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if it's real, i sorta feel bad for the little guy.

i'm 90% sure i just did it.


i was laying in bed. i rolled over and closed my eyes. i'm not too sure what i seen...but it was something


i was either looking out a car window as i went by something. or i was watching something go by on a bike. it was smooth and swift. i opened my eyes with a "what the hell?" sense. i know i wasn't dreaming because i had JUST closed my eyes.


thoughts?

so i met this girl at a social website(ie Myspace), been talking thru email. over the weekend i decided to give her my number. we've been talking thru text messaging, also met over the weekend and decided to start dating as well. whats really bugging me, is that i can tell when shes going to text me. i'll picture her texting some one on her phone and a minute late my phone goes off and it's her(have yet to be wrong on that). i also can feel how she is, i don't know how to explain that, but i can just feel her emotion. i also some how knew she was having sex with some one last night. i could just picture, her and some guy in the backseat of a car(as much detail as i'll go into here). i text her to go to bed, since she had to get up this morning. a little bit later she text's me to say she was just caught by a cop and such.

what i'm getting to is that why can i tell when she text's me, have an idea what she is doin, and feel what she feels? could i honestly have that type of connection with some one i've physically seen only once.

so, i heard today that China is going to push for a world currency to try and deal with the world wide economic problem we've got goin...



uhh, isn't that a sign in revelation?

i finally had a real live nightmare! not the  scare-the-crap-outta-me-i'm-never-sleeping-again type, but its a step closer! the skinny...



stormy weather, high winds. finally get home, clears up bright and sunny. aunt wants to go to walmart. on the way there, storms. rains extremely hard. pull over, rain stops, car brakes down. are told to seek shelter from storm, start walking, walking buy a privacy fence. pools on the other side. hear/feel rumbling wall of water comes over fence. tornado sirens, run for our lives. hear some one scream. look to my right and i wake up.

i think i just caught a glimpse of my animal guide...i think its a K9, atleast that what i think i seen. i looked over to my left for some reason(just a couple minutes ago), and i caught what i think was a dog like animal laying down on my bed. it startled me, and made me jump in my seat. right after i felt(still do) a sense of calmness, and like everything is fine in the world.


am i right, or am is it just an over-active imagination?

"As a child, my twin sister and I remember a man, a man we called the "Triangle Man" come into our room at night and terrify us. This did not happen every night, but it happened more than once, and we both consciously remember that.

He would come in through the wall, and only when we were in bed... never when we were awake playing or during the day, only at night when we were to be going to sleep. When he would come in the room, through the wall, the floor seemed to shift in a downward motion, like we would be sliding down toward him, although the bed never moved, and we couldn't either. We wouldn't be able to move at all, like we were paralyzed.

Our beds were side by side with a small dresser between us, and although we couldn't turn our heads to look at each other, we could see each other out of the corner of our eyes and we would stare at each other in fear. I remember also feeling like I knew he was coming and there was nothing I or my sister could do about it. He would slowly walk up to the end of our beds and look at us. There were times I remember him coming up right beside me and looking at me, or going to my sister and I would watch him watch her.

Neither of us remember abduction or anything like that, but we both believe our undeniable interest, fascination and fear of aliens and UFOs have something to do with it. We both fear aliens and UFOs, always have, and for no particular reason other than this childhood memory. You really can't have a fear of something for no reason; something has to generate that fear inside of you, and I believe maybe our memory of "Triangle Man" is that generator.

He was not very tall, but frail, with long, skinny arms and legs, with a slender face that was shaped like an upside-down triangle. His eyes were big and dark, and I also associate the color purple with him; not sure why. I can't remember even what color he was... maybe purplish... but despite his color, he scared me and scared my sister. We haven't seen him again since I was a child, nor my sister -- and we don't want to either."


                                               -CORINNE M. (http://paranormal.about.com/od/othercreatures/a/tales_09_03_17t.htm)

i came across this, and wondered what it was. figured i'd get your all's insight. i'm thinkin' its a night-terror.

