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#1
Hey guys!

It's been a few years since I've been on here. I used to have lots of great experiences and would have OBE's quite frequently. But unfortunately (very long story) I ended up getting an incubus/sex spirit attached to me. Every time I'd try and project, I was unable, because this thing was always there trying to drain my energy and "do things" with me.  Obviously this thing was a negative entity, as its energy was making it so I could never really project since I didn't have the energy to "go anywhere." Whenever I did manage to get out of my body, I would usually get just "stuck" on the floor of my room, with no vision, and no way to move or go out of the current vibrational level I was at.

I eventually just had to give up trying to project completely since this entity was always there, and then began physically manifesting in my house..scratching walls, trying to have sex with me while I was in the half-awake half-asleep phase. I eventually had to get my house cleansed to remove this thing, but I still have fear that it will come back if I try and go OBE again. I still feel like it is there at times, since I constantly feel like I am watched when I'm in certain areas of my house.

My question for you all is, what can I do to keep this thing at bay when I try and go OBE? Is this a matter of increasing my virbational frequency through chakra cleansing, meditation etc? Or do I need something more serious like an exorcism to completely remove this thing from my aura?



#2
I just need someone with experience with this type of thing to shed some light on what is going on. Often in the mornings or when I am starting to wake up, I will start to feel the energy of something over me. It is a very strong sexual feeling, and I will start to feel a sleep paralysis/buzzing feeling all over my body...which is heavily concentrated in my solar plexus region. I will start to drift out of my body, and hover right above it, and then I start to feel enormous sexual feeling..like I am being caressed..it turns into what feels like sex..and eventually I have a full-blown orgasm. (Sorry to be graphic but there is evidence of this once I come back into my body, so I can't just dismiss my experience as a dream.)

Sometimes while this is happening, I can catch glimpses of this entity. It will usually take on whatever form I want it to have..I asked it one day to show its true identity, and it told me that it would frighten me too much. (Which I thought might be a red flag.)

It's not like I am inviting these experiences to occur...it just takes a HUGE amount of energy to fight off this sexual feeling and desire to be with this thing, whenever it happens. (Feels like extremely heavy sleep paralysis when it begins to happen..and sometimes it is just easier to give in than to fight it off.)

My question is...is this some type of sex demon? Incubus? Is it harmful? Should I fight it? The only negative thing I experience is just feeling drained of energy at times once the experience is over. I would appreciate any feedback..thank you.
#3
I know that we all project during our sleep and all that, but is it safe to do energy work while pregnant? Just worried if I'm not directing energy properly, I could be damaging the baby. (Might sounds silly, but just want to make sure.) I've heard of monks saying if you do energy work the wrong way, you can burn up your vital organs. (But not sure if that is just for way experienced people who do it all day.)

I've been away from the astralpulse for a while becuase I lost my ability to OBE due to the meds I was on. Now that I'm pregnant, I got off my meds so my ability is back. (yay   :-)) I'd like to possibly meet my little baby.  Has anyone tried this type of thing, or heard of anyone who has? I think that would be SO neat since I hear that the baby's spirit goes in and out quite a bit before they commit to their body totally- during about the 6th month. Let me know what you all think...
#4
I used to be able to fly around and go places. Now I have trouble even controling my movements, and it's like I just sink through the floor once I leave my body.  It's really getting upsetting because I cannot ever leave my room. Plese help.........
#5
Hi Everyone,

Just wanted to know if anyone has a clue what is going on with me. The past 2 times I have left my body, I have been distracted by a very odd sensation. My physical hands feel like they practically on fire/uncomfortable tingling, and the discomfort distracts me so much, that I have to return to my body. What's even more odd, is that once I come back to my body, it takes a few minutes for the tingling/hot feeling to go away. I checked to see if maybe I was laying on them, but they were just there at my sides. I don't have circulation problems, so I know it's not that either. Please give me some advice if you have it! Thanks

-Lindsay
#6
I want to start off by saying this isn't "G" rated. It is about an experience I had this afternoon, which has left me feeling violated, and I would like some input on what it was all about. Something in the astral happened to me, and has left me feeling kind of disturbed.

I have always strayed away from the whole "astral sex" thing. In the past, whenever I saw any topics, or any of my books had a chapter in it, I skipped it. I wanted all my experiences to be for obtaining spiritual development, and not for that sort of thing. I didn't want to do anything to lower my vibrational level.....

