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First I would like to say that I have always seen black shadows my entire life.  I am 44 years old.  At some points I have been awakened by these shadows but one particular night this man was laying in my bed next to me and was right in my face and I let a out a blood curdling scream and my hubby came running down stairs in my bedroom and asked if I was OK. I have had a hard time shaking that one off.  I have always been afraid of these shadows.  Well lets get on to what happened to me two nights ago.  For 6 hours I was in the hospital with a bad attack from pancreatitis.  (I had breast cancer in 2004 which I received chemo which gave me pancreatitis)  Well I refused to be admitted in the hospital and I went home and went to sleep.  I remember in my sleep that I was upstairs in the my kitchen feeding my dog and my cat (cat lives at my place of work not with me) and something levitated me into the air and all I could think was "somebody please help me" and I couldn't speak so with all my might I kept repeating "somebody please help me" frantically I kept repeating this and I felt my body trying to speak these words and I knew I was saying something.  Well I realize my husband is trying to wake me and I respond scared out of my wit and I tell him that something had levitated me in the air and they wouldn't let me go and I couldn't speak.  So I drift back to sleep.  Well the next morning I call my husband at work and ask him what happened and he says to me kind of bewildered, "you don't remember what you said to me?" and I said what I thought I said and he, chuckled, "no that is not what you said."  My hubby said that I said "a ghost has a hold of me up in the air and he won't let me go!"  My husband told me that I was making the weirdest  noises he had ever heard me make in my entire life and that he tried to awaken me 5 times and he kept asking me if I was ok and finally on fifth time I responded to him.  I have been really freaked about this, I can't get it out of my mind, frankly I'm afraid to go to sleep.  Deep down I wonder if this was a bad spirit and I knew it and I couldn't get away from him.   Last night I had another dream but this wasn't like the first one, this time I dreamt that the ghost took me to another house and stuffed me in a corner and I awoke taking a deep breath and saying I am not in my house and I shook it off and told myself it was just a dream! I'm very scared to go to sleep tonight.  Can anyone tell me what the heck happened to me and why?  Any input would be appreciated it. Thank you.