I tried to OBE/Project again today(i slept from 1030/1100am to 330pm) i woke up twice in  SP. i tried to get out of my body but i just forced myself out of SP. any tips for if it happens again?

ever since i was a young kid, i've had this darkness in me. at times thru out my life(so far) i've felt a struggle to keep this so called "dark side" from getting out. it feels that if i let this side out, that i could do anything i wanted, have infinite power so to speak...i always hear talk about dark magik(or how ever that type is spelt) a part of me wants to jump in it and see what it's about...practice it(if its a thing to practice) i also heard its bad stuff. but apart of me doesn't care one bit.

please tell me im not the only one!

so a few years ago my friend passed away from a heart attack. he was navy special forces during the vietnam war. he would always tell me war stories. the night he died i asked out loud, almost like i was praying "Mike, can you please show me what it was like to be in actual combat" that night i had a dream. not sure if it was a dream or if i was seeing a memory of his. but what i can remember from the dream..

"I had my sniper rifle slung over my back and climbing a ladder. my heart was pounding and i was scared to death. i had no idea what i was doing, i got to the top of the ladder and over to the side. i could see something, not sure what it is. i pull my rifle up to my face and look out the scope..."

i don't know if i just can't remember anything past that, or if i woke up.

so...is that my mind thinking what combat would be like, or was that him sharing with me?

some of you may remember, i've only had one OBE and it started from a dream.



the other night i got in bed. about 30 minutes later (after trying), it felt like my legs disappeared. just out of no where it felt like i had no legs and i couldn't move them. but i could feel and move the rest of my body...was i on the right track?

so im about 99% sure all of this was a dream...

started out, my cousin and his ex drove up in his parent's HHR. they both scoot over to the passenger seat. i ask them what are they doing? and my cousin goes, we're waiting for Katie(his other ex) his ex that he rode with was on his lap, he continues to say "Katie's going to hate me." and then laughs. i ask why. and he tells me that i'll see. K comes around the car, says hi to me(which was odd cause we're friends) it was one of those...yeah hey type things. she gets in the drives seat and starts the car. i hear lips smaking and my cousin and his ex are making out. i say have fun. and then i notice some guy in the back seat with this huge creepy smile...not doing anything just sitting there with a creepy smile.

i notice we're in the apartment complex where i grew up. i make up my mind to go back inside because its getting cold out. i get buzzed in, and go in. i don't remember how to get back to my apartment, i don't know which door it is. so i text my sister's boyfriend "What apartment room are we in" i start to wonder around, maybe i'll find it. the apartment building is bigger than it looks. i wonder what seems like hours trying to find this room. the hall way is filled with what seems to be newly homeless people. they look clean and have their stuff piled around them. i just can't believe how many people don't have homes. i eventually see this guy with a small pistol, he has it out like its nothing, i see it and think to myself "Don't make eye contact, don't even act scared. he might kill you if you do!" i just keep walking. a few minutes later i see cops walkin around like their looking for someone or something. i quickly get the feeling this place isn't safe anymore and that we should move as soon as possible. i see a man and woman arguing along with some sort of lawyer or something. again, i just ignore it and keep walking, i have to find my home. a few more hours go by and it seems like i'm walking in circles! i finally decide...y'know what? i'm going to pick some door and open it. right as i go to open a door i get a txt "51105" i look at the number right above the knob "51105". i open the door and i wake up.





any ideas?

so...with "2012"(quoted because i don't believe anything will happen) only a few years away...and obama working with carter for peace(which thinks will happen in his 4yrs) in the middle east...and a red moon the other night...uhh...should we be a bit worried?

i always wondered, what made every one interested into APing?


for me, i wanted to talk to my dead neighbor...he was one hell of a man, almost like a 2nd father to me. even though i've only known him a few short years before he had passed on. once he found out i wanted to be a Marine Corps sniper, he took me under his wing and taught me everything he could(he was a Navy Seal sniper during the Vietnam War). Wanted to tell him, thank you. for believing in me and encouraging me, and being there when i needed someone to talk to. and when i finally pass on myself, we will finally get that party we were planning....and of course that i love him.

when i finally get that, i'll be content enough to never need to OBE/AP again.

what about you all?

so the big atom crusher experiment starts tomorrow...



didn't know how to start a subject about this, so thats my best attempt

so i got really drunk last night, and tried weed for the first time...i wanted to see what it was all about...can tell you, its not worth it...anyway...it was only about 4 or 5 hits and i was wondering how long it would stay in my system? and what can i do to get it out faster?

it happened a couple nights ago...