Here is the background for my story. (it starts off pleasant) About 6 months ago, I met my spirit guide who told me his name was Aaron. I had such a crazy attraction to him, and just thinking about him at any point in time now, I will get intense butterflies in my stomach and feel like I am in love. I felt this intense desire though, anytime he was near me. The feelings were so strong however, that one day I "gave in" and I won't go into detail, but basically whenever our chakras would touch, it felt like I was having the most intense orgasm of my life. The end of our session ended with a huge "boom" and everything went totally bright white. I had a headache afterwords for about 3 days- right in the center of my forehead. When I told my husband about the experience, he was less than thrilled. Due to the problem it was causing between us, I told my husband I wouldn't "see" Aaron anymore.  :-(

I hadn't sought out Aaron since then, after feeling kind of guilty like maybe I was "cheating" in a way on my husband. (sounds weird I know) Well today after "getting out" for a while, I was entering my body and just kind of laying there enjoying the intense vibrations I was feeling. For some reason when I return or before I exit, I have a huge desire for sex. (think maybe because of my root chakra being fully opened) So, I called out for Aaron, and I thought it was him. (yeah I know, I shouldn't have) Before whenever I would see Aaron, there was a huge light. This time it was all dark, which should've been an indication....but I ignored it at the time.

So it was pleasurable at first. It felt like it started in my base chakra, and whatever was touching me was working its way up. Sometimes it felt like the energy could be directed wherever I wanted it to go....my throat, up to my forehead. I'm not sure when it happened, but all of the sudden it felt like there was an energy change in the room. Aaron, or whatever had been with me originally was gone, and now I could sense at least 3 or more entities. They were standing by me, looking down and discussing what to do to me. One of them said, "let's take her back with us". I got a "flash" of what one looked like, and it WAS NOT pleasant at all. He had long stick legs- like as skinny as a broom, and a head of a ram, or something with horns. (kind of like that pan creature) The female entity he was talking to, had a lot of hate she was directing at me. I was kind of feeling uncomfortable at this point, and wanted to leave my body completely to have more control over the situation. It wasn't sleep paralysis- it was like my astral body was being held down!!! I could move my arms and legs, but I was being pinned down right in the solar plexus area. (I've experienced sleep paralysis, and this was very different because it wasn't my physical body being held down) Then all of the sudden, they started running at me from across the room, and darting down on top of me. It's like they were taking turns "taking energy"....I couldn't really do anything about it, physically or astrally. I was just kind of stuck. They talking was getting louder, and now I could hear music. It felt very obscene, and I didn't feel anything positive or warm coming from them. Finally, I was able to open my eyes a little bit, enough to shake off the vibrations.

So, was I astrally raped? It was consensual at first, but only because I thought it was Aaron. I'm not sure it if was originally Aaron, and then he left, or maybe I was tricked from the beginning. I just have concerns that they took energy from my chakras, and now I might be sitting at a low vibrational rate right now. I am feeling kind of "blah" right now, which I know isn't good. Whenever I was with Aaron, I would be on cloud 9 and just euphoric for days. Am I going to be more of a target for attack when I leave my body now because I was dominated by something from a low plane? Any thoughts or advice would help.....






#7
Lately when I'm out of my body, I've been extremely heavy. I can't really move, and I just seem to sink into the floor. The frustration just makes me return to my body. Anyone have any ideas? I'm wondering if maybe I'm leaving my body too soon- maybe my vibrations aren't high/intense enough. Any thoughts would be appreciated!
#8
Ok, this is frustrating. I was on here a few months ago giving advice. Now I feel like I've taken steps backwards with my abilities. I'm not new at OBE's, and up until a few months ago I had no problem "seeing" or moving around. Now, everytime I leave I can't see a thing! I keep getting advice- "say clarity now" or "I can see"....ok that isn't working. Any other advice? It's like I'm just floating off in space, and I can't tell where I am at or going. Any help/ advice would be much appreciated. [/color]
#9
Hey Everyone- I thought I'd share something I came across that helped me. I read in one of my books that you can make a dream pillow out of the herb called mugwort. Mugwort according to my book "Encyclopedia of Magical Herbs", will give you psychic/prophetic dreams, as well as aid in astral projection.

