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whats here around seattle area any good places to visit? spiritual "places of power" or whatever hey are called

or any good spiritual schools/teachers here

i have a feeling that there isnt much due to crappy weather im guessing they dont like the rain:)

after years of not being able to get anywhere yesterday just randomly I almost did

I made a burger and had a drink then drank some mint tea mixed with yerba mate and valerian root

and had a sip of vine before bed.

put on the hemi sync cd that I haven't listened to in about 3 months the ascension cd

and it got set on repeat so I kept repeating part! out of 4 . it kind put me in a loop

and I remember a lot of tension in my head then vibrations and I felt like I was stretching indefinitely again.
then flying etc it lasted for a good while and I got more and more excited then I thought about my wife and it just faded away quickly.
she always interrupts me even though she knows what im doing...

can anyone explain why this type of music is so full of energy and it makes you like a recharged battery.

every time I head a badass track I get chills on my back when the buildup starts and I get that feeling like when I was a kid.

it just brings so much energy (im not talking about radio pop music) I mean real trance music that is played at night clubs by good djs

I feel free if I was to put it in short but for few minutes while the track is playing...

so there are people that physically strong and get their way by means of force.

and then theres people that are attractive/charismatic/etc that create followers and get their way

then theres people that seem to lack either one but they are like lazer beam so focused on their target that anything will burn in their path..
and you feel it when you re around them
even though they might look nerdy and skinny and ugly etc


what is that and how to develop that type of power to focus on your goals like a terminator?

im not gonna go into details too much
I belive that I have a strong effect on whata going on around me and I ve been keeping track of the things happening and my mental state and thoughts etc.
small things happen but the effects of my thinking are very fast (weeks sometimes days)

I keep going back to negative thoughts and ideas and negative expectations and my life falls apart very quickly

I also have a tendency not to listen to my gut feeling that is right on point most of the time and that doesn't help much either( after the fact its always that feeling: I told you so coming from the back of my mind)


I try to stay positive but I need positive people around me and right now I feel like im stuck with bunch of dirty influences on me(including my wife and my employer etc)   I feel stuck. but its the person im married to and have a great kid so its a hard situation to get out of.

I can also turn it around with positive thoughts but without any guidance is damn hard. anyone can give me a hand here
what to do, maybe some inspiring books to read( short books not 500 page babbles) or anything else.


i just finished watching the night watch and it got to me deep got me thinking... or to realize again that im in a loop of self destruction AGAIN and this time much longer than before

I remember a girl in my class secretly( or so she thought) tried to hold the pencil on the tip with her mind powers.


in physics I understand at least in physical world there has to be a force(or energy) to to hold something in unnatural position against force of gravity.

everything falls like drunk people.

and from my noobish understanding 

if we want to control something with out mind

or make physical changes to physical world we have to connect our mind to physical plane

or something like that:)


so in short:

what moves the pencil?
what applies the force to physical object if one to try to apply his mind to it and attempt to do something ?

yesterday i had a very surprising dream.
i was in a room with 2 people as far as i remember one was doing something and otherperson was having a conversation with death( u know the one with the hood on)

and then death paused and looked at me. without saying anything.

i couldnt tell if the look was " i see you " or "stop eavesdropping on my conversation"
i had a feeling it was the second one for some reason.

it wasnt scary just unexpected and i dont know what to make of it

when i lived in NYC i remember i used to space out for hours listening to some drumm&bass and techno mixes on the radio.

it was during spring time. the most memorable times were during nice spring time weather.

now i live in a place that is not very sunny.

i just browsed really quick through a meditation cd section. and as with everything else, theres waaaay to many of them and they all claim magic powers of healing etc.

are there any of them i shouldnt buy? aka. waste of money and time?
i know for sure there are people capitalizing on metitation mania and releasing junk with a nice cover claiming magical things

What does it really mean
After reading many articles that popped up in google search i still dont understand
They all say it but none explain what it means exactly

one of my wifes relatives that is not anything special to me and i had no interest in her in any way

suddenly i had a dream where we shared a very intimate moment and i woke up feeling like a recharged battery.

i stepped out of the shower and was wearing a shower robe and she hugged me from behind that i didnt expect it and more so didnt expect it to be her. but i woke up like i was shocked by static. and was very surprised but full of energy.