it was me and one of my cousin's in some cabin or shack like thing. he was sitting in an arm chair and said "Hey, lets play 360, put in [Game name]" i said alright, i reached for it, and was like wait....i don't have a 360...i'm dreaming. i thought to myself, i'll see what happens. WAIT no...i wanna control it! so i closed my eyes, thinking...my dream is gonna change when i open my eyes and im not gonna realize im dreaming. as i was thinking that i said something along the lines of me knowing im dreaming. i opened my eyes, and it seemed as time stopped and everything changed...it was still the same but it was graphical(like playing a video game) and not real looking. i still had the game in my hand, i let go of it and it stayed there. i pushed it to my cousin and it floated towards him and smacked him in the face. i jumped in the air and floated towards the ceiling. i went thru it with ease. while i was in the attic i woke up. when i was awake i wished i had tried the dream jumping thing...but hey...always next time!

so i was laying in bed last night, i was on my stomach with my head turned. i had my eyes closed thinking and waiting for sleep to come. out of no where i started to have a sensation of falling forward. i felt my body jerk to brace myself to hit the ground. did i happen to fall asleep and start to OBE or something?

hey, i recently got a tippman pro-lite, and im looking for parts. i'd prefer Milsim parts(m16 stock, carry handle, barrel etc) so, if you know of any website that has those for sale, can you post it in here? thanks.

about a year ago, i went to my doctor about a pain in my hip/groin area, he looked at it, gave me a full physical...prodded around. he decided i have Tendinitis...for those of you that don't pay attention to you body(i tried to be nice) there is a tendon that connects your leg to you hip....some times when it hurts, its just to remind me that its there and not going to go away...at other times it makes me double over and yell oww...among other choice words...a new symptom has shown up...fatigue, well...i guess it would be considered fatigue, alot(lately) the tendon and surrounding muscles feel weak and tired, when the rest of my right leg is fine. i've also noticed that my right testicle seems to swell up when my tendon acts up. now i don't know if its my imagination or what, but it seems like its not. also...recently i've been feeling the same pain on the left side of my groin. i guess i should add that the meds my doc prescribed me is next to useless. i haven't gone back because im convinced he is a dumb butt when it comes to this sort of thing...i found out hes a specialist and for some reason is our family's primary.

so, what ever you all do...can you send some love my way?


also, when its real cold out, or goes from warm weather to snow. my leg hurts even more than normal and makes me grouchy...just imagine the grumpy old man that lived next door to you as a kid...thats me on those days..

alright, this happened when i was 3 years old....not sure how i remember it. my dad was on the road being a trucker, not sure where my sister was. my grandma use to live down the road from us. i hated staying the night there. but i was sleeping with my mom in her bed that night. i don't remember why, but i think its because i wanted too. anyway, i had this experience where i was standing on the opposite side of the room, i could see me and my mom sleeping in bed. then i was all of a sudden in my grandma's room watching her sleep. then it switched back to me and my mom. it keep doing that, and for some reason i thought that if i made myself wake up, that which ever room i was in, i would be at that house(like if i woke up with me standing in my granny's room i'd wake up there) so i timed it just right, that as soon as i was back in my mom's room i'd wake up. well...as soon as i got back i made myself wake up and BAM...it was middle of the night and i was at home.


so could that have been an OBE or LD?

alright this is about reincarnation.

my neighbor believed he was a reincarnated spitfire pilot from WW2, he believed this because he was fascinated by the plane and loved every aspect of it, he would also have dreams of flying it...that and his days as a navy seal...different story...


but yeah...

i've always wondered what i was...i've always loved sword fighting...i don't know anything about it...but just the idea of fighting to the death with a sword, saving some one...i dunno, something about it reaches out to me...so much that im gonna spend good money(i need to be saving up for moving out) to learn the different styles of fencing.

could i have been something to do with all that?  is there even away to truly find out?

i love nightmares, i love how my heart is racing when i wake up...how do i make myself have one?

i just took three psychic tests online right, its online so i didn't look too much into it.


took the first one, got about 6 dead on, and 8 pretty close. one was a baseball and i pictured something white.

took the next one, got one dead on, and 3 relatively close...like one i seen someone in the sky, like sky diving. it was a rock climber on the side of a cliff climbing and you could see the sky...thats slightly close right?

then the last one i took...got absolutely none right...except, every card i picked would end up coming up as the next card. it didn't show me what the card was till the end of the test.


