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I searched the forums for "aliens" and I noticed that a lot of people have concerns about aliens and OBEs.

How do people feel about this sort of thing?

I have seen many people explain that sleep paralysis may cause a person to imagine an alien abduction experience... However, my experience seemed to be almost the opposite of that. I'm not saying I was abducted by aliens, but this experience has always perplexed me.

As a child I was always terrified of aliens. When I worked with my energy I would become afraid that they were near me or that other dark shadowy creatures were nearby.
It was difficult to learn to overcome these fears, but with a little effort I was able to for the most part. I was just a kid so it took me a few years. Eliminating the fear seemed to allow me to tune them out... or its likely that they were just figments of my imagination anyways.

The one thing that I have always been the most afraid of are aliens. Sometimes just thinking about them for too long terrifies me. So if I just don't think about them seriously and I seem to be okay. :p

Anywho,

One night, a 6 or 7 years ago, I was sleeping soundly (I suppose). Suddenly I realized that I was staring at an alien's face. I was looking up at it. The wall behind him was a pale gray and curved into the ceiling, there was also long, thin, purple light running horizontally across the wall near the top. The alien's head seemed huge! It was your typical grey alien. It seemed peaceful (or smug ). I almost think it had to have been playing a joke on me by revealing itself.

It was as if I had come out of a trance. I suddenly realized what I was looking at, but it seems as tho it had been there for quite some time. 

I found myself just trying to scream and scream, but I couldn't...

My mind must have recoiled in terror, because I felt like I snapped violently back into my body.

I was suddenly in my physical body (for sure now) and it felt as tho my arms and legs were flickering all over the place because I was struggling to move. I was attempting to scream as loudly as I could but all that came out was air... and I just couldn't stop trying to scream.

As soon as that was over, I lay still for a second...

I decided to just not think about it... and to just force myself to go back asleep until it was daytime again. Otherwise I would have just laid there paralyzed with fear for who knows how long.

This experience was very brief, but it was 17 times as terrifying (for me, ).

Why do alien encounter OBEs seem to be so common?

Does anyone else have any alien OBEs they would like to share?

A friend introduced me to iDoser. I find their premise a little sketchy... something about opening the program and looking at a box that says "no drug file loaded" is kind of a turn off.

I do think the marijuana file gave me one heck of a wonderful waking nap... and I think I felt warm and fuzzy all over...

I tried the lucid dreaming file once and I recall having dreams that night... I am not usually able to even remember having a dream.

After a few tries, I feel like i enjoy the sound when I'm trying to relax. 

I also sort of feel like I keep wanting to listen to it, when I'm at my computer...  Plus with an application like iDoser they want you to buy more files or "doses" so I sort of wonder...

So how do people feel about using binaural beats?
Do you feel that they help?
Does anyone worry that something subliminal could be embedded in the files?
If you feel comfortable with them what programs and files do you trust?

Okay, I decided to play with a psi-wheel for fun the other day. I have never tried it before.

But the darn thing just seems so sensitive to everything!

I've covered my mouth with a bandanna and also tried to make sure the area was free of drafts...

Sometimes I felt like I was moving it and that was a fun sensation... I even had it spinning at an even keel for a small period of time... but I just don't know.

So I put it beneath a glass cup...  Since then nothing.

But I have also been becoming quite the psi-wheel skeptic after seeing people post very convincing video on youtube and then reading their own confessions about how they faked it. Not cool!

Anyways... the glass cup vexes me. Its too visible and distracting like many people say...

Also if the psi is sort of mechanism exerting some unseen force upon the wheel to cause it to move... What about the force being exerted upon the glass that stands between you and the wheel?

Wouldn't that energy need to be channeled THROUGH the glass as well?

Just feels to me like there should be some sort of additional follow through to visualize.

Then again... I'm still not very sure about this psi-wheel thing. It's fun to play with outside the jar regardless.

Last night as I was falling asleep, I was feeling very relaxed.

I started to notice that there was a tunnel in front of my face. A narrow tunnel that seemed to become more narrow towards the opposite end... it was almost like the tunnel was a proboscis (like a butterfly has), except I was looking through it.

The tunnel was dark and had purple-ish colors moving within it.

I felt as if was being gently pulled towards the tunnel, and being encouraged to go through.

But I felt like I was being pulled nose first... and I did not want to go nose first.

I imagined having to through this narrow passageway nose first and then having my eyes pulled back behind me.

I didn't think this would hurt... but it wasn't very appealing to me.

I wanted to go eyes or forehead first.

I remember resisting a little, maybe complaining, but I felt like I was being told to just do it...  I tried to go the way that I wanted to go, eyes first, but I couldn't change the arrangement...

I must have fallen asleep after that.

Has anyone had a tunnel experience to get out?  I didn't think the tunnel was very long... It just seemed to represent making that leap...

And has anyone ever felt something pulling them to get them out??

Can a person actually know if they've encountered their twin flame?

I feel as tho I've already met mine. I even felt this way before I knew what a "twin flame" was.
I recently learned about this term.

The term "soul mate" did not even seem to be the appropriate way to describe this relationship.

Do twin flames have to be together to be twin flames?

Reading about it I noticed that many places it says that they should be together happily...

But in other places it says that they can cause a lot of drama in each other's lives and can become separated... altho this separation may only be an illusion. It even says that they twin flames may be enemies.

I also think I read that when twin flames are apart things do not go so well in the world...

...and  that even if they are not together romantically they may still play an important role in their counterpart's  journey.

