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Hi all!

Been a long time since I've been here. I searched the pages but there are sooo many I found it hard to discover if this topic had already been discussed. I also did a search so please, forgive this if it is repetious.

I have been doing Mastering Astral Projection in 90 Days by Bruce and Mercer. I use a brain wave generator as well (binural beats).

What I am wondering is if others have had this particular experience:

I believed I had blockages in my joints at the knees and elbows.

I focused then on those points by creating mental circles on my knees and elbows. ONce the energy began to stir I figured I'd unblocked those areas. So, I worked on the area above them. (upper thighs and upper arms) The energy did spread to those areas. As it did, I got a pulsing in the 1st and 2nd chakras which I'd been getting for sometime during regular meditation and breathing exercises.

This time, however, the pusling became more of a sexual feeling and it started to spread. At first I was worried that it was simply a distraction and so I kind of forced my mind off of it. But it started again and this time I heard thoughts that said, don't fight it, feel into it. So I did.

When that happened, this wave of euphoria, very similar to sexual climax (hope that is okay to say here!!!), spread from my feet over my entire body with the main sensations staying in my core (up through the center of my body). I was like, whoa! What just happened and how can I do that again? But I heard the warnings of focusing on those feelings and went back to stirring my energy body.

As I did that, a few moments later it happened again. Total euphoria and my entire body was buzzing! It was as if I had an electric current running through my body but it was warm and pleasant NOT painful.

So, I was pretty excited and kept wanting to do it again...but I couldn't force the sensation. So, I gave up and went back to "bouncing" the energy in my limbs. Once more, a wave of incredibly pleasurable energy took over my body. I felt out of of body and very in my body all at once. I wanted to sustain that incredible sensation but could not. As it reached the top of my head, I just felt this immense "fullness" which made my head feel fat...heavy...and full of pressure. It didn't hurt but felt that if I had had a hole in the top of my head a bolt of energy surely would have shot out like a canon ball!

What I'm wondering, is if others have felt this? Is it a good sign of progression (which I think it is)? Is it something I need to continue to have or is it merely an opening which will allow my energy body to function better - hopefully giving me an OOBE at some point?

As an afterthought, I also have this "man" that appears every now and then. I call him my "silver man". He is very sexual and a bit bossy but I don't see him as threatening or evil etc. At one point, when I saw him long ago, and I had just begun to get my 1st chakra throbbing (which also was a sexual feeling but very localized), he said that he was clearing my centers or something like that. Other friends were concerned by his techniques and his bossiness, and they told me to tell him to go away. To which he answered, in my mind, they are worried about you, tell them I am clearing your centers. (or something similar to that) Anybody have anything like that happen before or do you have any ideas for me? What is it? My own mind? A guide? An astral being?

I saw him again is why I brought it up. I saw him AFTER I had this first euphoric sensation. He spins me sometimes...in this abyss. Like, I see myself as a golden form and he is a silver form. He is on top of me (non sexually, I think) and then we both just spin. I have NO idea why or what that does if anything. Perhaps it is just my imagination. I don't know. Looking for possibilities and answers.

Hello all -

I am back and browsing. I used to be here years ago and decided to come back and check it out again as I am doing the program by Brian Mercer and Robert Bruce, Mastering Astral Projection in 90 Days. I have encountered some very cool experiences but in the early stages. I've also been meditating for a long time now. So, I'm here to look around and see if I can find some help and see if anyone's experiences mirror mine.

I found this dream in my journal - never interpretted it. I want to make it clear that this dream was EXTREMELY LUCID. It may have been the first dream where realized it was lucid. I watched it - just like a movie.  I was aware I was watching it and wanted desperately to SLEEP and not watch this movie because I was so AWAKE.

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I woke in an unfamiliar world in the future. I knew people were after me with vaporizing guns that looked like large lipstick tubes and smaller tubes of lipstick which contained gases that tranquilized people. I ran from these people, these men in suits. The men in suits carried these weapons and I saw people being vaporized left and right. The laser would hit them and they would just vanish.

In a panic,  I bolted and ran - right into this man.  When I had the sense to look at him, it was Mel Gibson. I rambled on in terror about how I needed help and these men were after me. He calmed me down and then saw who was chasing me.