in your opionon does that mean anything or hopeful thinking??

so about 230am, i went down to our basement to play video games. i came up at 630am to get a snack and go to bed. when i realized. wow, it smells like the way my uncle's house would smell like. he had passed away earlier this year, now i wouldn't normally think anything of it. but later tonight we are having christmas with my dad's side of the family. my uncle who i was talking about would be my dad's brother.


what do you all think? paranormal? or sub-consciously missing my uncle, so i make my sense of smell, smell my uncle's house?

lately, my dreams have been weird, more so than normally. what would i be doing that could effect my dreams?

like my latest FUBAR dream....think i actually posted it on here, not sure so i'll give a brief run down....slightly more detail at one point.


starts off as me, my ex, her friend, and my cousin are suppose to go to a movie. my ex's friend decides to drive me and my cousin to a convient store. we go inside, go pee and decide we want nothing there. my ex's friend starts to drive off. she gets to other side of the parking lot, i can still see her face. she laughs and drives back. my cousin pulls her out of the car and gets in the driver's seat. he tells me to get in, that hes taking her car(this isn't like him in real life) i tell him i don't want anything to do with it...then the whole dreamworld crumbles...it crumbles down to platforms all around, about 10-20ft in the air. i can see lava below me, and i have to jump from platform to platform as its crumbleing...i get to the edge of the road, then it changes. im on a highway for some reason, in a semi??? not too sure...then im at a wendy's talking so some woman...her son comes up, asks if he can stay some where...she says yes as long as he sleeps in the same bed as his mom's friend. i tell her how screwed up that seems. she gets angry. then it jumps...im in her control w/o memory. shes showing some woman around, like shes working for her. the woman notices its me. like shes looking for me, then encourages me to remember who i am. she uses some magic power and throws the woman some where...she disappears before she can hit the wall. i end up killing the woman, who had power over me. shouting "You took me away from the woman i'm suppose to be with the rest of my life!" a couple of girls who are my cousin's at a younger age come and ask for something. i tell them they are free, and to get it themselves, i then walk out the door.



i can never get this out of my head...seems like theres something more to it than some messed up beyond repair dream.

ok, it started off as me my cousin tony, my ex april and her firend kim we're all going to a movie. it was just me, tony, and kim. she stopped at some gas station casue me and tony were thirsty...we didn't find anything we wanted. and i was like hey look tony, kim is leaving us. he got all ticked off and pulled her out of her car. he locked the doors and told me to get in, i figured he was bonking around. he started to hotwire the car, i said bonk you, i don't want anything to do with this, so i got out. then it skipped.


i was sitting out side of wendy's with a friend talking to some woman. her son came up and asked if he could go stay the night some where and she said "yeah, but you have to sleep in the same bed as his mom." the kid said, "alright mom" they hugged and the kid left. i said "You know, thats kinda creepy." the woman got ticked off, and said "thats how my parents raised me!" and then i said "Well, thats still creepy" then i was suspeneded in the middle of the highway and she was yelling "Do you still think its creepy!?" i couldn't answer since i was trying to dodge traffic and then she threw me into the back of a semi-truck's trailer. i could see all my friends that happened to go missing, they were inside the walls of the trailer playing catch with something, one said "Hey Terry! it's good to see you!" i started to throw excrement out of the trailer and into the road, forget why. i think it was to try and get a cop's attention. the same friend that was excited to see me said "Terry, don't she'll get ticked!" i didn't care and kept throwing everything out into the road. then i was yanked out of the trailer and threw into this thing...not sure what it was. but it made my memory get erased.

the next thing i knew i was sitting at a table learning how to stable cigars(not sure why...but hey). i was suppose to be watchign this training video but the same woman was talking to some new manager she hired and i was being noisy...the video was over, and i was like oh excrement! i need to watch this, so i rewound it real quick and tried to pay attention...she figured out that i wasn't and got ticked...she said somethign about one more bonk up and your done! and pulled out a paper and said see you already have 6! i looked at the paper, and knew something wasn't right anymore. that those were from a different life. i seen Squibbing, but i couldn't quite make it out...i knew it was a name so i asked her "Who is this?" she said its nothign and i don't need to worry about it. the woman she hired said "C'mon Terry, you can remember!" the woman got ticked. she lifted her hand and the other woman flew back and right as she was about to hit the wall she disappeared. then it hit me...i remembered everything. i stood up while she was distracted, i started to strangle her i noticed it wasn't working. so i got back behind her and grabbed her head getting ready to snap her neck, as she was fighting it i yelled "You fuckign took me away from the one im suppose to spend the rest of my life with! Do you know how long i looked for kym! you bonking grump!" and then snapped her neck and let go. i just watched her body hit the floor. then these three little girls came in and asked for some chocolate milk. i looked at them and said, "You serve yourself for now on" and walked out the door.