So yesterday, I made a pillow 6"x8" and stuffed it with mugwort. You can buy like a pound of mugwort from amazon.com for $20.00. The instructions say to sleep with the mugwort pillow underneath your normal pillow. You can also place a small amount near your bed (I put mine on the nightstand) and this will also help. Well, I woke up last night with some VERY intense vibrations, and I was able to slip out of my body really quickly. (I have lots of OBE's anyways, but it just seemed like this stuff brought on the experience REALLY quickly)

Anyways, thought I'd share! It's also able to help dream recall. I made my husband a pillow, and he was able to remember his dreams from last night. This is really rare for him because he never is able to remember anything that he dreams.
#10
So yesterday I was taking a nap, and had kind of woken up to that feeling of sleep paralysis. I couldn't move or open my eyes, but I could hear loud as day, two people talking. One was a female voice, the other a male. Their voices sounded professional, as if I was hearing a radio broadcast. They were talking about sports. I was able to remember a few things that were said and once I was able to force myself out of the sleep paralysis state, I wrote it down. They were talking about the Celtics basketball team, and then about how a player named "Durant" was having such a stellar and amazing season. Now let me be very clear here- I don't follow sports, and I couldn't even probably name any NBA player. (I wasn't even sure if the Celtics were baseball or basketball until one of them mentioned basketball) So I looked up the name Durant when I got online, and he's ranked like #2 this year in the NBA!! He's also linked to the Celtics team because he was originally going to play for them, but decided not to.

I guess the cool thing is, it wasn't just voices and chatter I was hearing. I was actually able to verify this information. Now I'm just baffled- how in the world am I picking up radio signals in my head????? Anybody have anything similar happen to them?  I was totally alone when this happened, and no t.v. or radio was even on in my house.
#11
Hi Everyone,

I need some advice. I've had many OBE's, and had some great experiences. My skill level got to the point I could control my movement completely, and I could see as plainly as I could in the physical.

I've been having frequent OBE's, but now it seems like I've take steps backwards. Now, I can't see at all, and when I leave my body I am suspended in the air right above my physical unable to move at all. I'm just stuck there hovering in a prone position right over my physical body. It's so aggravating! I'm not sure what the deal is- maybe I'm not completely separated or what.

So any advice would be great. I know a method to get your vision is to say to yourself "vision now" but that doesn't work. [/size]
#12
So I've had things latch on to me before while I've been out of my body. I'm not really sure why, but it seems to cause me physical pain. Last night was one the worst experiences I've had with this. I was unable to see what/who it was, but something grabbed me by both of my wrists and clinched on very tightly to the point it was very uncomfortable.

Well I'm pretty good at not getting scared about things. I've run into some crazy stuff, and I'll just ignore it and usually whatever it is that seems "evil" or "negative" will just go away. I'm almost am cocky in a way when I deal with negative stuff, because I know that they really can't hurt me, and if worse comes to worse, I can just return to the physical immediately.

So here's what I did (in this order) when it wouldn't let me go

1. I began cursing at it and said, "let me the "f*ck go!" Well, that didn't work, so onto plan "B"

2. I said "In the name of Jesus let me go" (I'm Catholic so I figured if it was something demonic, it would have to obey me) Well, that didn't work either

3. So then I yelled at it to reveal itself- I couldn't see what it was. At this point, I saw a pair of arms from the elbows down, muscular & white. It still wasn't letting me go, and causing a great amount of discomfort

4. So I mustered up all my energy and pried the bastard's hands off of my wrists. Then I decided to "click the ruby slippers" and return to my physical body, because I wasn't getting a good feeling about this whole situation.

So here's the deal- I'm really mad because it's rare I get out lately, and when I finally do, something negative has to latch onto me and ruin my experience! I know I have to take the good with the bad. I've had more good experiences than bad, so I guess I should be greatful for that.


So here's my questions:

Has anyone had similar experiences where something had latched onto them? I know they're referred to as "hitch-hickers"

What's the point of them wanting to latch on to you? Can't they move around on their own?

How is it possible that it is causing me physical pain when I'm not in my physical body?

Why is this happening? (and don't tell me that "like attracts like" because I am not evil like this whatever it was, is :-))



#13
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Well,I've had about 20 successful OBE's. For the most part when I leave my body, I have stayed in real time and usually not too far away from my room or my house. Well, a few months back I really mastered the movement part and was able to get to the point where I can "fly" and maneuver pretty well just by my thoughts. This has enabled me to go to higher vibrational realms, and I've ran into some really interesting things.