this dream really surprised me.

almost everywhere i turn i hear people experience out of ordinary things
they see ghosts talk to spirits  see other things etc

but in my life theres nothing i can remember that is out of ordinary

i look for it and ask for it but nothing happends.

i tried to practice meditation and OBE and i cant get past certain point


i try to find it and cant but others experience it and are afraid of it why does that happend?

i even remember me and my buddy going to cemetery at night to see if there are ghosts but no luck lol

on a more serious note since this is a healing section can someone help me out
throw some good energy my way

so i just caught myself on a very interesting thought.

someone was looking for parts and i know that there are few cars at the local juk yard that have the parts.

but those cars dont show up there too often( there just happends to be 3 of them at the moment and they get sold rather quickly)

so i almost shared that with him but then on a second thought, i didnt.

because if i do then more and more people gonna be aware and if i need parts they might not be there when i need them.


this got me thinking, if i knew a way to make money and its not an endless resource(like anything in this world) might not be enough for myself in the future.

naturally i would not share that either,


now funny thing is, poor people expect rich people to share that kind of info out of goodness of the heart.so EVERYONE can be rich.(with limited resources and too many people its not possible) no matter how much people would like to belive that we can pull it off. when theres only one zebra and about 50 lions after it theres a slight problem cuz too many tigers and too little zebra so whoever gets there first eats. so in poor peoples thinking. lets share the zebra and everyone gets a lil tiny piece of fur and meat. and then we end up with 50 anorexic lions that cant run to save their lives cuz they didnt eat enough. or we got  5 lions that are wel fed and can cacth another zebra but then we got 40 haters that think they should have goten a piece of that zebra and they complain and complain like we do cry to the people for abusing power.(carried away a bit


not saying its right or wrong ,i just think its natural( survival instinct) to keep any kind of advantage closely guarded, like in extreme cases some people stack food cans and hide food under the mattress in fear that it might not be enough in the future...


just posting here  to see what thoughts on this subject i get. hopefully no troll arguments.(this is one of few boards that i can post my ideas safely without beeing trolled )

i know that drugs are believed to be evil and dangerous but just like anything else in the wrong hands.
or in the right hands they can be tools.

i ve experimented with few drugs alrady not to get fkd up but to experience them and was very pleasant every time i had great experience

tried a very low dose of salvia according to some texts the proper way( the way they use it for religious practices in mexico) is munch on it for a bit instead of smoking
and keep it under your tongue to get it absrbed.
it kicked in almost 2 hours lated and i felt like i was daydreaming but was able to keep track of the surroundings

since i have a problem concentrating on my own i thought i use it to help me sit still and focus. used in low doses of course.

i already tried many ways( cds, bwgen, hemisync, books techniques etc) all that goes to waste because i cant sit still my joints start bothering me so i have to move and pretty much start over again after that...


has anyone used salvia to aid in AP?

for past 4 days ive been watching youtube videos about pyramids again( i like archeology and check up on the videos few times a year)
just last year there wasnt many videos on anunnaki.

this year it is flooded with them and conspiracies

then theres the thruth tellers ,they are debunked, the debunker gets debunked and
then the debunker that debunked the first debunker gets debunked as well in the end...WTF.to the 4th power...

and if you listen to it most of the arguments are well put together and would make sense if you were to belive them.

few years ago the buzz word was illuminati then new world order then planet x
then nibiru then transition of ages and now (skipping a few of course) is anunnaki...
and their return in near future.


i mean the amount of misinformation we have is just incredible, it makes it impossible to find the accurate info on anything.
we got about 1500 videos  of pure BS and speculation per one real and accurate video.

and everyone twisting the original information to fit into their story and make it sound true.


even if you do somehow manage to start research online, alot of the stuff is fabricated by the supporters of certain theory

and again makes it impossible to find the real facts or proof.

i ve been trying to visualize the universe beeing infinite in my mind.

but every time iget to the point of the empty space just goin on forever with no stars or any kind of energy.
it seems like that the emptiness is the ballance of space. like water in the winter lake its still and almost mirror like with no ripples.

according to the big bang theory there should have been a center from which everything should "disperse" outwards.