ok, so i just attempted OBEing tonight/this morning. as i was going to bed tonight i did that, mind awake, body asleep thing. and pictured my mind lighting up a neon orange color, and my body lighting up light blue as i said those words, i also laid still w/o moving till i fell sleep...i couldn't have been out too long, because its 4:54am, i crawled into bed around 4am.

anyway...i don't know if "They" were toying with me or what...but i had a very vivid false awakening, i was laying in bed, not sure if i had just gotten back into my body or if i was in the middle of it. but i tried something diffrent, i tried moving my body with my mind. i eventually did it, i ended up knocking myself out of my bed and then pulled my self into the air and dropped myself on my bed. i fought my sleep paralysis and walked out into the living room, where my dad was watching. he asked two things..."What the hell are you doing?" and "why are you walking like an idiot?" then i shown him what i could do...as i spoke out still in sleep paralysis "Hey, dad!" then i made my body fly across the room and up in the air, then i noticed the fan was going and i panicked and called out for help. my dad got up and ran over to me and grabbed on...my mind calmed down and i fell to the ground...still in sleep paralysis. it shown later that day with the entire family at the house all making fun of me and calling me possessed. then i had another false awakening...

i was laying in bed feeling the vibrations...where i had a dream inside a dream...i can't even begin to describe that one. but after that dream, during my false awakening, i quickly sat up in bed thinking "what the hell? maybe if i lay down i can still get relaxed and try to AP again" i lay down, and start to feel the vibrations in my dream again. my door was open and i decided to look thru it, i could see the to my granny's door and the after glow of the TV(the way its set up is diffrent than in real life...didn't know that). my grandma comes out of her room and could see i was vibrating comes to my door and goes "Terry, what are you doing!?" i fight the paralysis and get out of bed and walk over...still in sleep paralysis i say "Hello grandma, give me a hug!" and hug her. she again asks "What are you doing?" and i struggle to say "I'm trying to ....A.....P" she goes, we'll talk about this when i get out of the bathroom. then i actually wake up for real this time.

im laying in bed vibrations in full swing. my tongue feels like its slightly hanging out of my mouth and it feels like spit is vibrating on my tongue. i try to sit up...nothing works...i try to roll out...nothing...i then picture me sinking thru my bed...i think i finally got out, i go to open my eyes then quickly stop myself saying, "WAIT, thats not how i could see last time!" i thought i got out and was like, "I'M GOING TO FLY TO APRIL'S HOUSE!" i feel like im starting to fly away...i could hear the sound of the wind flying by my ears..i think..."i must have gotten out by now! im going to open my eyes" so i open my eyes and at the same time pull me left leg out from under me....i wasn't out of my body yet the vibrations stop and i fully awake...i checked the time 4:40am i get up get a glass of water and go pee. then hopped on here to share this.

maybe if i fall back asleep, i can still AP/OBE, i'll let you all know if that happens.

alright, i work at a candy store(for now) in a mall. i maybe get 10 customers in my 10 hr shift, i was in the store the other week, reading waiting for people to come in so i can actually, you know...work. when out of no where a box of jelly belly's fall off the display. its been sitting there in that position long before i started working there. it missed the case of jelly beans and the counter and just went straight to the floor face down. so if it would have slid down, it would have hit the jelly belly lids and slid down onto the counter top...but this just plane slammed on the floor like some one threw it down.

then last monday, i start seeing things out of the corner of my eye i look and of course nothing there, i even started hearing things, i go investigate...nothing, its actually starting to creep my out now that i sit here and type it.


anyway...whats ur personal explanation?

ok, so...this dream started out pretty normal right. a sex dream at six flags, after i go around almost getting laid but for some reason can't quite get far enough...me and this girl go into "the spider house" where they had all kinds of weird spiders, (in real life i wouldn't even go near this thing if it were real) she wants to fool around, and im like wow ur weird. i tell her to say "Hey, why is this cage open?" to make people run away. and she did, nothing happend. then it jumped....