He grabbed my hand and ran. We ran through the city and ended up in a restaurant.  We dashed in and around tables, snapping our heads left and right to find a place to hide.

Into the ladies room we ran. It was a small tiny room. The men burst nto the restaurant as we could hear the patrons screaming.

We searched for a way out of the restroom and saw a window.  However, the window was high up and very small. As Mel lifted me to the window I saw a suited man creeping towards the window. We crouched and held our breath.

The suited man peered in through the window - He saw us!  But moved away. We knew we had to move. We exploded out the door of the restroom, and calmly walked through the panicking crowd, and then into the streets again.

The men saw us and pursued us.  Mel shouted for me to run, but I held fast to him.  I needed him and his company. The suits aimed and the vaporizer hit me in the face and evaporated a portion of my face.  I screamed in horror.

Mel now terrified and angry at the same time, lifted me onto his shoulder and ran as he yelled.

He headed in a specific direction, but I passed out.  When I woke (in my dream), I was in a room that looked like an office. Mel sat watching over me and rubbing his forehead.  He noticed that I was awake and smiled weakly.

I instantly felt my face and there was something there. I smiled and peeked up at him noticing how handsome he was.

When I lifted myself up to meet him, his expression changed to shock.  I cried realizing I must appear monsterous.

He spoke quickly trying to calm me down.  He tried to explain that the process wasn't complete.

A nurse or technician entered and told me she'd finish in a moment.  She seemed to place a hard plastic thing on my face - on the missing part of my face. It felt like a mask and she explained that wouldn't last.

I had lost teeth too and she gave me a plate to insert.

After a few more days and conversations with Mel, who stayed by my side the entire time, I was able to leave.

I could tell by his expression that I was pleasing to look at now, but I chose not to look in a mirror.

As we left, there was a commotion in the hall. We looked at one another and ran. But I turned to see what htey were doing and there were the "suits".  They had different weaons now. They looked the same as the vaporizers but smaller. These weapons tranquilized people. A small amount of gas was released and strangers in the hall fell unconscious.

Mel screamed for me to hold my breath, but the fumes reached me and I hollered in desperation, "Mel!".

Then, all was black.

I woke (in my dream STILL) in this glass cubicle. I was lying down on someone. I quickly turned to see who it was and found Mel sleeping. I was resting between his legs with my head on his stomache. Feeling safe, I went back to sleep.

Upon waking (still in my dream) again, I noticed Mel was up and around. He told me this was his place. He fed me and we talked. I was there for days and days.  I saw in my dream how we got close and how we talked and just bonded together.

One night, (in my dream) we fell asleep together - and I made a move, a conscious move to arouse him, sexually. He welcomed it and was happy about it. We made love and later in that dream we married. We had two children (it kind of fast forwarded in my dream). We were very happy for a while.

Then, I expressed deep emotions of missing my "real-life children" Ben and Aleah. He knew of a way I could bring them with us. We did this and they were with us.

But soon after we were on the run again. We drove all of the children recklessly looking for a place to hide.

In a hotel, we finally hid out. Mel kept watch out the front. I kept watched out the back windows. I thought I heard someone down the hall. I lay down squinting beneath the door. I saw nothing, but kept looking and still nothing.

Then, a small dark figure appeared at the end of the hall. I got up and turned to tell Mel.  I went back to the window.  These were large windows from floor to ceiling.  They opened like doors.

As I opened one, I stuck out my h ead to see if the coast was clear.  It wasn't! A suited man hopped up from the corner and ran towards our window - our window which overlooked the roof. We opted for the door which led to the hall.

Hoping the man in the hall wasn't a suit, we rushed out the door. The children were still sitting on the window seat near the back window. I saw the suit on the roof crouching to shoot - and he did.

Ben (my real life son) slumped over and I screamed.

Mel turned around and rushed to gather Ben in his arms.  We stormed out into the hallway.

We made it to the parking lot. Mel thought we needed to get another car - one the suits wouldn't recognize, I guess. I spotted a minivan. It was full of Indians (from India if I remember). I poked my head in and begged them to trade us cars. I explained our situation.  They hesitantly obliged.

We piled in and raced away.  We drove for a solitary location whre no one would find us.

Then, the movie was over and I was really awake.

Anybody wanna tackled that one?