that i can visualize.

but what about on the other end.

since this universe is physical( same plane as we are) with only 3 dimensions there should be a point past which theres no matter present.
since it hasnt traveled that far from the big bang.


does that mean that our dimention expands with the expanding universe?
and if it does wouldnt that mean that this whole universe is within a bigger system?

that whatever you belive will happen?

if you belive theres heaven and god you will find it

if you belive that theres nothing after death then it will be so

and if you belive theres higher beiing and different dimensions etc you will find that as well


but that all is true, and your belief is what picks the direction you re going, and ignore the rest.

i thought id post up all the troubles im having with the OBE

i have been trying for years with not much sucess.

1 i cant stop the itching  and urge to move
it seems like i let one urge out of control and they multiply like bugs.
on a regular night i lay there for long time without a single thought about itching
then when i try to project i lay on my back with my hands behind my head( for some reason thats the best position for me)
and once i become aware of the itch at one spot, immediately they pop out everywhere and start nagging.and i loose focus.


2 i loose focus.
i get to the point of visualizing something(like im flying or im in a different environment,and it feels very real im able to willingly move around)
or i feel like im floating,flying, my body is deforming in one way or another i belive those are signs of something right? what are those feelings?
and i become aware that theres change in my state and i shift my focus in the wrong direction and snap out of it.
sometimes i feel like i juse been kicked out it happends so quick.
i try again and again and always get to the same level before completely snapping out of it.

3 my arms get numb and im forced to move...



any suggestions would be great.

im curious about the complete range of frequencies that we humans can detect with our body senses and using the sensory equipment ( machines, microphones,light sensors etc)

what is the range and what is out of range or type of waves

i was previewing the book called "how to manage your d.i.c.k."  and an interesting point was brought up.
the author asked how many people seen a person on his last breath and what happends after.

take an old person for example.
i personally havent attended any last breath moments but i seen dead people in my life for sure.

so what exactly happends at the moment?

does your brain send out a command to shut down to the rest of the organs? or does it shut down itsself leaving the rest of the body without control.
and what if you artificially restarted the heart after few seconds to keep the blood pumping would that reverse the process?



is there a study on this or anything im interested in what exactly happends.

im  taking a philosophy class at the moment.
and while going thru philosophers in chronological order i noticed an interesting thing

during the transition from bc to common era theres no mention of jesus in any philosophy writings as far as i know

i mean the whole philosophy was trying to answer one basic question. whats our purpose.
and to understand our beeing.

but when jesus(the closest beeing to GOD as it can be) comes to earth... you would imagine the philosophers would be allover him with millions of questions trying to squeeze out every lil piece of possible knowledge and understanding out of him.

but they dont. they seem to be neutral to his appearance.

and then the philosophers just keep going on about the purpose of existence even though if jesus was in fact there alive there would be no more questions as to what is our porpose and other questions



what is going on there?

i was just washing my dishes and had this strange idea
that adam and eve story makes no sense.
if god is a perfect beeing then the accident with an apple was already seen and expected by god
adam and eve are happy in the garden just chillin kickin it, watcing the sky and chasing birds and all the fun stuff
that sounds like an amusement park, they were created in his image for what purpose?
why would a perfect beeing create someone in his image without a purpose.
what other purpose is there to create male and then create female that they can reproduce but dont give them knowledge to do so.
kinda like a car without engine control module(useless)
the idea i had is the
adam and eve is the begining(parents)
the first peoples
the apple is the seed giving knowledge to them
is the birth of god on earth or the begining of new god
we are all part of the "god" here on earth
not that we have pieces of god in us but we are the pieces of god
and thru our personal pain and suffering and joy and happiness we develop the knowledge and understanging
the common knowledge to all of us
if you follow the timeline from birth of civilizations to now it seems that we are progressing towards a better "enlightenment"? of all pieces of god
but from the begining of civilizations it seems like there was some advanced stuff goin on back then, maybebecause the"god" was young and still had the memory of his parent's wisdom.

im not religious but to me this idea makes more sense than what i understood from religions in general.

i was browsing thru youtube videos and one popped out attempting to teach about meditation

and i notticed something hes wearing glasses.