i am not a soldier in europe sent in to evacuate all american's or relatives. we finally get out of this apartment type building and get moving. then the thing we're trying to evacuate all the people from catches up to us...we attack it as the civilians run away. we get them into some sort of strip mall. the slug/leach type thing is laying, doing something, on the other side of the shopping plazza. some man came at me yelling "this is your fault, if you haddent thrown that thing(points to the creature) at me foot a days ago we woudln't be in this mess!" i didn't know what he was talking about, so i just yelled "Get back inside now! its too dangerous for you out here!" my unit then ran around to the back so we could figure out how to kill this thing. then my dream jumped again...


i don't even know how to explain this one, its THAT effed up. it seemed like a normal day...im at some sort of park, doin whatever(don't think i was doing anything) and it turned out to be a place near a funeral parlor. and i was actually about to attend a wake. i drive up to the door and say to myself, "i can't go in there dressed like this, i need a suit." so, for that reason i strip down to nothing and run inside. once i got inside i notice that this wasn't a good idea, but seen a table with everything on it(a white lace table cloth, silver wear, plates, candles, glasses)  i grab the edges of the table and make for the door, i can hear things falling off the table and breaking and then some one starts to come. so i drop the table and dash for the car. i get inside then it jumps to later in the dream...

its now night time and just got done raining in the same dream, my parents and sister are in the dream now.  my mom leaves the place for some reason, and dinner is about to be served...i don't wanna eat dinner or something, that part isn't too clear. i go to start my car and leave and notice that im past empty on my gas gauge, so i drive around to the font of the building,since i have no money i go to get my dad to give me some. as im walking i noticed armed guards, i find my dad and ask him and my sister to go to the gas station with me so i can use his debit card to put gas in my tank. on the way there i tell him i seen armed guards, i also said "i think their ready" i said it like i knew what was goign on. when we got to the gas station (its now a little later than dawn) i have trouble lining up the car and getting a pump that you can pay outside. my dad gives me his card and tells me to fill up the tank. so i start to put gas in the car, my sister finds some type of report card from Highschool and is surprised i got a B in some class and yells at me sayign i had to cheat to get that grade, and how her's was better. i defend myself saying i didn't cheat and all that. and notice my tank is over flowing. my dad yells "Great the car is messed up!" since the pump had only been in there for a minute. we start heading back for the funeral parlor so i could drop them off and get goin. when the evil guy and his men are standing in front of it waiting...with weapons. when they notice its us they start firing. my sister tells me to yell out the window so he'd stop shooting. i ignore that and speed up for the airport saying "we're getting out of here...im aborting!"  my dad gets shot and killed then the car catches fire(just like in a video game) i speed up and stay in the car till the last second and tell my sister to jump, we jump out of the car and a second later it explodes. as im rolling i notice we didn't make it too far since i rolled right into one of the evil guy's men. i knock him over and grab his pistol, and start returning fire. i kill most of his men and then get thrown to the ground when i notice my sister has been captured. he says something...i say something along the lines "since we didn't check in this morning the calvary is coming, and those navy seals will kick your butt!" he laughs and says "navy seals eh? we'll see" then a minute later i hear that song that is played from helicopters in Vietnam war movies, i say "sucks to be you!" he smiles at me and and picks up the radio and says something "i can hear rotary blades come from it and the guy says something then the bad guy does and the helo turns around. he just laughs at me and motions to some woman, and she starts to tare my sister apart limb from limb. i reach for my knife and swing backwards quickly and slit the guy that is holding me down's throat. pick up a shot gun and start unloading on the woman...but she doesn't die. the main bad guy walks over to me laughing, kicks the shotgun out of my hands, kicks me on my back while holding me down with his foot. he cuts open a hole in my chest says something, and his eyes turn into this evil orange look as he puts pressure on my chest. i scream in pain and reach for my knife. he leans down to say something and i jab the knife into his temple, i pull my hand back and slam it on the end of the knife like a hammer, until the entire knife handle and all, are in his skull. his eyes turn back to normal and he falls dead, along with all of his men. the helicopter comes back and lands, they see im the only survivor and start to try and save my life, i eventually die on the way to the hospital.