Golden Light

Anyone see these DVDs or read these books? I just watched both last night and have read both books before seeing the movie.  They were both much better than I had anticipated. 

Curious as to their similarities and how I'm finding that most of these books are saying very similar things.  We are energy forms here to remember what we are and to move us into a new state of being (higher evolutionary path).

There is a current movement, according to the Celestine Prophecy that is going on.  Any thoughts on this topic?

Golden Light

  I'm Golden Light! Mom of two. Married. College grad. Yadda Yadda yadda...Been a vivd dreamer for a long time now. But only recently have my dreams become ... less dream-like and more real. 

I'm trying really hard to figure this out and find out just what happened to me. Posted my dream/Ap under Astral Experiences. But the main thing I'm wondering after reading Astral Voyages is if the color Gold means anything? I saw meanings for red, crimson, blue, indigo, brown, violett, yellow etc but no gold.

Anyways, just popping in to say hello and I'm trying to pick brains here to get the info I so desperately crave.  Also trying to find some like minds and be around those that won't try to "explain" it away. Seems that when I'm around my husband, the atheist and very scientific minded (that's great but not good when I want to explore something that's not "normal") my memories of what happened fade. So, I'm looking to you all to help me figure this stuff out - hear your experiences - hear your info suggestions etc. 

With love -

Golden Light

Hello everyone -

I'm Golden Light. I'm on another Astral board but wasn't having a bunch of luck haven't been there that long - very nice people so far though. I don't know if I AP'd, but it was so incredible that I can't believe it was just a "dream".  I have questions that I really hope you can help answer.

1. Does this sound like an AP (description to follow)
2. Does the color Gold signify anything?
3. Does anyone else recall "helping" people cross over?
4. Do your memories of it fade a bit after a week or more?
5. Has anyone AP'd to "alien" worlds?

Description:

I sense I'm above - going up. I find myself standing looking at three metallic exam tables. I know that where ever I am now is "above" where I came from - that feeling was very distinct. The middle table is the table I'm to lay on. I've been here before. I know the routine. It's an office of sorts.

A lady is to my left and she is like me - there to do something. She is to take the left table and does so. Another older lady is to my right. She belongs in this place and is not like me. I walk to her, turn my back towards her and lift my hair. She does something to my neck right on or near the large bone on my spine. Then, I walk to the middle table and lay down. I'm not afraid.

The area is white. I sense or saw filing cabinets many of them. Workers walked in the background - carrying papers (?) or files (?) I don't remember now. But they are from that world and they work there. Everything is quiet. There isn't any noise. It's very very peaceful.

I lay down and then I'm out. Quick as a wink. It reminded me of toothpaste being squeezed quickly from its tube or air escaping from a balloon. Now, I'm in the air over my body - looking face down at this hollow shell. I notice my clothes and everything are deflated on the table. I find it funny to look at or wonder - so, this is what it looks like. Then, I wonder what I look like now.  So, I raise my hand in front of my face.

I'm golden and sparkly and emanating light. I'm beautiful that's what I kept thinking. I'm so gorgeous and beautiful. And at that moment - elation! Joy! Happiness like I've never felt. I just can't explain the complete bubbliness I felt. Light (not heavy) and free.  So totally free. No cares - no worries - nothing but happiness.

And I snapped out of it because I had a thought like - okay, stop admiring yourself you've got to help the woman. Not a mean thought kind of humored by myself I think. And as soon as I thought "woman" or thought help the woman - I floated over the top of all the office - the people working and there she was.

The elderly woman was climbing a staircase. I sensed or knew she was very afraid. I was there to help her. I could see her - she couldn't see me. I floated near her but beside her. I floated as she climbed the stairs.  At the top, it was all white. (It gets fuzzy - misty here I can't remember and it is literally shrouded in a fog.)

I see a bridge (I can't recall the bridge now but when I woke up I knew what it looked like - can't remember now!! Should'a drawn it then!) She is to cross the bridge. She's afraid. I understand that I helped her cross and once she was across I woke up.

It's something I want to do again and feel again. I think I was a little sad when I woke up - because "life" and all the baggage was very heavy. And where I was there was no baggage - no worry. The sensation was of being so free.

I've had an earlier "dream" that involved an alien, but it's far too long and I'd really like to hear your opinions on this one.  Thank you in advance!!!

Golden Light