Hi, I am new here and I am new to talking about things like this.

I have a problem. I've had it for what is to me a very long time. I feel depressed and sad most of the time and I think that it has something to do with my problem.

I don't know what the proper terminologies are, but I will try my best to explain and since I am new here maybe I should also give a little bit of background so that you will know what developmental stage I was in when the problem occurred... maybe that will help you to understand me a little it better.

I was always a dreamer and somewhat of an idealist. I used to feel the brightest most beautiful feeling, like light... in my chest and forehead. I felt like I could play with it in my hands and feel it radiating from my body.

I was a very loving person and very sensitive as well...  I used to be a very perceptive... I thought that I could feel the energy in my surroundings, fill my surroundings with energy, and absorb energy from them as well...

I could feel very passionate warm energy and I thought that i could make it billow out of hands and trail from my fingertips... Is this something other people are familiar with?

I don't think I ever was very interested in astral projection... I don't know if I ever tried it.

I was in love with someone for quite some time... and this is where the problem begins I suppose... of course it wasn't a problem in the beginning.

I felt like I could share all my feelings about this energy with him... I even thought I could see this energy coming from my hands in the dark...

Anyways, we were very very close.

But my memory is not so good. I'm sorry...

Anyways, we were very close and we shared everything with each other. This was my first love. I have never felt so close to anyone so far.

We met 11 years ago I was only 14 and then things began to go bad 3 or 4 years later.

This person hurt me very badly... over and over again for a very long period of time. But he promised that he still loved me and I still wanted so badly for it to be true.

Then one day I saw something that allowed me to end it all... and walk away.

But my heart had hurt for so long... that night ( I think it was that night) I went home and I felt so sad... I let all the energy accumulate in my chest and I felt like I allowed it to pour out into the air above me until it was all gone. I wanted it to go because for some reason having that light there made it so much more difficult to let go of my love for this person and move on.

After that I felt empty. But I didn't feel this light burning me anymore.

Ever since then I haven't felt connected to the world around me.  I haven't been able to feel the energy in my hands or in my environment... not in any capacity to really connect with it...

Now that hurts me... because I know that it made me whole as a person.  I was able to make people feel good with it... and I don't know... there are so many things about that energy that made life so much better... and I am afraid that I let it all go.

I almost feel soulless. But I know there is a little bit in there somewhere.

I saw this person again a few years ago.  My current "boyfriend" and I were having difficulties and my first love had contacted me online one day out of the blue. I spent the day with him and had a fun time... but my current "boyfriend" was jealous and kept calling me and asking me why I was lowering myself to being near this guy who had broken my heart so badly... and hadn't even managed to be a good friend after all the years either... so I was sad and I started to cry.   I laid my head down and my old lover started to touch my forehead between my eyes... maybe he knew thats something that always helped me.

Problem is I cant remember too much about our relationship when it was good because letting that go was a part of moving on.

When he did that I could feel the energy there and he was stroking it... I know that when I was younger rubbing gently between my eyes always helped me. Its possible that he knew that because I had told him.

But I could feel it again! Something was there!

That was two or three years ago tho.

On my own here I am still feeling like I have no access to my spiritual energy anymore.  I want it back!!!

Please does anyone understand this?  What did I do??

I have tried to look for information on it but I don't know what words to use and have had no luck at all!!!

Also I still feel connected to this person.  Our friendship was very deep in the beginning... but then our lives went in different directions and things went bad.  He says he is going to visit me and he mentioned astral projection. I told him that I couldn't do that and that I felt like I was cut off from that sort of energy.  But he said that maybe we could try it together.

I was also wondering if I should tell him what happened, I wonder if he could help me... I think I need to be healed... but I would rather do it on my own unless having someone else would really help things along.

Ever since I let that energy go my life has not been the same, my creativity has been very low.. I've been very dark and weak in general.

But I do feel connected to this person in some significant fashion. When I think about him and am terribly lonely he appears...  there also seems to be a bit of synchronicity going on with us as well... at least just a little... Maybe it has something to do with us being the same sign and close to the same age.

Does anyone understand me?

I'm sorry I wrote so much! I thought it might be important or meaningful. I also apologize for my awful writing. I haven't been very mentally sharp for a long time either.

I just want to heal my heart and the rest of my energy so that I can feel whole again and be myself...

Is is possible to expel this energy from your body?

It was the same energy I felt coming from my hands, but I don't remember ever focusing on energy balls... I preferred to do other things with it... or to just let it billow out like smoke. 

Did I do something wrong?  I feel like I hurt myself.

Can my first love help to heal me? Should I tell him what I did??

Oh, I feel so dumb posting here... I hope I am in the right section!!!

I just think if I can get this energy back in order I can go on and have a happy life. I have a new life now and I want to make it the best it can possibly be. 

I have a husband now. He makes energy balls and talks about astral projection. He can also make this big black bubble... I want to be able to share these things with him too! 

I really want my energy back. I want to be happy.

Hello,

I came to this forum because I was looking for help with a very personal problem I've been suffering from for a long time now. I hope that I have come to the right place.  I will probably ask about my problem in the energy development forum a little later (haha just in case you think you may be able to help ).

I'm not really sure how to introduce myself or where to start. But I did want to say hello.

I didn't realize that there were so many people who felt this way... but as a child I always knew something was there.

I hope I can learn a lot here and learn to solve my problem. Its a very painful and frightening thing for me.

But hopefully everything will be okay and I can get back to normal and learn from everyone here.