anyone have any ideas?

has anyone else ever laughed at, or asked if they were on drugs when you told a family member about your first OBE?

me and this woman have been dating on and off for about 10 months right...pretty sure im gonna marry this chica...anyway, there are times we think of the same thing or of each other around the same time(w/in minutes or seconds) and last night we were gonna go to best buy cause she wanted to pick up a few CDs and wanted me to go with her...she was suppose to call before she left to come get me. well, she never called and i was like hmm guess we're not going. and as i got off the phone with my mom i was thinking. shes probably pulling up right now and walkin up to my door and about to ring the door bell. i thought "ring the door bell" as the door bell rung...and who was it? exactly it was her.

just right now, im talking to her over AIM, i got up to get something to drink, and i thought to myself, i should tell her my room will be clean next time she sees it(its gross...and its pretty bad when the person who's room it is thinks so). i get back, and she says "Is your room clean yet?"


so how would you explain that?

im not sure if i was dreaming it or not, but i slightly woke up last night and started to try and OBE, i got vibrations and everything seemed like it was goign well but, i just couldn't get out. is it because i had my face down in my pillow or because i had a watch on?

and after the second attempt i remember not really wanting to do it anymore, like i was too tired or something.

hope this is the right area for this...if not...oops...


now, on to my question...


can you remote view something you read in the future, but only bits and pieces and not know it, until the next day?

so awhile ago, my friend gave me a tarot reading. i didn't believe in it at first...i thought it was a cheap way to make money. then as she started everything was hitting right on...then...the last card she dealt was the devil card...i was like oh great, im evil...and to make things worse, she told me she never drew that card before.

and before all this i would get this weird feeling of wanting to destroy everything. i haven't really felt that in awhile, just weird...thought i'd bring it up and let you all put your two cents in.

it was weird...i was at a friends house. my parents were there too. but they were asleep. it was me and my friend in her room. for no reason a SWAT team burst thru into the house, we slammed the door shut and locked it. they were yelling thru the door to open it or they will do it the hard way. then i heard a fizzing noise, like they were cutting thru the door. she strarted to panic, and i asked her if there is a way around to them, she said yes and i pulled an MP5N out of no where and went around them, we got to the other side of the door, except it was wide open. i then opened a door, threw a flashbang that i guess i had some how, and did a room clear. noticed my parents are in the room still asleep. i walk out grab my friend with both hands on her shoulders and tell her with a stern voice. (NAME...cant remember) we're dreaming, quick..think of an open field at night with a ton of stars in the sky, that is on the other side of this door. i got a weird feeling then everything got more detailed, we stepped thru the door and we were in a field. then i lost my lucidness...

it was halloween, something with candy and dressing up. that i didn't want to do it.

then my dream jumped it was like a high school reunion, a BBQ at some park. it was gettign kinda late, most everyone were throwing balls around or getting ready to play football(not soccer). i was just eating and drinking a beer with some of the teachers i liked, and some of the people i went to school with....

after all that my phone rung and i woke up.   

well the other day i was doing that, my cousin and his girlfriend were over. and i would say i kept having false awakenings...or something...because when ever i would fall asleep i wouldn't really know i was asleep. i'd immediately start dreaming. always would be this:

i was laying on the love seat, and my cousin and his gf were cuddling on the couch.  we were watching tv, then out of no where my cousin would say something and we'd all laugh and i'd fully awake. i'd notice my cousin and his gf are laying there on the opposite side than in my dream w/o any indication that they moved from either side. let alone tried to get my attention.

so i had a dream i re-enlisted. i've got to training, i started going thru processing and i got this feeling of overwhelming anxiety and that i didn't want to be there. it was about to get to the point of where i could no longer stand it, then i woke up...


any ideas?

ok, say i had a twin brother. we both had a child with twin sisters...is it possible that our children would come out looking the same?

i slept for a little bit tonight, and had a dream. in the dream i, for some reason, started dating this guy(im a straight 21 yr old male.) and i was constantly talking about how it doesn't feel right. and im going to break up with him. so i drop him off and walk him to the door and say, sorry but i don't think we should see each other anymore. im just not attracted to guys. then the scene changes and im part of the X-men, im being chased thru a swamp or woods. things start exploding all around. we fight back, win and then i wake up. whats all that mean?