make me stop.  

the next few days i tried to tell some friends what happened but most of them are not into any of this.  i havent tried to slow my breathing down too much since then.  this was by far the most awesome experience that i've ever had.

My plan is to wait until there are signed copies available for purchase. It sounds like psychic attack is more common than I once thought it was. If you want to wait until signed copies are out that will give you more time to look up the information about the book on the main web site in the books session. Maybe you will have a better idea about if you want a copy of the book when the signed copies are out.

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