wow. harsh. i guess my first bit of advice would be relax. you changed one right (your crush not commiting suicide)? so you can change others. this can be a gift if you let it be.
i have had some visions, not good ones either, but i will face up to them when the time comes and i will not let them happen. if i can change the outcome i will. and i already know from experience that the future isn't set in stone; visions of the future are only how the future is going to turn out if things continue happening as they are. the future can be changed.
you can also learn to control them. focus on certain things and try to "see" or "feel" into their future. then you should be able to do the opposite as well and block out visions that you don't want to see. it won't happen overnight (or maybe it will) but i strongly suggest that all people who naturally develop abilities like ours (ours as in many on this board and others like us) should learn to control them, rather than let their lives be run in chaos by them.
and lastly, hate to nag but would there be any way that you could let me know the name of the last person(s) i'm supposed to meet? i know it's a long shot, but i've been wanting to know for years now.
please reply, even if you don't have an answer for me. thanks [
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~kakkarot
i have had some visions, not good ones either, but i will face up to them when the time comes and i will not let them happen. if i can change the outcome i will. and i already know from experience that the future isn't set in stone; visions of the future are only how the future is going to turn out if things continue happening as they are. the future can be changed.
you can also learn to control them. focus on certain things and try to "see" or "feel" into their future. then you should be able to do the opposite as well and block out visions that you don't want to see. it won't happen overnight (or maybe it will) but i strongly suggest that all people who naturally develop abilities like ours (ours as in many on this board and others like us) should learn to control them, rather than let their lives be run in chaos by them.
and lastly, hate to nag but would there be any way that you could let me know the name of the last person(s) i'm supposed to meet? i know it's a long shot, but i've been wanting to know for years now.
please reply, even if you don't have an answer for me. thanks [

~kakkarot