The first time I interacted with a person, it was a little girl. Everything in this place was extremely beautiful, and I think it was a realm close to heaven. I asked her if she could see me, and she said yes. She was probably about 10 years old. She told me her name was Meghan and she had died from a head injury. She said that she wasn't supposed to have died- that the doctors just thought she'd need just a few stitches, but she ended up dying from complications related to her injury. She was extremely sweet, and I was just thrilled to be interacting with someone that could see me.

Today, I had a similar experience but this time I know that I was still on our earth because everything just seemed really ordinary. (the higher vibrationally you go, you are usually experiencing realms closer to heaven and things become very beautiful) So my first stop was in this apartment where I saw about 5 young guys hanging out. I'm not sure how I knew this, but I knew these people were alive and well, and were all very much messed up on some sort of drugs. They couldn't see me, so I knew that they were not any type of entities or ghosts.

The next place I went to (I had problems controlling my movement and I would travel and everything was just like a dark tunnel until I got there) was another apartment. I saw 3 people there, and when they saw me. I knew (I'm not really sure how I knew I just did) that these were earth-bound spirits who hadn't moved on. I got the impression that the place they "lived" they had lived there before they had died, and this was their home. (so it is probably a haunted place) I looked over, and the whole side of one wall was full of really old records (like retro CD's) from like the 70's. I kind of wonder if the reason everything seemed so retro, was because that was the way it was originally when these 3 guys had lived there, and with their emotions or whatever, had been able to keep these items visible to them-like an imprint. This is how they still view their environment. Perhaps in the physical, it might be totally different looking. Anyways, so I went and started talking to one of them. He was old- probably late 50's and had wrinkles and a few scars on his face. His hair was white, and he was pretty rough looking. I asked if he was dead, and he said yes. (here's a side note: I'm always really curious what I look like to other people I run into-whether I retain my physical appearance) Since I was curious about how I appeared to him, I asked him what I looked like to him. He just said a matter of factly: "Well you look just like yourself". I thought that was kind of a funny obvious answer! I could tell that he seemed surprised that I was there. If he is an earth-bound ghost, I'm sure that he probably knew that I was different from him. Obviously, I am not a physical body walking around, so I wonder if he knew that I wasn't a ghost like him. (even though I was in spirit form)


SO guys, here's my questions for any of you:
1. Why do I keep running into dead people?
2. Do you think that the old guy who was deceased knew I was still alive and not a ghost?
3. Have any of you interacted with any dead people?
4. Do you think that our astral form resembles our physical form?

5. When we project, could normal people see us- like would we appear to them to be a ghost?


#14
Welcome to Out of Body Experiences! / Moving Objects
December 15, 2008, 20:06:59
Hi Everyone,

I was wondering if it is possible to move objects while projecting in the real time zone. Has anyone been able to move anything or heard of this? I've been out floating around my house before, and I want to try and make something fall off of the mantle. lol
#15
I was wondering if anyone has looked down at themselves while they've been out. Has anyone ever seen their silver cord? I would really like to see myself, but I'm wondering if it would freak me out. Any thoughts or experiences you have, please share!

-Lindsay
#16
Has anyone heard of using magnets to help get you out? I read on astralvoyage.com that she suspended magnets over her body at night, over their solar plexus region and it helped. I couldn't find any info about this when I searched on here.
#17
I came accross this method for having an OBE while reading yesterday, I wanted to share the experience that I had this morning, after using the technique.

I read about a new technique where you visualize yourself, as if you were looking down from above at your body. This morning, I had woken up for some reason (haven't been able to fall asleep very quickly/soundly until much later) I was having pretty good vibrations, but nothing really strong- I could've still moved if I had wanted to. So I began to visualize this what I had read about, and began to vizualize myself as if I was already out of my body, and looking down at my physical body from above. When I would break concentration, I would then go back to the sensation of where I actually was, which was laying on the bed. I would then concentrate again that I was suspended over my body looking down at it. I kept flip-flopping back and forth between these two points of reference, and within probably 30 seconds I was out! It was really amazing. It's definitely a short-cut to the other way of laying there and then trying to separate by rolling out etc.  I'm not sure how long after I exited this strange thing happened, but it felt like I turned into a ball of energy and shot really fast towards the wall. I felt like I was surrounded with bright light. This feeling only lasted for a second. I've never moved like that before. Usually I kind of bob around like a ghost would. After I had this feeling, I was then at the position right above my body, facing the ceiling. I was then unable to move at all.

