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Lately I've been trying to understand my spiritual development. I've been reading Deepak Chopra and other authors who talk about the path and enlightenment, but I can't seem to get over my own fear. My ego is very difficult to let go of. Then the concept that I am constantly creating my own reality and I will eventually realize my consciousness created everything and my intelligence exists in a void seems horribly lonely. I know it's my ego telling me that I need others and not my true consciousness, but I'm very anxious. Some things I tell myself to feel better is that "I" am not really alone because all others are aspects of myself, but that just leads to circular thinking on my part. Maybe I'm just not ready.