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has anyone ever fasted on purpose, or maybe not on purpose like you were sick or something and just couldnt eat.....and had more obes?  i didnt use to fast but i barely ate any food , it took a few months before i was obeing every night.....and anyway i started eating tons of food and i lost my ability to obe, and i also lost my "astral sight"  i have tried to fast now to get my "visions" and my obes back, but i always end up getting extremely hungry by the end of the first day and i just HAVE to eat something, is there a safe and healthy way to fast that wont end up with me starving to death on the first day? 

i dont know if its smart but i know that when i worked at my old job i didnt really have time to eat during the day so i just ended up eating very little, it was enough to survive on and i had visions during the day almost all day, and i had tons and tons of obes...to get a more detailed account of it, i ate about 2 tacos for lunch, and a double cheeseburger for dinner , this was all id eat for weeks....it made me feel like i was out of my body ALL the time, even while awake and especially while dreaming....for some reason i was never hungry tho, but now i always getting starving....anywho i will stop going on and on and just ask again if theres a healthy way to fast with minimum hunger?

2 nights ago i had this cool dream that i could focus my eyes a certain way and i could see through objects.....in the dream i was laying in my bed and there was a chair in front of me blocking my TV....so i focused my eyes REALLY hard and all of a sudden i could see my tv thru the chair....i then focused my eyes again, this time looking thru my ceiling...i saw a few objects that were in my attic......the dream was extremely realistic and awesome.......i then woke up and i got the idea that i could do this in real life, then i tried to focus my eyes like i did in the dream but it took a lot of energy and of course it didnt work, i just couldnt focus my eyes as hard as i could in the dream!

i had a dream last night.....i was living in this bunker type place, like a military barracks....and it was controlled by these machines at night that shot lasers at anything that moved.....everyone snuck around at night anyway to see there friends, because during the day we had to all go somewhere to fight these machines.  so me and my friend were sneaking around and we had to get in this elevator to go to the other side of the barracks, some guys came along and kept holding the doors open and we were like, hey stop doing that we could get killed!  sure enuff a machine came along and shot at us with the lasers, me and my friend ducked behind a wall by the elevator and got away.  the next day we went on our daily routine going to a place and fighting these machines, i noticed that the women didnt fight only the men. we were in some cave exploring or something, and i had some women and men around me, i guess the women were help explore but not fighting...anyway i picked up a penny on the ground and noticed it said on it 11570 ....i asked a girl, hey is this the year? shes like yea thats the year it is now, and no jesus never came, and its been this way ever since the hurricane of 10258 hit (i assume she was talking about the crappy way the planet looked) .....and this was not necessarily earth ......

i just had this really weird dream , me and some friends were in a sewer type place, but above ground, and a black cat came along so we started petting it, then another black cat came along so we started petting it, then another, then another, until there was like 9 or 10 black cats...does this mean im gonna have mega bad luck? also i kept pointing out that some of the black cats had worms from the bumps on there asses, im sure that doesnt really mean that in real life.

i wanted to post this dream altho its kind of long, i just hope 1 person reads it....because it is by far the most detailed dream ive ever remembered...ok here goes....

me and some old school mates were in some kind of land box..sort of like a video game, we kept having to spray the land with these powerful water guns, to make everything wet, we could fly and spray, so we could cover more area, we had instructors to guide us.  I flew and helped everyone spray the land to make it wet, after we were done, i got on the ground , 2 of my old school mates were wearing these mexican type shirts, they bumped into me really meanly, then i lost the ability to fly.....i told my instructor and he said, dont worry about it, just think the word "up" when you jump.  all of a sudden i jumped and thought of the word "up" and i flew again.  When i flew i couldnt fly for a very long time, i had to land on the ground and jump again to get back in the air.  so i flew up into the air and flew over to those 2 guys and sprayed them with my water gun and they fell on the ground...i kept doing this about 4 times and laughing every single time they fell.  I noticed a girl was flying beside me riding a tricycle, i asked her if she can fly a very long time without landing, she said yea but its getting harder.  those 2 guys finally flew up to me but they were riding tricycles too, i kept spraying them with my water gun and knocking them out of the air, i kept staying in the air a really long time instead of having to land all the time, i guess i was getting better at flying.  all of a sudden they flew up and said (my names scott) ...they said, is it true Scott, are you really going to live forever? they finally landed on the ground again and me and the girl on the tricycle landed too, we looked over to the 2 guys and i said haha look, they are crying!  we laughed at them.

then i flew off and noticed i could fly really fast, i started flying into the future really fast.  i started flying thru these blue rings kind of like on starfox, and kept going further into the future, i then noticed that this is how you fly in the future..... somehow i suddenly ended up on a bus with many people on it...but to the left out the window you could still see these blue rings....a girl asked, what are those? i didnt want them to know that it was the future, so i said , oh, thats the new gameboy, i swear to god! so then she said, oh, ok.... on the bus we started flying thru these bubbles, and the girl said, hey, this is kind of like flying thru those blue rings.

then i woke up

i know a lot of it makes no sense but isnt that how dreams are supposed to be?  anyway thank you for letting me share my neat dream

i wanted to share this interesting dream i had, i was in a room with 2 of my friends, i found 4 $1 bills on the ground and told my friend about them, he took them and wouldn't share them with me, he was being pretty selfish about it, then i told found some more $1 bills on the ground and told my other friend about them, she took them for her self and wouldn't share them with me either....so i was like bah, whatever, so i went hunting for money and i kept finding $5 bills at first, then i kept finding $10 bills, i must have found at least $400, and i was like i sure am not sharing this with my friends!  the thing about this dream is that I'm not sure how it pertains to my every day life, i just got a job but i didn't get the part about my friends not sharing with me and me ending up with all the money, maybe it will make sense later on in my life? not sure

i am currently on sleeping meds (seroquel, zyprexa) ... i live in a boarding home and i have to take them....anyway they ran out of zyprexa one day and i couldn't take it so i was awake all night.  OK let me backtrack here...i used to have obes every night, some long, some short......anyway i was put on those sleep meds in 2003 and my obes vanished....now the very night that i stopped taking zyprexa i didn't get to sleep until around 8 am ....but then when i fell asleep i had a 46 minute obe, when i woke up i was amazed and figured that i would still be having obes if i was off zyprexa, but was on it again the next night....i talked to my doctor about getting off zyprexa but she wouldn't even let me, which really ticked me off, i know i would have obes every night again if i was off zyprexa but i really feel i cant tell my doctor this because she wouldn't find it important, she is making me take zyprexa and i cant get off it.....i guess i just have to live an obeless life, heh.  Just blowing off steam here and thanks for your time !!