I know I had completely separated, but since the vibrations were not really strong when I left, I wonder if that's the reason I felt stuck, where I couldn't move. I was facing towards the ceiling for most of the time, right above the physical. I kept trying to flip over so I could see myself, but I was unable to move. I tried to make the effort more mental, than trying to move around like I would in the physical (as David had told me) but this still did not work. I did get a good look at my hands though! (for the first time) They turned to liquid within a couple of seconds; disappearing.  I had a strange thought that if I died, this would be how I would exist. It was a very strange feeling. I felt the need to return to my body at that point, probably from this fear. I made the effort to move my left foot, and within a few seconds I was back.

I had a very pleasant whooshing sensation in my head. My right arm felt like it was on the verge of falling asleep, since I was kind of laying on that side. I wonder if that's why I felt the need to return.
It was encouraging because my vision was very clear. After I had shot at the wall, I kept telling myself "vision" over and over. Things became very clear after that. During the whole time,  my thought process was very clear and rational, and I was able to control what was going through my mind. The only stray thought was about this being how death would feel. I was able to control the fear, by just contemplating the thought as something interesting.
The time when I had returned, was 3:04 a.m. I think this was the longest that I've been out. I would say probably 3 minutes. I had the peace of mind to lay there and try again, but I was too excited from thinking about the experience, and trying to recall every detail.

Something new I did right before I went to sleep last night, was I went to sleep last night about 130 am.  Prior to falling asleep, I did some energy work with my chakras, focusing on my root chakra and working my way up. I swear I felt so relaxed, almost energized afterwards It was very neat!! It also helped me to mentally relax, because there is really no way to open the chakras unless you mentally focus and let go of your stress.

Any comments about the chakra energy work, or if you've had a similar experience with this method for an OBE, please share!

-Lindsay
#18
Has anyone experienced having help leaving their body? I had an arm reach down and it pulled me right out of my body when I reached for it. Any ideas on what that was? It felt totally natural at the time, but then afterwards I was like, "what the heck was that??" Possible it was a spirit guide?

Also, what does anyone know about spirit guides, and what experiences have you all had? Please share the good and the bad. Thanks!

-Lindsay
#19
Are they just two terms for the same thing, or is there a difference??
#20
I had kind of given up on having anymore OBE's since they've just stopped completely for whatever reason. Until this morning! It was a total surprise. Anyways, it started right after I woke up from a dream. (at 4 a.m.) I was just laying there in bed, and still kind of in a dream state, although I knew I was awake. I thought my physical eyes were open because everything was really crystal clear. (which was encouraging since everytime before it was completely dark) I saw a hand reach down from above and offer to help me "up". It was great, because I was able to skip all the "mumbo jumbo" with the vibrations, and trying to roll out and all of that stuff. The hand just pulled me right out. It felt totally natural at the time, but today I'm like, "what the heck was that??" So that's a question for you all- do you know what that was? A spirit guide? My imagination? Has this happened to anyone else before?


Back to my story. So, when I came out it was different that it was before. Usually, I'm upright, but this time I was still prone-in the same position as my physical body, just a foot to the right. I kept trying to float up, but felt really heavy, and couldn't move except just to the right. The cool thing was, I was seeing everything really clearly. I kept trying to look over and see my body, but for some reason I was unable to control my movement completely. I reached over with my left arm to where my body would be, and it felt like I was dipping my hand into really warm bathwater!! I did this a few times, enjoying the sensation. It felt like a buzzing when I would reach over. I coudn't hear it, I just sensed a buzzing. Any idea what this was all about??? What was the warm thing I was feeling?  I felt completely eleated- almost high after I returned to my body. It was crazy. I just felt so extremely happy. I got up immediately and wrote everything down so I could remember the details.  One more thing to note- I saw this dark blob in front of me, over by the wall. I don't know if this was a being- maybe the thing that helped me out. It didn't feel like a threat. I don't know, maybe it was just a portion of my vision which wasn't clear.

I was trying to see my physical body while out, but for whatever reason was having problems directing my vision towards my body. At one point, I looked down and saw my legs (astral ones) and they disappeared! It's like they were made of liquid. For a split second, there was like a white outline of my legs before they completely went away. Was this just my mind attempting to create what it thought I should see???

If anyone has any insight as to what any of this was-1. Why my legs looked liquid 2. What the hand was that helped me out of my body 3. Why it felt warm near my body  PLEASE share!!! Thanks,

-Lindsay