contradiction thousands of books telling how easy it is to loose glasses.
and then on the other side are gurus that seem knowledgeable in the yoga and health department in general yet wearing glasses.

i mean holding your breath, piercing yourself sweating on command and raising body temperature by will.
but cant get straight vision?

what is oging on?


also i ve notticed the robotic voice as with every(with few exceptions) guru has a same monotonous, calm,relaxed voice.
but it sounds fake to me

i watched zeitgeist movie again(part1) and the begining of the movie as you remember talks about the religion and how it all originated from egypt and that it is in fact representation of zodiac..
now when you watch the movie it all makes sense.

but there are no references

has anyone actually researched the information?
i looked thru a few forums and itsa big argument kinda like  american muscle cars are faster than honda civic type of thing on car forums.

i have more hope in this message board since most of visitors are not here to argue but learn

so is there in fact  sources to back everything they said of is it all fiction made up for "average american"

i just watched constantine yesterday, love the movie, alot of good things to think about.
so i did
and the questions is
technicaly speaking, you take a life knowingly-you go to hell

but what if you either knowingly or unknowingly, accidentally or in any other way influenced someone's death how does that affect your "resume"?
i give you a simple example.
you cut someone off because you had a rough day and you trying to get home soon and this guy is just beeing a turtle and not letting you go in front, so you cut him off.
and you flip him off while doing that.
30 minutes later he dies from heart attack or crashes and dies because he had even worse day than you did and you were the final push to break him.

i mean even though you do not directly kill anyone during your whole life you probably interacted with millions of people and influenced few deaths one way or another


so how does that reflect on you?

i had an amazing dream not so long ago.
where i was looking over a map. kinda like google earth but i was actually above the actuall continent. and it looked so amazing
the sun and tiny white/aquamarine clouds.pretty much like one of those tropical beach posters but 100 times better.
but when i woke up, i could not locate the continent on the map anywhere, it was pretty big tookinda looked like north america but it wasnt.
and when i woke up i also had a name stuck in my head which was Buenos Aires. can someone explain that?
so i looked at the map of argentina and its still not same continent i ve seen but it was our gobe tho since i ve seen other continents and all.

another word that i had in my head that i ve been carrying around with me since i was a kid is Altai(mountains in russia/china)

while i was in the shower the thought came to my mind.
the purpose of humanity is a very popular and unansvered question .
and my brain randomly generated an idea about this interesting topic that i will try to lay on this virtual paper as accurate as i can.
since it comes to me at very random times and i dont have pen and paper i try to retain as much of it in my head as i can.

so one of the popular beliefs(rumors,ideas,thoughts) that the purpose of humanity is to learn the truth(generally speaking)
by truth i assume they mean to understand the everything that is happening around us and inside us to become one with everything.
and that is the ultimate knowledge that will bring us to ballance, bring us closer to god, and such.
and that the truth is very hard to obain becaue if it was too easy then any idiot would know it and use it to harm himself or others...(but if he knew the thruth then it would be hard to call him an idiot)
it requires sometimes one sometimes many lifetimes to obtain it (the problem is we have a reset button) so we got about 100 years each time but we dont know what we here for.
so if the purpose(the truth the ultimate knowledge and understanding) is here, its been here forever, "before the time was time"
what is the purpose of our learning process.
the things that we go thru to learn it?
the truth is not the purpose its the cause of all this.   what is the reason for our life?
the goal is to learn and understand. but it seems artificial to me. it feels as if the actual life is more important than the final destination. why ?

id love to discuss this topic and get new ideas to process thru mymind. its interesting what comes out of it.

i woud like to know what position everyone preferes when doing meditation/relaxing/astral
chair, layinf flat on your back, lazboy,...

i have a bad ankle and cannot sit in the meditation pose( with legs crossed) or lay flat on my back  for long time
i damaged the ankle joint playign sports and now it gets tense after about 20 min and i have to pop it and it destructs me enough break my concentration.

i was wondering if it is possible for someone with greater experience to pull? me ouf of my body so i can experience OBE and kinda get a feel of it if so what i need to do?  while im sleeping for example?

i e been trying to do it for years now but closest i got to it was vibrations and after that i gradually went downhill. now i cant even concentrate enough to have vibrations or any kind of notticeable stages.